A prayer to darkness
And of death
Bring me down
The ocean depth
I'm alone now
In my own little world
Where my screams
Can not be heard
I tourcher myself
And drag out my life
Only to
Heard you shout
I don't know love
Nor understand trust
All I know is pian
And lust
So now I can guess
I'm outta luck
just to say
a start of this madness
kewlnessishky at its best
I don't say much when the darkness overtakes
I just smile and laugh
For the stupidity of humanity proves itself again
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The characters form "Hidden in a foggy mind"
A shadowed figure
Glowing eyes of bluing grey
Raven hair down her back
Formless it semed as all minds go black
Never seen before
Nor again
You see thats me
A dead little girl
A teen that goes unseen
With a heart blackened by rage
You see daddy told me
You were all this way
Now I see how right he is
I know I'll never make it too far
So don't bother to worry
She too shall die again
This body I pose
And no one will ever know
Because they never saw her any way
Bleak emptiness
No dismal end
To love
To trust
Means lies and death
Pulled away to hold my own
This savage beast
Called suicide
Still run ramped
In my mind
It starts with
A thought of hate
That never goes away
Try to tame it as you might
Pretend its all okay
But this deadly beast
Will never go away
It grows and feeds
From hate and rage
But nothing can stop it
You may say
You'll be missed
Although you never cared
I think I'll always miss you
But can't say why
You often said
You loved me
But I knew it was a lie
It couldn't be true
I always saw straight though you
Your words dead
Before they hit the air
Your soul cold
For no one ever cared
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I find it hard
To hide alone
When you claim your love
And with it
Your body and soul
Yet if the blue truth be known
I am afraid
Because I don't know
What you see of me
And yet I am afaird to know
For the more I understand
The more you seem to want from me
So now I am caught
Lost, afraid,& alone
Yet to my innocent mind
Your ways I still do not know
A part from the bloodline
Alone in the shadows
A cry of pain
And suffering
Is all this life left
For me
And yet for a mortal man
I find myself still alive
But until I am in his arms
I am alone and unwanted
In this world
a raven once have quoith upon my shoulder "nevermore"
but he mearly be my blackened soul alive outside of me
for as i stand a vampire now
i hold no need a soul
for i only have need of the blood for which
i thirst
a darkened beauty as some may say
but the mortals understand so little
for as one may say
i hold it all as if awaiting a fall
but another may think me odd
crule and cold in my eye
i still hold hate for their own
but need it bother me?
i find it a farther cry to me than the child dying
right next to me
A Dark Being:
If it be known
How dark my soul
Then thine eyes
Would see me no more
And the raven
Who holds my soul so tight
Will never again
Let me sleep at night
Instead leave me to hunt alone
And face thee
Full of sin
In the lonely cold
Of night so dark
And chilled alive
That none the strongest mortal
Could survive
And within this hour
I ask thee why
Thee pledge thine love
To a creature
Such as me
This time I know I'm dead,just a spirit passing through.
If ever you think you'll miss me,all I have to say is,"Fuck you".
You fucking left me to die,alone and cold that night.
You forgot how to care,so why was I always there for your fucking ass to rape?
Throw me away after the abuse and the rape,fucking up my mind is only your game.
You hate me,I can see it in your eyes.
Why can't I run away?
Why can't I hide from your lies?
And maybe make my pain go away.
Why do I let you close enough to hurt me again?
Haven't you ever wished they knew how stupid they were,don't you wish they'd know before you were dead?
But they didn't,so let it haunt them forever.
Replay the insainity in their heads.
By now I think I'm dead,but I'm not sure of that either.
But I know or atleast think,with as much clarity as normal that I'm in a world of indecevness.
Dim world
A light
Dimmed in a dark world
And most haunted of rooms
In a place twisted and broken
By the ghosts of memories and fallen dreams
A twisted rose on a broken mirror
Its all so faint and cold
Just enough to make my heart numb
To the painful realization of
False hopes and broken dreams
I'm still alive
Or am I?
Maybe I'm another of these
Maybe I'm nothing more
Than that which such a twisted rose bleeds
My poison
Petals with drops of blood as red
The liquid of life
Spilled over the twisted rose
And dripping down from the peices of the shattered mirror
That still lay on the floor
In this part of my abyss
This darkened home within the depths of my soul
Where I know pain and fear are no more
But an endless part of my still breathing mind
Where such a place seems so alive
Haunting me constantly
With memories of broken dreams
And the bodies of fallen angels
Line my walls
That their lies and blood have painted shadows
And candles lit in what seems ruins
Of such an ugly temple that I call beautiful
A place that I also call home
Within a dark world none can see
And this is all I seem to be
Empty words on a blank page
That are all I know
And that of which I no longer feel
Because within this cold darkness
My ghostly body is blissfully numb
Than my now stone heart has ever been before
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:::::::::::::Be live and gone:::::::::::::
If all at once it ends
Taken all again
Please think of me before you go
And I will vanish away
Into that place where memories fade away
My place of death and nothingness has caputored me again
Its isn't where I want to be
But the only place where
This unfogiving world can't find me
My only place left to go
::Its only fair to let you know
I didn't ask to go
I still want to be with you now more
I want you to love me back
But I know deep inside
You didn't love me like that::
A place where my heart will ache no more
But forgive me anyway
I never meant to push you away
The only think my heart has left to feel now
Is the pain
Will you be proud now?
Can you make those who want death live
Is it possibly my fault
Mommy doesn't want to be anymore
I can't blame her
This world is so cruel and cold
Nothing's gone right these last years
No one's will to help
I'm still here
But that does mean alot
Thats why daddy won't come around
Because after all this
I'm still not doin it right
Can you give the person who gave you everything
The only thing their asking you for
Death
I can see why she doesn't want to be alive anymore
All I have to do is lookin the the broken mirror
She's ashamed of what she gave life to
She hates what she brought into the world
She now can too see the worthless child she had
Is that why after all these years
Is it that she just gave up hope
I know I'm a failure
I tried so hard though
I just wanted her and daddy to be proud...
Maybe if I did it instead
Then she'd be proud of me
Her and daddy both
Maybe mommy's disappointment would fade
If I stop being now
That would prove me no longer a failure to all of them
They could all pretend I was worth something in life
Went I'm gone
Maybe they'll even smile when they pretend and imagion what I should have been
