When you can’t say anything right
When you’ve lost your will to fight
When you thought all your pain was gone
When you know that feeling’s wrong
When you finally let the sun hit your face
When you realize that you’re still out of place
When you don’t believe a word he says
When the truth won’t slip from your lips or his
When you hold the map upside down
When your beautiful smile turns into a frown
When you get that feeling like you’re not really there
When you come to your senses but you don’t care
When you take three steps towards heaven and four towards hell
When you just want to climb back into your shell
When you want to hide behind your hand
When your hands are tied on demand
When you’ve lost all hope of going back
When you finally have the chance to get on the right track
When you can smell on your shirt that wonderful scent
When you lose that feeling of being content
When you play with fire knowing you’ll get burned
When you forget every lesson that you’ve learned
When your demons are hidden under your clothes
When you have no choice but to be exposed
And when it comes time to turn out the light
That’s how I feel every night
