"> AM ADMIRED BY THE HACKERS&VIRUS WRITERS and The Guitar Player OF this world(Kurt cobain-my fav

Goal in life
I don't know what my goal in life is, and I try not to think about it much. I just want to be happy doing whatever it is I'm most happy doing. I don't know what that is yet tough. I do want to be financially well off before I'm too old to enjoy it, but what happens after that? I don't have any aspirations of being famous and I don't have any desire to make a big difference in this world. Oh well, I'll figure it out someday.LIVE AND LET DIE 

Hobbies and Activities
In my spare time I like to do things on my computer AND watching cartoon network,freaking around barista coffee and CCD at NFC community cantre,New Delhi-INDIA- I've been around computers for a long time, my first experiences were with Intel 486 DX-2 . I thought that was the coolest thing and I've never stopped using them since (computers) but right now i have had a Intel PIV 2.4GhZ 60GB Hard disk, 512MB RAM,17Cm Samsung Monitor,9X,2K,Linux Operating System. I put them together, take them apart, play games, program, play on the Net, write 'C'& Vb programs, and so much more. 

Some Lines about me

1.I don’t need you to tell me who I am; I know that very well for myself

2.I am Anex born on the 12th of August in Arunachal, India. Friends call me Ryan. Enemies wish I wasn’t born. Those in between don’t know what they are missing

3.AT this moment am 24 years old, I am 5.7 feet tall and weigh close to 69 kilos. I am working on the weight, some of you are trying with the height as well

4. I hate being a indian and I intensely dislike people pulling my leg about it

5. My name is short for Kwo – my mom christened me so, coz it seems the whole family had been ‘expecting me’ for a long time

6. Currently staying at Delhi, dad’s working in Forest dept, mom has always been home minister (and chief justice, commander of armed forces etc)

7. I am trying my best to go abroad in my lifetimes for my further studies; maybe to US or Europe. God willing, I will get through to a good place

8. I have an elder sister - Julie,(complete her MA in Assamese Lit.from Coton College) she is 2 years older to me and stays with mom & Dad and two little sister (nomi and Dipika) in guwahati both are studying.

9. My mom and sis loved me too much, I hated it

10. When I was 6 months old, I almost died under water. (It’s a tree time) I like to believe that I was saved coz GOD is with me.

11. I was delicate as a child and ended up visiting the doctor every other week. I have fractured my hand, leg.

13. I walk carelessly and end up kicking toddlers in my building and dogs in the streets

14 I get irritated very easily but I never show it

14. have been very shy; it’s quite hard for me to keep my trap open.

15.even a choice, I would rather not speak at all

16. As of today, I am on Bachelor of information technology + HND-HNC (Computing & Multimedia) from excel foundation UK and a time pass job(software writter) thereafter.

17. I want to retire at 40 and set up a trust to take care of deprived children. I would still work 6 months a year though

18. I can never sit idle, every waking moment is filled with activity

19. Ideally I would love to stay by the beach, laze in the sun and stare at the waves in the day, and play the guitar in cafes at night

19. I love singing metal songs; no one notices if I pronounce the words wrong but they appreciate me anyway

20. I am chock-full of contradictions on the surface but there is always a deeper meaning behind my words; skip a line here and there and you will know me better

21. My favorite comic-book hero is calvin&hobes & Denies the menace; coz he didn’t have super powers, had lots of humor and cude.

22.My other favorite was Cartoon network; yes, I have always been and still am a big fan of the Big B

23. My favourite Hindi song is: Inteha Ho Gayi Intezaar Ki from the movie Sharaabi. I am listening to it right now

24. After the Big B, I adore Salman Khan and sanju BHAI Love him, hate him…the guy looks smart and manages to get the best gals in the business. Did YOU go around with Ash or Katrina Kaif? No? Then shut up!

25. I first watched a blue-film (3 in a row) at the age of 11 at a neighbor’s house, almost got caught by mom but my glib tongue saved the night

26. I never fell while learning to bicycle, and once I got going, I fell plenty of times

27. I am an autodidact, I learn best when I learn myself. Books, videos and friends do help

28. I learnt the guitar by myself though sometimes, I feel that a disciplined learning process would have benefited me more

29. I believe that everything happens for the best, and there is a purpose behind every happenstance

30. Like Dirk Gently, I believe in the fundamental interconnectedness of things; yes, Douglas Adams, Ayn Rand had a profound effect on me

31. So did Kahlil Gibran, Antoine De Saint Exupery, Richard Bach,paulo cohelho, Ayn Rand, Sherlock Holmes, Don Quixote and The Count Of Monte Cristo

32. I love the Victorian times and the concepts of gentleman, chivalry and such nonsense

33. I used to think I am not a flirt, I am not so sure anymore

34. I love placing red herrings and irking people deliberately; it’s interesting to watch people’s reactions. I believe that the best time to learn about people is when they are flustered / agitated

35. I am an observer of people, if I were in a room and a beautiful woman would walk in; I would rather look at everyone’s reaction than the woman herself (she would be my date anyway *snigger*)

36. I am supremely confident; many people rationalize it as being over-confident. My message to them: Fuck Off (am doubt about it)

I gave up on happiness and sadness, I don’t believe in either of them

My virtuall relationship with ‘XXX’and virgo sign was one such thing, I never wanted us to break up. And when I got over it, I never wanted to make up

I am still in love with ‘XXX’ and this is the first and last time I am admitting it

I hope ‘XXX’ never reads my diary. 

I never regret anything that I have ever done in my life. That includes writing these XX things about myself

I believe in Pareto’s 80-20 principle a lot; 80% of the effects are due to 20% of the causes

I am a born miser and I try to save money on anything and everything possible, I starve myself and rely totally on BEST and local trains to save money

If I don’t like you, I will tell you that on the face. And to a dozen people behind your back

I am telepathic and could read minds at will once upon a time; I stopped doing it to respect privacy of people

I used to read hands; I have a very long lifeline myself. I will never read anyone's hand ever again. It's not right to look into the future

I have extremely high-standards for myself. Most victories that are celebrated by colleagues and friends leave me hollow. Little things which don’t seemingly matter to others however give me immense pleasure

It’s very easy to gain my staunch friendship, it’s extremely hard to earn my respect

It is easy to believe that you know me when you don’t know me at all

I believe in ‘forgive and forget’; sometimes I fail in both

I have been vindictive in the past; revenge is like wine - tastes sweeter with age…!

I can never love someone or something without being passionate or possessive about her / it

Some of the best conversations I have had till date have been in total silence. Some with God, some with myself and some with like minded friends

The sweetest voice I have heard till date is of my sis calling me ‘dada’

I believe I am invincible

I am listening to ‘Neele Neele Ambar Par’ right now, it’s my second-most favorite Hindi song

I stopped crying last year, the very thought of crying fills me with revulsion. I still get the ‘frozen tears’ feeling sometimes and it leaves me with a huge ache in my heart

I am extremely superstitious and diligently wear my lockets on my exams

Being in a relationship killed my musicianship and my creativity, robbing me of my sense of identity. Self esteem and self-worth languished in the gutter as well. Everything is back now, with a ban

I have broken 2 hearts till date and I am not counting the number of times I have sorely disappointed my parents

The most orderly thing about my life is my PC. I love maintaining it, keeping the system up-to-date and storing the right files in the right folders

I hate being spoken to or disturbed when I am playing the guitar. People who do so, fail test no.1

I hate people going off-key when they are singing, the only thing that stops me from wringing their necks is the death sentence

Once I played the guitar for 7 hours at a stretch when I was alone at home; I stopped only when my fingers bled. U know Guitar is my life.

I believe that pain is the best stimulus to write a really touching song and the more I listen to music, the more I am convinced that I am right

I believe in seeking the truth always, and I would rather that I be told the bitter truth than a white lie. Ignorance is not bliss

I often take credit for stuff I haven’t done – okay, so I am human! 

I hate it when people don’t give me credit for my work

I see life as an unending quest for knowledge; I believe that anything and everything that I have seen, heard or learnt can be used in some situation or the other, sometime in life. I have been proved right on more than one occasion

I believe in destiny a lot and I believe in free-will as well. Free-will, in my opinion, exists within the realms of destiny. What you do is free-will. What happens is destiny. Sometimes the twain meet, sometimes they don’t 

I love attention; I don’t know what I would do if everyone were to just neglect me and look through me

If I die before my time, I hope it happens while falling from the top of a cliff into the sea

I LOVE L AND L HATE ME>>BUT I HATE ABOUT IT >>>listless and lost, dreamless and down, floundering in shadows, i whisper wishes, to the sky

i am your rock, but, sometimes i crumble, I am your sunshine, but, sometimes it gets cloudy, like a shadow that leaves, in your darkest hour, i am not there, there's nothing i can do, to change the past, and there will be times, when i won't be around, i hope you understand, so leave my hand and learn, to stand, walk and run, coz i won't be around forever

bewitching, my darling, my heart echoess with, the silence of your smiles, the silver tinkle of your feet, and as i feel your lashes, flutter on my cheek, i pray to the heavens, to let the moment linger, just a little while

MENTOR's Last Words

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I used to walk around like Nothing could happen to me Life is a gamble so I Should live life more carefully But all I know is that I Control my own destiny I used to look at others Instead of me blaming me I used to think that maybe I was being too much, that I had too many demands, that I was this and that... But after a while, I realised that I blamed myself too many times for too many things that weren't my fault. Don't ask yourself why Just look to the sky Believe that soon you'll see the other side I see the other side and I know there's more waiting for me, I feel it and I want to run to it with open arms. But the pain I feel, the kind of pain that you can only imagine holds me back just a little and forces me to take baby steps.. I know That through all the struggle There's a bright road At the end of the tunnel Now you should know Whatever your dilemma may be You'll learn Life is worth it No one has ever hurt me this bad before. No one. And you didn't even have to cheat on me. As much as I realise now that life is worth it and there's so much to live for, it makes me so far beyond sad that I cannot look back and think to myself that yes, it was a good ride, it was great and we had wonderful times and I loved every second of it. Because I only loved it all when I believed it was worth it. When I truly thought you were worth it. I would have never come into this if I had known it would end this way. Never. Because as much as I loved you, it's just not worth all this. Watch the tables turn They will turn one day I suppose... And when that day comes, I hope I'm in a place where I just won't feel the need to care. Whenever you feel troubled With problems coming your way Don't ever get discouraged There's always a better day And I see it... I really do see that better day. We all don't know the answers Believe and trust when I say That havin' faith is always The way to make things okay That's right Alright I think I'll just lay down to rest for a while... for a long while. You've had your ups and downs but It happened for a reason Cause after April showers There will come a change of season So please don't give up now cuz The sun's shinin' through the clouds It's gonna be alright I know It will be won't it? I will get out of this and be a much better and much stronger person won't I? There will come a time when I just won't care anymore, whether or not you regret it, whether or not you become a better person, I just won't care... Because I'll be okay..... right? Watch the tables turn -- I'll wait...and I'll watch.

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Well, that's I can think of writing for now. If you have anything to say to me feel free to send email. My address is anexdelhi@gmail.com 
 
 

My Resume 

disclaimer: if you look at this you are obligated to hire me (joking) 

My Computer 

since I don't have enough money for a car, I souped up my computer instead :-) 

Activities 

this is the Life During  childhood pag

Email: anexdelhi@gmail.com

Email: anexdelhi@gmail.com