Poem Number 1
Strung along that's all I am
They pretend they love me
But really don't give a damn
I cared for them, I gave my soul
And for that I must pay the toll
There was something there but it was fake
I fell for it and made my mistake
He played me for a fool
I thought he was cool
I can move now though becuase I don't need him
I can move on now I know what I gotta do
Beware in the dead of night
For then, I will come into his dreams
And he will see the light
He will realise that he was a jerk
Learn that this just won't work
By then it'll all be too late
He's alread decided his fate
The second he put out the bate
Too late to get on track
All he can do is watch his back
Poem Number 2
Why do I only fall for the ones
that'll only hurt me, burn me and make me cry
I've felt love but it turned around
became evil and made me wanna die
Everything they said and
everything they did was just one big lie
But now that I am gone I can't ever come back
Poem Number 3
this poem is deticated to 9/11
We felt the pain of knowing
We felt the pain of seeing
We felt the pain of knowing
We felt the pain of our family and friends going
But we won’t give up
We won’t forget
We will love, cherish and remember them
We will pray, mourn and cry for them
But we will never forget them
If we stick together
If we stay together
They will never be forgotten
Because in our hearts they will remain
Forever living with us
Forever giving us the hope and courage
So today we do not say goodbye
We say we will remember
Poem Number 4
Deep inside there is a jar
A very special jar
A jar that contains things that cannot be let out
Feelings get trapped in that jar and
Feelings that will hopefully never come out
But that jar has a crack
That crack grows with every word that is said
One day the jar will burst
Who knows what will happen when it does
Maybe people will get hurt
Maybe feelings will be changed
But it will all be becuase of a crack in a jar
Poem Number 5
You don't know that when you tease me
It hurts
You don't know that when you yell at me
It hurts
And just becuase you whipe away the tears
It doesn't mean the wounds have been healed
Becuase every time you say those things I am scarred
Scars last forever, they don't go away
So now you can be reminded of the pain you caused
Every time you look at me
You will see the pain and suffering that YOU caused!!
Poem Number 6
How can I love some one that hurts me so much
Makes me want to cry with every touch
Brings saddness and such
He says I'm the only one
That I'm the light to his sun
But when his friends are there
I'm nothing but air
Just that thing to satisfy his needs
And every time he does these things
My heart just bleeds
Knowing I'm nothing more then his toy that is used
When he needs joy
But pushed aside when he has others
I've lied to every one for him
Pretended like nothing was wrong
Pretended like I was happy
But NOT anymore
No longer will I be the air nor the toy
I will be more, I will get the joy
Becuase love can't exist when one side is feeling tortured
While the other gets the luxury
And I guess if he dissagrees.....
It was never ment to be
I really appreciate all the websites that I got my pictures from
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