They said life was never fair but i never believed them i always got hurt and broken to many times not to know. i never listened like i should have i always cried and never fell asleep like i should have. i was always tired and sad depressed and psycho i was never the same i was some one who i couldnt figured out. i always wanted the gun but nevetr had the time thought about all the slitting wrists and stuff but i never pictured myself doing what i never wanted to do. the day i did it i felt ashamed. i felt dirty and i never wanted to be seen again what i did made me sick even to this day it;s still on my mind and i cant get rid of it. i will live with this all my life and for what?? because everyone else was doing it.