All of the following material belongs to me, Lizzy Ward. They are copyrighted and are for my use only. If you'd like to use any portion of these poems and/or songs without my consent, a lawsuit will be filled and a legal battle may follow. Thanks for taking your time to look at my work.~*Lizzy*~

Ex Wife By Lizzy Ward

Chorus:
FUCK YOU BITCH I HATE YOU DIE!
FUCK YOU BITCH I HATE YOU DIE!
FUCK YOU BITCH I HATE YOU DIE!

Verse:
Yeah I fucked him, I fucked him good.
When you kissed him did you taste my puss?
Does he sometimes scream my name?
Oh I bet that would drive you insane!

REPEAT CHORUS

Verse:
Yeah I fucked him on your bed
Are you getting that image in your head?
Imaging him on top of me, making me moan and scream

Shattered By Lizzy Ward

Verse:
I've learned to cry, silently, not to wear my heart on my sleeve. I've become so numb though all this chaos around me. My thoughts, my words, my actions don't say much. Can you tell? I can't tell, what's going on with me? Most of my days just seem all the same, one long never-ending emotional roller coaster ride. I just enjoy it and pass on by, then it all crashes down, I'm all alone, all me, only me.

Chorus:
There I am with my heart in my hands. Shattered remains, that's all that's left. As they slip right through, they slip right through the cracks. Crumbling down to the ground. I try to pick them up as the wind carries it far away, so far away.

Here am I, on my knees, crying out, how could this be? If only I, if only I could have seen this tragedy. You could help me, I need you now, can't you see, I'm sorry. Why do I always play the fool breaking all the rules? Here it goes the drama begins all over again.

Fade By Lizzy Ward

All this anger inside, all this pain that subsides me. I just suppress it, and put a smile on my face. And you can't tell what's brewing inside, though at times I sit down, and I cry.

You haven't walked a mile in my shoes. You haven't seen things from my point of view. You haven't been when and where I've been. Well I don't need your sympathy, and I don't want you to feel sorry for me. Cause I feel sorry enough for myself. Oh well that's life, and as times goes on things will...

Fade...fade unto nothing...fade...blue, black, and then gray...but it won't fade.

Untitled No. 1 of 2002

Discretion, manipulation, decapitation, defile the ground you walk upon. Who gives a fuck about anything, anymore? Maybe it's those cruet cops and politicians. They would rather let us all just rot away. Let the crack kill us, let the diseases destory us. Fuck this decaying system! How about we start a revolution, and tie them down with all their red tape.

Untitled No. 2 of 2002

You sit so pretty on your high horse, but all you can do is just run your course. You star down at with pity in your eyes, but I glare up at you with nothing but hate. Sorry, I won't bend my knee to you. Personally I think you are mindless and weak. Just another sheep for the slaughter.

Venomous Woman By Lizzy Ward

Verse:
She spins her web so beautifully. It attracts everybody, until it sucks you all in. She makes you play her little mind games. She'll make you get on your knees and beg. She's such a beauty queen, she's such a soul sucking bitch.

Chorus:
She doesn't want you, She doesn't need you. She just wants to abuse you, Just wants to use you, use you.

Verse:
To her your just another trophy to keep. To her you're just another pawn in her game. She'll suck the life out of you, leaving you broke, high, and dry. Don't be fooled by her wicked ways.

REPEAT CHORUS
She's so evil, deceitful. She's so agressively wicked. She's such a soul sucking bitch.

Demonic Lust By Lizzy Ward

Intro:
Sell your soul to the Devil for the price. Come on now, make that small simple sacrifice. If you do, dick slap the Devil's wife for me.

Verse:
Demonic lust romance in your pants. It's calling out to me, to summon it from it's shallow grave. It's trapped and desires to be released.

Chorus:
It's crying out, "free me, so I can run amuck among your beautiful ruins. Release me, so I can explore all your wondrous caves. So I can hide and play. Send me to heights I've never been before."

Verse:
It's now in such filthy lustful sin, towering high above twin peaks. Gliding itself seductively through the valley, ending deeply in a moist cave. Screams of relief.

REPEAT CHORUS

Verse:
Venturing through the flat plains, discovering empty warm caves, a place to cover from the on sleight of rain. To only find itself in quicksand, getting sucked within. So much pleasure there, yet mixed with pain. Driving mother earth insane.

REPEAT CHORUS

Verse:
Demonic lust romance in your pants, ravenously on a rampage upon this mother earth. As louder mounds of moans begins to grow, as a earthquakes and shakes start to rumble in the depths of this being. Thunderous screams as a climax comes unfold.

Who am I? By Lizzy Ward

I can be your lover.
I can be your friend.
I can be your mistress.
I can be your fantasy.
I will be anything as long as it's not me.

I can be a loser.
I can be an addict.
I can be a user.
I can be an abuser.
I can be what you need as long as you don't get close to me.
I can be your princess.
I can be a punk.
I can be your Barbie Doll.
I can be anything you want.
I can be everything you need, as long as you don't see thru my mask.

Ballet to Dave By Lizzy Ward

I don't want to have to be your scapegoat. I don't want to have to be your savior. But I'll do it just for you my friend. We all have our moments of weakness. We all have our own regrets. I'm there for you when you need it, but I can't save you from the pain. I want to help you, but I can't keep you from going insane. I jsut wish I could take all your burdens away. If only I could hold you, and wipe all the misery away. I'm scared to touch you, cause you seem so fragile. I don't want to have to be the glue that keeps you together. I don't want to be the one who keeps you from going six feet under. But for you I'll make an exception. I care for you, please don't end it now. I love you, want you to stick around. I want to make you happy, don't want to bring you more pain. I wish that I could kiss all your suffering away, and bring you a gleam of better days.

Mental Pictures of You
By Lizzy Ward (c) 2004

I wanna eat your heart out with a spoon.
I wanna dig your eyeballs out & piss in the wound
I wanna watch you bleed
I want you to feel my pain
'cause you stabbed me in the back as I was walking away

You're so fucking pathetic, & when you're gone
I'll grin as I piss on your grave.
This what your epitaph should read...
I was brutal & I was mean,
This is my slate, my soul is unclean.
I hated myself and I was weak.
And this is why this fuckin bitch killed me.

I'm not pretty, and I'm not nice.
I'll kill you mother fucker and won't think twice.
I want to send you to hell for all you put me through.
You're a spineless bastard, you got no balls.
You can't look me in the eyes,
'cause all you do is tell lies.
This is what I picture in my mind...

Chorus:
I want to eat your heart out with a spoon.
I want to dig your eyeballs out, and piss in the wound.
I want to watch you bleed.
I want you to feel my pain.
'cause you stabbed me in the back as I was walking away.

I want to see you dying.
taking your last breath.
I don't want to give you a chance for you to slit your own wrist.
you think you're oh so smart.
I'm no fool, but for you I will play the part.

There you are slashed up and broken,
Blood is all around.
But from you there are no sounds.
You're just a bloody corpse on the ground.
I stand there wearing a twisted grin
I finally got my FUCKING REVENGE!

REPEAT CHORUS
That's my mental picture of you! DEAD!