[ i am not a label. i am not a goth. i am me. you can call me a freak. i will not mind. because i know better. i am what i am. i am what i want to be. are you? i dont surrender to life. because i am life. life is me. if i give up. i am giving up to myself. i rather the act of suicide. i refuse. i am taking the right path. are you? i dont take any wrong paths. there are no wrong paths in life. in me. in you. neither are there stop signs. neither will i ever die. my emotions of ambition will live forever. life will live forever. nobody might ever get me. will anyone ever get you? dont bother talking to me. if you dont no what talking really means. dont try to understand me. i dont try to understand you. dont say you hate me. say you dislike me. dont be my friend. i dont want friends. yet i need them. dont say you love me. i dont love. so i wont love back. dont try to convince me. i will believe if i believe. i am me. you are you. and in me. you will never see me. feel me. because i will never be here. i am janice. and i am me.]