Lyrics

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Lyrics

( more to come...)

and i don't give a shit if you think their shit.. this is my site.. and their my songs... Their kinda relatively about the same thing, but i wrote them like.. at similar times.. apart from some were written months ago and some recent.

- Breaking and Broken... -

you don't know what its like to be me..
did you know that your driving me crazy..
your taking me.. your making me.. go insane..

its killing me..
its draining me..
slowly but surely.. destroying me..
making me..
taking me..
breaking me..
what is wrong?
somethings Wrong..with my heart...

did you know that your killing from the inside..
making me think of you..
taking me further to you..
but it feels like your moving away from me.
like your forsaking me..
God help me..

Do you still care for me..
Do you think ever think of me..
Cos I do.. most of the time..
its killing me..
and taking and breaking me..
into insanity..

your destroying me slowly..
fucking with my mind..
Am I good enough for you?

Do I Bore you
this is what it feels like..
just like your inside in my mind..
and pushing downwards and outwards..

slowly I die a little more..
more and more..
the feeling comes..
its comes alive..

I'm dying in my mortal frame..
I'm suffering in myself.
my soul's on fire..
and I'm wanting to set it free..
but I can't..

Do you think of me? Do you ever dream of me?
I always think of you... cos of this love for you.. its not dying.. its changing and fucking with me slowly and painfully...

Its killing me once more..
I feel that your forsaking me..
taking me and breaking me..
furthermore into insanity..

were you and me meant to be....
I'm feeling it is..
but its beyond all that i can handle..

You loved me today...
but tommorow.. this'll be Yesturday..
will you still love me tommorow?
things always change.
I hate change..

Your making me cry.. but i won't...
making me Fuck up..
making me die...
further..
and further...

And it feels like.. no one knows what i'm going through..
no one knows whats its like to be me..
I'm freaking out..
and I'm the only one.. to feel

- Beast of Furthermore Dying -

ARE WE GONE???
Your Fucking me up..

cos it feels like we are..

My nerves are shattered..

We’re not talking anymore..

It feels like you don’t care about me..

I'm almost crying..

This song is for me..

Just for me..

It’s the only thing I can confide in..

I used to confide in you…

but Ever since you left me..

I have no one else..

So once again.. you've fucked me up..

You’ve destroyed me from the inside..

And I’m wondering whether you still care..

And your still there…

We’re just gone..

You’ve shattered me to pieces..

And here I am.. still loving you to bits..

Maybe this is all a phase..

I feel I know when you hate me..

And you don’t want to talk..

And I die a little more..

Depression is coming alive..

I won’t eat..

I won’t sleep..

Just cos of the thought of you…wondering what your doing..

are you and me really meant to be?

Destroy my insides..

Cos theres a monster inside..

That wants to emerge…

And It won’t go away..

It stays inside..

I won’t let it go..

I won’t unleash it..

It causes more pain and wants to break out

It keeps saying “you and me were just meant to be..”

Why can’t there be a pain killer for this..

The pain she causes..

Can’t she just stop this!

I’m dying…I’m dying.. I’m dying..

Furthermore..

I’m dying… I’m dying… I’m dying..

Furthermore..

Please… destroy this pain.. from inside.

It pushes out..

It’s the beast which wants to emerge..

But theres nothing I can do..

I can’t ignore her..

I can barely talk to her..

I’m just Lost...

Just fuckin lost..

And just dying furthermore..

If only you could read my mind and see what I’ve been going through

All this pain and suffering..

Would you be different?

Would you care for me?

And think about me? Like I do..

Do you ever feel the same?

I need to escape..

I die.. I die furthermore.

I confide in the shadows.. but all they tell me is death..

I don't want to die yet..

because of you..

You make me die.. and you make me live..

your entice me in torture..

you don't know what I'm going through.. or where i am..

And here i am suffering from the beast of furthermore suffering

- Faces -

The world has turned against me,.
Everything has turned to hate.
The Rage Within...
killing seems to be the answer.

The world seems so small.
just darkness to confide with.
The shadows have the answers

Hating everyone
Lashing out excess anger.
my blood i wish to spill.
warmth drifting away
Everybody wants their way.

Paranoia,
I want to go home.
but where is home?
where is existence?
why do people have the advantage
hate and revenge..
alliance.
evil takes its ground
where fakeness, hypocrisy and existence take their ground
The earth is holding

- Meh? -

This life I’m hating

Internal pain is hurting

Cannot find the strength, to resist anger inside

People are different

Falseness overcomes them

I'm Hiding from the light

Confiding with the shadows

People impure

Trying to fit in

Embaressment causes pain

Paranoia of what he thinks

Paranoia of oneself

Wanting to leave this place

Misery and depression

Friends have changed.

Sadness drifting

People don’t exist.

Only few are true

When is my time?

No one is right.

Area of difference

Adaption will not happen

Are you true or just half?

Like a two faced hypocrite.

Living for one thing

Am I rejected cos I’m am so true?

People think they were born to be first at everything

Stop the world.

End the time.

Who are my enemies?

Everyone is..They keep changing sides.

So Who are my enemies?

I can’t decide.

True friends do exist. But they feel far and distant.

What happened to free speech?

I have no say anymore.

If I don’t want to proceed, I only find I’m forced.

My mind is under strain breaking out to keep up with the troubles in life.

I need someone to talk to..

cos this life is unlivable..

In the beginning There was April..

but the distance between us splits further and further...

I start to worry..

I think of her, but does she think of me..?

I wonder whats she's doing and whats she up to.. doe she think the same?

Worrying for others.

Does this matter?

Do I even make a difference??

Emotions are too powerful.

Deep inside I suffer.

Is god still there for me?

Are we living a lie?

Do we exist?

Is love true?

And faith no more?

Are we a dream?

What happened to hope.

Hope is used for pleasures... for people to confide in to Create happiness..

- Breathe -

Breath in the fire..

Take in the rage..

Unleash.

Gather up..

Burning inside

Hating me..

Killing myself to get out of this nothingness.

Nameless feelings..

I could destroy them..

Theres things inside that keep me in..

I need to exist.. theres a fear of death..

Can someone just take it away…

Its hard to stay..

Lets destroy the fire..

Destroy desire.

Let me be..

Destroy the thought.

But it comes again..