Purr: Happiness or sad=Okay. I've been hearing good news lately and I have my boyfriend Kenneth so I'm good. Besides the fact that I cut myself last Monday (which was stupid and ruined my 4 month record of not cutting) I'm doing better. I'm seeing a counselor who might help me with my unstable mixed emotions. I miss a lot of my old friends..MELISSA! Misha, Katie, Cat,Diana...so on! well heres a song I wrote(enjoy): Sheltered Eye Blinded by your sheltered eye The fyre rose and now im blind All that I touch is what I feel Dear Bastard stole my sight Oh how you steal This innocence did nothing wrong But deep inside something lit.... Did my blank song? Oh did my Vague song? (How I loved you for so long) " Oh how thou burns thee Oh how thou blinds thee Oh how thou SEDUCES ME!" Dear bastard how thou lies of love ( A Lier) Oh how did thou sets thee on lustful Fyre (lost in desire) ...Oh how thou victimized thee in thy Sheltered Eye.