But that is in the past... EW is no longer a part of me. Because when EW died....

The old Silencer died with it. The Silencer that people mocked and doubted. Because with EW came a certain stereotype, one that nearly every person was stuck with that was in the company, myself and a few others took the brunt of the jokes. The reason people have no respect for me, is because they had no respect for EW, whether or not I was better than them is beside the point, because they saw I was EW... and assumed I was just like everyone else there.

They thought that because none of them know me...

Less than half of you have actually taken the time to watch a promo from me. All you did was take others words and held a biased against me.. No matter how much success I had, no matter what I did... I was always nothing. People never considered me a real talent, EW Champion... was damn near worthless when it came to the bigger picture, at least in the eyes of others. And when you hear than over and over...

You begin to believe it.

And I did start to believe I was everything they said I was. I started to think I really was a joke. I started to consider the idea that I really was nothing more than a talent less jobber that had an ego that did not match my talent. You have no idea how many times I heard people tell me that. People who have never spoken to me in my entire life suddenly speak to me just to tell me I am worthless. As pathetic that is of them, I like I said started to believe them.....

But no more.

Because after almost a month off... I realized something. To gain any credibility what so ever. I could not sit back with my past accomplishments and take that for what its worth. I had to jump into the pit. Go right into the heart of the people that despise me. And do everything in my power to prove them wrong. That is my entire goal here in IWF, is to prove people that what they once though about me... is nothing more than a falsehood. If I beat them here.. They cannot scream politics, or scream un fair biased. Because if anything I am at the disadvantage, because my name carries many things with it.

The name Silencer has become a cursed one.

I once carried respect with my name, at one time people actually respected me. But somewhere along the line, shit changed. Somewhere along the line people stopped noticing me.. And it was almost like I dropped of the face of the earth.

And that was when this industry became a incredibly monotonous one, as I look out at the “talent” that makes up the game today.. I see a wave of monotony, every one who is having success at the current moment are exactly the same, diversity is at an all time low.. Because people are trying to be different by being exactly the same as everyone else.

How many times can something be copied and still be called innovative?

I ask myself that everyday. Because I have no idea how many times I has opposed someone who has claimed to innovate, by doing what the guy who beat him the week before did.

Its disgusting.

And I wont stand before you and claim to be an innovative master, because I don’t have to feed you a load of bullshit, I am what I am. I am not trying to change the game, I am not trying to start a new wave where everyone copies me. I try to be unique by being who I am. Games and Gimmicks are a thing of the past for me. I don’t need to ride on a gimmick to get over anymore.

People don’t like me anyway, so there is no need to put on a show for them.

So here it begins.. Hate me if you wish, because I am past caring what any of you think

and If you say something that I have heard before... then I wont even acknowledge you, because I have heard it all before.

I am here for one reason, and one reason only.

Out of pure spite.

No one wants me here... no one wants to see Silencer inside and IWF ring, and you know what, thats too fucking bad, because I am here like it or not.

And seeing as no one has welcomed me to the company..

Allow me to do it myself.

( In this life, there are few things that can bring me joy, only a select number of things can bring a smile to my twisted face these days, A Wrestling Ring? Fuck no... anymore the thought of that almost brings me down... family and friends hold no place in my life. Friends are hard to come by... And family is even harder. But there is one thing that no matter what type of mood I am in, no matter how shitty the day has been, can bring a smile to my face. At the mere site of her my world goes from black to light... she is the only ray of light in my world full of darkness... she is...)

” My Nitara “

( To me there is nothing sweeter than her face, its not only her stunning beauty that makes me smile its her whole presence, the intelligence and strength she brings to the table is by far the most attractive thing about her. And as she walks into the room, and cracks a innocent smile at me, I simply melt, because she is stunning, and to be completely honest I don’t think I deserve her, but I am thankful every day that I have her, with out her I would not even be here before you today, because she keeps me going.. She keeps me from quitting, and even though we have been through our share of hard times, we stand now stronger than ever.. We both realized that together no matter how tough things get is always better than being alone... she walks up to me and sits down beside me, and I wrap my arms around her, and I am happy... this is not Silencer the man everyone loves to hate... this is Tyler Simon, the man no one knows... she looks into my eyes, and begins to speak )

” Life is good is it not?”

( This question strikes me as odd, but I suppose it is true, often times I don’t enjoy life, my negative side tends to take the spotlight more times then not and I don’t get to show the side of me that actually enjoys my life.. Despair and gloom covers my joy nearly all the time, but right now.. Nothing can mask the happiness I feel )

“Yeah.... it really is “ ( After I say that she smiles and moves away from me a little and faces me and says)

” So everything worked out for you to start work in IWF?”

” Yeah, everything is set... actually I am tentative to get started...”

” oh? Why’s that....?”

” Not sure if I am ready to deal with the bullshit of others. I think I will end up taking my solitude to another level.. And just not interact with those that tend to annoy me... “

” That sounds like a good idea to me... “( Of course she is going to agree, she hated when I talked about how I hated my job because of the people that surround me. So when I say I am simply going to ignore them.. It is almost like I am listening to the advice she has been giving me all along. )

” You’ll never guess who called today.....”

( And its true, because she wont, I never expected to hear from him again either.... she will never guess )

” Who? “

” Nicolae “

( Yes indeed, the man that back in the old days of EW was considered to be dead, is alive and well, an old friend of mine one of the few friends I actually have left.. After the way I treated him I assumed he would never call or come around here again. And I guess Nitara though the same thing.. Because she is shocked. )

” You’re kidding?...”

” No I am not, he called me today when I was at lunch, I was surprised as you....”

( I am nearly cut off as the door opens and in walks Nicolae... dawning a pair of slacks and a solid black shirt. He has a timid smile on his face and I must admit it is good to see him )

” Nic.. Its been a while “

( Yeah Jackrabbit, maybe you were right.. I didn’t kill my best friend.. )

“ Si... good to see you again “

” Don’t start with that sappy shit.. I still am not sure if you should be allowed back here. “

( Nitara shoots me a terrible look, but I have things under control, I want him to think I have not forgiven him.. When I actually will welcome him back with open arms )

“What are you talking about.. You told everyone you killed me “

” Because of your stupidity”

“If you don’t want me here I will leave. “

( Nitara Intervenes)

” Wait... yes we BOTH want you here. He holds grudges you know that Nic. “

” Yeah she is right.. Lets put shit behind us and move on. “

“You mean it... “

” Yeah I suppose.....”

( We both grin a little.. And Nitara gives him a hug )

” Good to have you back... “

Si in IWF?...

Yeah I am as surprised as you are, it doesnt seem very logical does it?.. To jump into a fed where there is nothing but ill feelings and hate that are being tossed my way. As soon as people realize that I am here.. It will begin, the same petty bullshit I have been putting up with for a few months now. But like I said.. Its not about that now. I didn’t come to IWF for anyone... except myself. If people think they are better than I am... then I want them to have to prove it, and not go off misguided ego..that and I wanted to prove to myself that I really do belong here. Whether or not you agree with that is irrelevant.. Because in a matter of weeks we will have 100% proof one way or another as to if I deserve to be here.

The Debut

I am sure seeing Punisher and myself on Sunday Night must have proven to be a bit of a shock, after all we were all but ready to go to HWF, but some how got drawn to IWF, and it would not be like us to just show up... and be ready for a match, we had to let people know where we stood. Because its where we have always stood...

Opposite of everyone else.

Thats how it has always been, opposing everyone else and loving every second of it.

The first match....

Hmm... when I read what match I had drawn this week, I could not help but laugh, because some how I knew that this was going to be the first match I drew... a Tag match, in which we face two of the top 5 ranked Wrestlers in the company. Without a doubt it will prove to be a test... but that is what I wanted, I don’t want to start at the bottom and work my way up.. I want to be tossed right into the mix.. And that is exactly what happened. The man I have wanted to face ever since he left EW... Tek Robbins , the man who played a big part in the closing of my company. Basically in my eyes, Tek Robbins is not a superstar.. He is not a fantastic trend setting superstar, no./.. Robbins, you are nothing more than a quitter. A Cop out.. Shit got tough and you were on the first thing smoking. Not willing to stick it out.. Like a pussy you took your ball and left. And even though I never respected you... any shred of dignity you held in my eyes was lost.

And yeah I know...

What I say doesnt matter to you, because you think I am a pathetic loser. And you will come out and say I don’t belong in a match with you, hell you will say I don’t belong in IWF, and Tek. I like I did in EW, will not listen to a word you say. Because you will run yourself in a circle, and ramble for ages about the same shit you have said time and time again. I know everything you have to say.. You might as well find your promo tape from our EW match.. And play it, because that is exactly what it is going go be like. A worthless rambling, full of egotistical bullshit and sad punch lines. See unlike you Tek, I don’t try to be something I am not. I am myself, I don’t have to mimic others around me. And steal insults from bad rap songs, your not the Real Deal man, you are a fucking carbon copy.. Shit, at least your partner does his own thing, you just follow him, you are the one that is truly pathetic. So say what you got to say. But I have heard it all before....

A2

A man I know little about, but judging from what you have done, you seem to have a respectable resume.. You and I have never crossed paths, but sadly the respect I once had for you as a competitor has been lost simply because you are aligned with such a douche bag. Tek Robbins will only hold you back, he knows that he cannot hang with you, so what does he do?... He holds you down by forming a team, so he can keep control of you, look at it like this Aaron, if you are his partner that means you two will never face one another. And that is exactly what he wants, whether you realize it or not he holds you down. He keeps you from reaching your full potential. And its sad that is has to be like that. You could be in the main event every week, but now if you are.. You have to share it with Tek, you only get half the spotlight that you could be getting. But I know what I am saying is not going to sway your decision, you are blinded by his stupidity.. And I am sure you have conformed to his ideas, unable to think for yourself... rather you let him do the thinking for you. And since Tek is such an incredible ass, you have shot yourself in the foot. I am not doubting your talent Aaron.. I am doubting your intelligence for joining with such and loser

The only person whose talent I doubt is Robbins.

But this is only one of the challenges I have for this week.

Reign of Power

After taking and early exit in Remembrance I am more than ready to turn shit around for this tourney, and like usual the odds are not in my favor, in fact they are heavily stacked against me, any success I have will come as a shock to everyone who sees it, do I have high hopes.. Always, but I have nothing to lose, a win and I gain some of the respect I feel I deserve, if I lose.. No harm, no foul. The competition is steep and too numerous to comment on.. They way I look at it

Its me against the world...

Just the way I like it.