Its time to put all the bullshit aside and say things like they are. Because right now this is my only chance.

If I don’t take this home tonight there may not ever be another shot like this for me.

People are not going to like me for doing this, but at this point I could give a shit.

I don’t have time to show you what I am going to do before the big event, I cannot let you in on some insight. I simply have a few things to say.

Listen, or don’t. It makes no matter to me at this point.

Kevin Jones . Still thinks I have no chance, he doesnt even consider me a challenge, and while Gary Mac may have been a little preoccupied this week, I still think what we have done is superior to you and your incompetent follower. And while we may drop the tag titles this week.. It wont be because of me. I can assure you that it will not be my shoulders that are pinned to the mat this week. So take the tag titles Jones. I don’t care.. Fuck you would probably get them handed to you one way or another regardless.

Avirez . Has proven once again he just does not have what it takes to be a consistent threat in this business. He comes and goes as he chooses, and much like this week, you had zero impact. If you would have got hit by an 18 wheeler while on camera you would have done more for this company then what you did this week. At least then we would all get the joy of watching your pathetic ass be splattered all over the road. Avi, I don’t care if you see this as ego, or not.. You simply don’t have the heart to hang with me.. Talent, maybe.. But when it comes right down to it.. You can have all the talent in the world but without the drive to go along with it. You are fucked... case in point watch the match later tonight and you will see exactly what I mean.

The Foundation. Doesnt see me as a threat.. Go figure, of course he is going to say that. After all this is the man running with Jimmy Luciano. So he can talk down to me right?.. Wrong. Not this time.. Not this week. I may get shoved around and let it slide, but I refuse to this week. Any other time I would not even mention this generic bastard’s name, but I suppose desperate times call for desperate measures. But look at what he had to say.. You might as well take everyone else’s trashtalk.. Tivo’ed the son of a bitch and played it over Foundation’s words. Because it was exactly the same. Fuck that... if you think you better then me, prove it. Not be using lame, overused insults.. But by stepping to me like a man in the ring.

And of course Jackrabbit . It almost pains me to watch him reach for material. Sometimes I wonder how anyone can take him seriously. Now I could rant and rave on you for a while.. But I would probably only make a hypocrite out of myself..

Right...?..

Yeah.

Pressure, it is overwhelming, the sweat is beginning to form on my brow, my hands are sweaty with extreme nervousness. I rush into the bathroom and vomit all over the place. Not even managing to make it to the toilet. I look at myself in the mirror, but I don’t see a failure like people assume I am. I don’t see a man that cannot possibly pull out an upset. I see a man who is ready, ready for battle and ready for war.

I pull out the face paint.

I am ready.

At least part of me is.

“I am going to do this. “

No.. You will fail once again

Not this time.. This time will be different.

What makes this different from any other time, you have failed numerous times before this, anything different will be impossible, you are meant to fail.

I may be meant to fail.. But tonight I am destined to succeed

You have made a name for yourself as the man who can never get to the top. You get close, and then fall.. Which leads to a downfall. Your downfall is coming. And it will come after tonight. After you fail

Why cant I have this moment. Just this one time where I am the one who gets the respect.. Where I am the one who gets the glory?.. Why cant I have it this time?

Because in the end.. When it comes down to it... no matter how much you think you deserve it, the odds are just unsurmountable.. And you Tyler are

Only Human.

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