Night
Mood:
hug me
Now Playing: Demon Days, by The Gorillaz
Topic: life
I just finished reading
Night by Elie Wiesel and I guess you could say it changed my entire view of life all together. The book is a true story about a Haulocaust survivor. The story takes place when Elie Wiesel was 15 and lived in the Nazi death camp of Aushwitz. He was with his father but feels that his journey is one alone. Can anyone imagine knowing what it was like for somebody to see death all around him and only barely making it out alive? It makes me feel that we as a people nowadays have it soooo good and that we are lucky to live when we do. 6 million Jews were killed during the Haulocaust and we must NEVER let ourselves forget the horrors that took place in these death camps, for they were Hell on earth.
great song!
Mood:
lyrical
Now Playing: Vol 3: the subliminal verses, by Slipknot
Topic: music
"The Blister Exists"
Bones in the water and dust in my lungs
Absorbing archaic like a sponge
The ultimate way is the way you control
But can you stay if you detach your soul
Bury the present and squeeze out the past
The ones you endear to never last
Chemical burns and the animalistic
I'm just anohter hardline psuedo-statistic
Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
Can you feel this?
Blood on the paper and skin on my teeth
Trying to commit to whats beneath
To find the time is to lose the momentum
You learn the lessons and immediately forget them
Automatic and out of my reach
Consult all the waste to find the key
Minimal life and the polysyllabic
I'm just another blank page - push the button, pull the rage
Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
Can you feel this?
I am all, but what am I?
Another number that isn't equal to any of you
I control, but I comply
Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces
I'm uneven
I am the damaged one
All my life and the damage done
Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
I am all, but what am I?
Another number that isn't equal to any of you
I control, but I comply
Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces
I'm uneven
I'm gonna kick your ass!
Mood:
irritated
Now Playing: Fallen, by Evanescense
Topic: life
WTF? today is just one of those days. For one thing, STUART, I'M NOT A FUCKING GIRL! and the next JENIFER, WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING? okay now that's out of my system...yeah I'm really pissed off today and I hope that you can put up with me. I just want all of this shit over with, or else I may just 'splode ...AGAIN... uh-oh, here it comes: I HATE MY LIFE! Well, I hope tomorrow is better because I can't take much more of this...END OF STORY! Once again. thank you for putting up with me...GOODNIGHT!
Hello Stranger
Mood:
blue
Now Playing: Out of exile, by Audioslave
Topic: writing/poetry
This is a poem that i wrote a few days ago and has a lot of meaning to it. When you think of a stranger, you think "i dont know them" but in this poem the term is used as a metaphor for friend or a special person in your life that you wish you could see more often. In this case: another work dedicated to Melanie,
Hello stranger
I see your face on the street,
and catch a glimpse in the store
Hello stranger
I have forever longed to meet,
and when I see you, all I want is more
Hello stranger
I see you walking through town,
and bump into you at school
Hello stranger
If I see you, I lose that sad frown,
and I no longer feel a fool
Hello stranger
And when I think, it hardly seems strange
Hello stranger
good summer driving music
Mood:
happy
Now Playing: assorted music
Topic: music
Have you ever been stuck in a car for a while and need some good tunage? I sure have, so I've composed a list of really good summer driving music:
"I am the highway" by Audioslave - this song has to do with that you are the amazing and that you dont belong to anyone, you just drift along like a highway.
"Tomorrow" by Avril Lavigne - its about that there is always another day, no matter how bad we screw up today.
"Lessons Learned" by Carrie Underwood - this one talks about that through all of our mistakes, we end up stronger in the end.
"Dance dance" by Fall Out Boy - this is just a fun song about having a good time and taking risks.
"The Anthem" by Good Charlotte - this has to be THE summer anthem and just makes you proud to be who you are, no matter all the shit that happens and that we have to be true to ourselves and be an individual.
"Smile like you mean it" by The Killers - this song is another fun one, it makes you happy insaide that you can still be happy even is shit happens to you.
"Faint" by Linkin Park - this song has lots of energy and gets up in your face and screams "I WONT BE IGNORED" now that takes guts.
"I'm like a bird" by Nelly Furtado - this song is all about being free and living life on the edge.
I love you
Mood:
crushed out
Now Playing: Fallen, by Evanescence
Topic: love
I just want to thank my lovely GF, Melanie for all the help she has given me. she's really saved my life, i know, iknow, its cheasy and all but i owe my life to her. Mel, if you're out there, i want to let you know: I love you and you are the only light in my dark and twisted tunnel known as life, therefore, i dedicate this all to her.
hello and welcome
Mood:
mischievious
Now Playing: volume 3: the subliminal verses, by slipknot
Topic: life
Hello, i'm kinda new to this while blogging thing...well anyway, i'm vermillionboy and I'm far from the average teen and you can describe me as: random, bitchy, emo, and gothy. Well, this is my blog and i'll try to update everyday but i might not every now and then because i'm a busy person. keeping up with school, friends (as if i had any), parents, and GF(this goes out to you, Mel.) well i look forward to posting more.
...Heaven is not enough, Testament is our savior...
