Journal 16
Ok, my parents are really starting to piss me off. it started when i was wiccan. they didnt
like that. they said that magick wasnt real. well, if magick isnt real, then why wouldnt
they let me try it once? why wouldnt they let me try just one spell? is it possible that
they are affriad it is real? damn strait. so after i got out of wicca, i went agnostic.
which i still am today. anyway, i started getting into the gothic lifestyle. and i am
proud to say that i am still gothic. i started with the black clothes, getting pale.
you know, the works. then i got to the black nail polish. my ex-girlfriend gave me a bottle.
so i put it on. those bastards took the bottle. they took my fucking black nail polish.
i told myself, thats ok its just one thing. now they wont let me wear my cloak, grow out
my hair, wear a ponytail in the back of my head, grow out a mohawk, or even put red streaks
in my hair.i once saw an adult on tv, a "profesional" with teenagers. he said, "parents are
a child's master. then when the child reaches adolesence, they become their consultant. they
should not control what they try to wear to express themselves. they should suggest." i
fucking agree. just this morning, my mom said she'll make a deal. she said i could wear my
ponytail if i gave her all my black clothes. i shook my head no and turned my back to her.
my parents just cant fucking accept me for who i am. it makes me want to blow their heads
off. they keep saying, one day i will thank them. the hell i wont. well, what ever keeps
you sleeping at night. one day i am going to show up in everything they wouldnt like
and say how do ya like me now? and that is all i have to say. just remember, be yourselves.
~Gothic Dragon~ 8-25-03
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