Poems

"An Angel's Song"

Let me tell you what the angels sing
In there biblical tongue,
Some souls fly high in triumth, bliss and life
But there are those that don't
A shallow day, a hollow night
Sicked mortals in sadened flight
They never had the sheltered life
Never reached there dreams
Only the horror
The nightmare of never ever seeing
What they wished they could be
So they flutter
They fall
Into the inky darkness
Into the deep abyss
There soul trades feather for fin
And wing for wish
As they lurk within the murky waters
These souls Transform
Manifest
They take the shape of there fears
And long only for the sky
The clouds so far away now
The sky they fell away from
The sky they left behind
They can only swim now
In the rivers of self decay
They can only go deeper now
They can only sink now
No going higher
No going back
They can only go down now.

All Within the Angel's song

"Grave"

I was laid to rest Although eternal unrest
My blocks built around me
No more will I be seen
I lay in a cold dark place
My carved blocks sit above my face
I have no name therefor no shame
Grass grows up as my new veins

I've been here beneath the trees
All that see me are the fallen leaves
I pre-date all around me
No more will I be seen

I lay in a cold dark place
My carved blocks sit above my face
I have no name therefor no shame
Grass grows up as my new veins

Seasons pass by and by
All I can do is lay
No one will ever see me
This is all just fine to me

I lay in a cold dark place
My carved blocks sit above my face
I have no name therefor no shame
Grass grows up as my new veins

"Masterpiece"

You look at the shards of glass
And the tiny stones,
All laid out before you,
None of them overlapping
Some are bright brillant colors,
Attactive shapes and forms.
Others are not.
Some pieces are putrid colors
Awkward in shape and size
Some shades are too horrid,
To be placed next to such vibrant ones.
So you pick out the vulgar stones;
The sharp jagged shards
You discard them, now pleased.
You step away form your work
And realize what you've done.
They all had a purpose.
A specific place,
For all the pieces formed
A marvelous masterpiece
A large mosaic
So grand your heart jumps
Gazing upon it.
It was a portait of a face
With much shadow and deep detail
But you tampered with it
You ruined it.
The dark stones, formed the shadows
The dark lines that they cast
The face is featureless now
Flat and plain
Without character
Alien.
As you now see,
You can not remove the dark
Form this specter
For this work would cease to be.
This Specter is Me.

Genocide's Tide

Suddenly
From the tides of my mind,
Washes a memory ashore.
I stand over it,
Her;
Gazing, forgotten until now,
Resurrected by the bubbling waters,
She stands in full form.
Her beauty,
As cold as the waters in which She came,
Her eyes,
Black as the everlasting grave in which She came
The grave I made for Her,
When I drowned Her
Left Her to sink under the icy murk
For She was Genocide,
Whom had conquered;
Sank many desperate souls,
Into Her own sea,
And out of Her memory
She hurt all She touched
I could not tame Her,
Nor save myself from being
Her next victim
So I allowed the mountains rivers to wash Her away
To the endless sea,
Before She could claim me
To let Her taste Her own game
She is gone now,
No longer Genocide
But for every time She rises from the sea
Arises in my mind
She brings with Her all the pain
She's afflicted onto others,
And stings me as we stand on the sands
Her sting of vengeance
Is my own guilt
Biting like a Man of War
She is gone now,
No longer Genocide,
But for every time She rises from the sea
Arises in my mind
She suddenly bares a new name
Suddenly
My pain is gone
I breathe Her name
Suicide.

"Avoid"

What have I done to you anyway?
I've gone the mile
I've taken the scars
I've watched you win the game
With my support from the shadows
But I'm the freak in the shadows

The shadows
Not of importance
Agian only the cold
Cold of heartless humans
Of thoughtless bastards
And you wonder why i like the shadows?
I'll never be in the light if that's
What it will make of me.

All is fine
All is fine
All is the same
Its never the same
Never what you think it is
Are you my firends
Or am I only toleratered?

When your lies have run dry
And your face can be seen
I thought you were my friend
I thought i could count on you
But you too, hide
You too, turn your back
You too

Avoided.

I'll never be in the light if that's
What it will make of me.

"Vampyre"

Timeless traveler with tepid tortures
Walks through woods weary and worn
Wonders why this world is
Dark dull and doomed.
Looks ahead , high in the hills;
Sees the sign of the second ones.
Cross country he comes to the crucifix,
Over the obelisk and under the ground.
Enters the estate of the eternal, the elders.
Past paintings of previous periods, he
Follows the foundation to the flowing fountain.
Nearby kneels numerous neophytes, newer than himself.
Moving over musty moonstones in a morbid, morose murk;
Chamber music chamfers through the corridors.
The Elder, eternal as earth, sits erect in the corner.
“Enter" he ejects, entranced by the entangled melodies.
The traveler approaches and upon arrival asks
" I am baffled and bewildered by my belonging"
Implying his induction and inception in indefinite tones;
"Why am I to bask in blood as broth and body bereaved to return to earth?"
The Elder answers, “Simple by son, you see seven chose you for your
Talent, taint, and your twisted ,tortured soul; if the shoe fits, wear it."
Unsatisfied, he leaves, uncertain of his uncanny urge.
Giving in to gradual grievances of godlessness and guilt,
Rage rises ravenously within him.
Passing the pool once more,youths still ponder and perch.
Sickened, he suddenly surpasses human sanity and
Leaps upon a learner, leaning and listening to the serenades.
The Traveler’s javelin jaws rip the juveniles jugular like a jasmine bloom.
Gore gushes grotesquely to the ground.
He wonders why would the world wish he be timeless.
In blood before the bubbling brook he bellows in
Vain filling the vale in Vulgar verbatim voices,
“Vile viper whose venom vexes me, I vow vindictively to verse the one who had the valor to
Victimize be to be a verminous vampire!"

"Sky"

Screaming skyward
blinded my the twilight
why is this here?
such a sky for all to see
such color, such tone
oh so gray to me
do to my broken craft
thanks to my broken soul

Now the skys are aflame
much like me
the shell has cracked
the outside seeps in
burning the flesh of
a soul left torn
torn my a broken craft
dead like my broken soul