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I remember alot about my 8th grade year, that was the year that I met Jason, also known as Rulitawyn. I had a few relationships that year, nothing serious until the end of that school year. I was close friends with a guy named Corry, also known as BoB. Alot of the 'group' met at the 8th Grade Social, that's when Corry and I started going out. I also danced with Jason that night. It was a good night, something that I'll always remember. ((Pic of group in the Photo Gallery)) After the dance that night, Corry and I, went to a lock in at the church I went to at the time, when I was a Christian. I don't remember how long we went out, but it wasn't a long time. Later that summer after school, I broke up with him, he understood. And we've been best friends since.

Finally I'm to my highschool years. This is where my life gets really interesting. Over the summer, Chris and I kept close contact, we'd call each other everyday, and every night. But a little note, before we got out of 8th grade, I got my good friend Jessica to go out with Chris, they liked each other, so you know. The entire 8th grade got to go to the park that wasn't too far away from the school. Our group had an entire pavillion to ourselves. We sat around and talked, played in the creek, and listened to music. Some of us even wen't rollerblading. We had alot of fun that day, lol, it was the one time that I wore shorts to school, so did Jessica. This was the day that Jessica and Chris stared going out.

Well, as it tured out, Jessica had to move. Anyways, during that summer, Chris and I started going out. We were best friends, and I _reallly_ liked him. We were still going out when we went back to school. (exact # of days : 51 days, 12 hours and 30 mins...I know, I was pathitic) Eventually we broke up, and it was because of one of his friends, Mike. Oh I would have loved to of kicked his ass. But anyways, after a day or so too cool down, we were okay with it. We still ate lunch together and had a good time. OH! Another thing that happened over the summer...

Well, in July, right before Chris and I started going out, I had to go to band camp. I was in marching band, so it wasn't optional. 2 weeks of hell I tell you, oy, but it was good for me. During that time, and until about Feb of the next year, I went on a strict 'diet', basically starvation. I wanted to lose weight, terribly. I wasn't obease, but I wasn't exactly supermodle skinny either. So, when I went to school in 9th grade, that's when the guys came a running. *laughs* Now, I'm a decent size, an athelitic build basically. I had a few offers to be in relationships, none of the guys I really liked tho. Until Jason asked me out, and right in the nick-a-time too. I was about to go out with a guy named Buddy, but that situation happens a little later.

Now lets see. Jason and I started going out on September 30th, 1999. We had a good relationship, actually 'good' wasn't a good enough word to describe it. Sometimes, it upset my friends to see me in a relationship like I was in, it upset them that it seemed almost perfect. Much less me with Jason. Back in 8th grade, Jason had a way of getting to people, you know, he got to where he could really annoy them. One day, someone, I never found out who, but it was the day of a recital with a few of our group members in it, after it was over, all of us were standing around, talking and stuff. Jason pulled me to the side and asked me if he was still in the group. I was really puzzled, I hadn't the slightest clue why he would not have been in the group. I asked him why he asked that, and he said someone told him that he wasn't in the group anymore, but wouldn't say why, and told him that he would have to talk to me about it.

Well, of course I wanted him to stay in the group. I told him not to worry about anything like that. He'd always have me as a friend and the support of the group. I wasn't about to kick anyone out of the group, I loved them all too much, not to mention that I had a crush on Jason. :) No one knew it until 9th grade, and I'm still bumfuzzled about how anyone knew then. Oh well, I'm glad that they did know. Anyways, back to 9th grade, on into the relationship with Jason, we went together to the Winterfest Dance. That was the night that he knew he was falling in love with me. It was our first kiss at that dance too. Our song is Truely Madly Deeply, by Savage Garden, or at least that is the song we first danced/kissed to. The song that has the most meaning to us is 'Nothing Else Matters', by Metallica. One of our fave bands.

Well, it's been almost 2 and a half years, and we are still together, through all the 'hiccups' that we've had in our relationship. What was really tough on us, as well as my friends, was towards the end of my 9th grade year. I had started to hang with a few people, a girl named Jennifer, to be exact. I don't know why I trusted her, but I did. I made some really stupid mistakes. I had accepted pills from her, and of course, I took them, you know, not thinking about myself, much less about my friends or the consequences if I got caught, or even if I had a reaction to them

And of course, I got messed up from taking them...needless to say, I got caught. And to top off I just had 3 pills on me, I had a little bitty knife on me, you know, like the ones that you can clean out your fingernails with? Oy, that was quite a day. My mother got called up to the school, they had the police up there, and I got arrested. If my mother hadn't been so close, I would have been put in the holding cell. I had to wait in a room for awhile, I had to be questioned by the cops, and the nurses took a look at me. I told them who I got the pills from, I just don't see why I got punished more, well, I don't think what I went through was punishment, but still, she had a ziplock baggy FULL of pills.

Oh well, shyt happens. I had to go to court, which wasn't as bad as I anticipated. I guess I made a good impression on the judge, or jury, or something. Cause, I got by with the minimum on most stuff. Plus the judge called me and my mother 'his two girls'. I had to pay like 450 in fines, and I had to be in some type of school. The next day after it happend, I had to go to the alternative school. They told me that I was just going to have to go to their until the end of the year. I was like, hey, that won't be too bad. Wrong!

Oy, if I had to of stayed there for two months I would have went insane, no, I take that back, I would've went sane. I'm already insane, and I doubt that I could go farther. Anyways, after my first day there, they told me to gather my stuff, that I wouldn't be staying there. They said that I would be going to night school. They told me this before my court date, mind you. I didn't get to go to the KOSS Program (NightSchool) until after my court date, and getting permission from the school superintendent. I was out of any type of schooling for about a month, until March 23 I think.