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SONG AND LYRICS
I have writen everything on this page. These are original works of Wendy Rodriguez please do not plagerize.
BLind,  Vikaden,  Introduction,  The game,  Wholy creation,
Tears,  secrets,  MarrY JanE,  Heart.
 

Blind

siting in my house
pour myself some orange juce and gin

call in myself sick
depression is in
no one is close to the begin

why do i do this
im feeling the kick
im falling over
and
why should i
care

chorus:
cant stop this pain that keeps coming to me
cant stop this memorie that keep hurting me
cant stop the pain the keeps reminding me
cant stop
cant stop

cant stop your memories
cant feel so honorary
cant leave the love inside
leave me
to go blind

Vikaden
make me pleased
stop my  pain
wake me up and call me lame
but I think hey!
give me some vikaden
make me whole
let me rest in peace
doesnít let me get to old!
walking around
about the town
I feel no pain
so let me slam down,
hey u mr.slim Jim
pass me over some Vikaden!
Ďcous iím about to go mad from this pain
leaving my body in a drunken haze!
I say
whoa let me feel whole!
pass me over some vikaden!
(solo)
my parents except me to wake up at 7am
make me do dishes but I slam again
so iím way to late pass me over some
vikaden!
whoa they make me feel whole
this magic pill makes me feel cold
but pass me over some vikaden
it will fix me right up and then some
again!
so fucking Mr. slim Jim
pass me over some vikaden
Ďcous iím about to go mad from this pain
leaving my body in a drunken haze!
I say
whoa let me feel whole!
pass me over some fucking vikaden!
at school
in the halls
sniffiní up my jin
people pulling over
wanting to know whatís in
I tell them its
fucking vikaden!
they leave
I go crazy
but hay
iím just really a little hazy!
so you kid who do u think you are!
pass me over some vikaden!
Ďcous iím about to go mad from this pain
leaving my body in a drunken haze!
I say
whoa let me feel whole!
pass me over some vikaden
I donít give a fucking shit if iím in
school!
my teachers know iím crazy
donít catch me on a bad day
 without vikaden
iím crazy
poor teacher
I dream about
me without my vikaden
and ripping her head off shoving my
pencil up
woo hey
kid
pass me over my vikaden!
Ďcous iím about to go mad from this pain
leaving my body in a drunken haze!
I say
whoa let me feel whole!
pass me over some fucking vikaden!

 Introduction
 hello and welcome
to the pusher of penies.
may your stay be,
eternal.

who says
who says
 
my moma said

i think iim dead
(laughter)

is life runing
at the top speeds?
befor your eyes
cleaning all the thing to
aside

yeah!
who says....

who says.....
you said

im dead!
(laughter)

life if a game
to natural to complain
speeding befor your eyes
oh its to lame
you got to get your

gotchie gotichie
ya ya ya
 gotchie gotchie
ya ya ya
life!

The Game
I see you
and you see me
I look away as you do
it always seams that
when we pass
the look we both have
could forever last
and thatís the game
we never can speak
to shy for words
even as I stand by you
however something happens,
and I cant explain
the look we both carry
this instinct
that we both blame
I walk past you in the hall
just about every day
I stand out at the steps
feeling you will catch a glimpse
but why cant I speak
we both have similar friends
how can I be so shy
I must seam blind
but thatís the game
we never can speak
to shy for words
even as I stand by you
however something happens
and I cant quite explain
the look we both carry
I am at blame
I see you as I hope you see me
iím so curious,
I want you to be with me
Ďcous I see your free
and I cant see why you would be
your a beautiful person
thatís something I see,
and thatís the game
we never can speak
were to shy for words
even as I stand by you
however something happens
and I cant explain
the look we both carry
the instinct we both blame
maybe someday all this
silliness will stop
ill get my chance to meet you
get my chance to stop
id like it so much
if I could
to get to know you
be a little closer than I am now
but this is the game
we can never speak
to shy for words
even as I stand by you
however something happens,
and I cant explain
the look we both carry
the thing i blame

Wholy Creation

take my hand
my hands in yours
show me to place
where i cant be ignored

its been to long since ive slept
i long to dream again

im lost in eturnaty
blidness
i cant see
forever
in this dreary sleep

so i speak
in my name
gods only creation
has he damed my name_

when i speak of you
 my only want
 i dream of you in some pervial thought

however i am taught
that i cannot say
that when i think of you
my thoughts are taken away

i cant be left
without you
the one i belong

take my hand
my hands in yours
show me to place
where i cant be ignored
its been to long since ive slept
i long to dream once again

i need to say
 i need to think
 i need you in me
the breath that breathed me
 

 my beautiful creature your dark mane
be my love
the only one
whos soul i stole
 in the space
of the cold

be my sun
and shine for me
 ill store you saftly
within me

take my hand
my hands in yours
show me to place
where i cant be ignored
its been to long since ive slept
i long to dream again

take me under you wing
keep me safe
lick my tears
and be my tase

its been to long since ive slept
i long to dream again
where i can be safe
next to you
where my world is built with you
 

take my hand
my hands in yours
show me to place
where i cant be ignored
where ill be with you
where ill be with you
forever and the day
where ill be with you

Tears
when I cry,
my tears of blood,
they streak my face
bringing pain.
sorrow fills my heart
which does not pump
my body grows cold,
i become blue.
chorus:
Ďcous I am lost in my own thoughts
Ďcous I am lost in my own world
I am not the only one though
thatís lost my hopes
I cannot see,
beyond thy tears;
that streak my face with pain,
cleansing my fears,
in what I taste;
it drives me mad;
when Iím sad;
in witch I turn;
for I shall burn.
chorus:
Ďcous I am lost in my own thoughts
Ďcous I am lost in my own world
I am not the only one though
thatís lost my hopes
I run from the world,
and hide,
in my glum;
shield thy self from words;
only music gets to me,
it can bring me out;
but peaceful words,
are not healing to my heart
and never will.
 
Secrets
look in side your soal
what has yet to be told?
what do u have yet to touch?
inside not to much?
deeper in my mind
come out, hold mine
...................
crawl from with in
tear out your skin
you dont need it anymore.
the wash of the un born
walk on your peirs.
tear them down
lost soal of hatred ,
no more
independenticy
calling forth to me
take control
hate militaristic life
no one can live like me...
(chorus)
deep in my soal
saroow does what its told.
though its job is much to old
mind body become re-told
no one knows im dieing.
from inside.
crying?
 blame life
 no to touch or feel  wonít be gloryfied
suicide a remedy...
(chorus)
deep in my soal
sarrow does what its told
tho its job is geting old...
hold  back all my fears
 end of my years..
to bad tomarrow is just another day.
MarrY JanE

Marry Jane
dressed so plane.
In shroudes of black
to mourn the dead.

Marry Jane,
to the cemetry.
Marry Jane to the mourge.
Marry Jane,
some said she was a bore
others say she was plain.

Hear no evil
speak no evil
See no evil,
 Her everyday phrase,
Her everyday motto.

Marry Jane
Why did you go away, so far?
Marry Jane
do you look like an Angel?
do you fly with grace?
 

Heart
cut out my heart
with a spoon
its all for you
nothing I can do
when iím lost without you
when u leave
leave me in the dark
under your car
you ran over me
please oh please
hit me again
it didnít hurt at first
it doesnít now
give me a lesson
show me heaven
you took off and ran
without me
again me
without you
all alone
forgotten me
I alone
at home
in frount of the t.v
I change the channel
thereís nothing to be seen
please oh please
hit me again
it didnít hurt at first
it doesnít now
give me a lesson
show me heaven
teach me how to be in heaven