Rant

In my expeirience, pages where the person who wrote the site sites down, and types out their life is called a rant. So, I've decided I might as well try my hand.
So, anyway, I'm a 16 year old (wow) living in Midwestern America in a place that's neither here nor there. I'm a junior in high school, and play in the marching band. Yup, sadly enough, I'm a true band **freak**. Problem?
I tend to get into the non mainstream stuff, which includes goth in a large part. I don't dress in goth everyday. Living where I do that would be suicide. I have freinds who have gotten death threats for doing things like that. And while it upsets me and I want to change it, I can't. So I go along with life and take my opertunities to scare the shit outta people. It's one of my fav past times. :)

1-20-02 Wow...I haven't vented in a while. I should do that...
Finals are over, thank **insert diety of your choice here** Not that I had that many...it's kinda pathetic. Everyone worries so bad over finals, and they are so damn easy why study? I have a bunch of freshmen in my French class, and they were like, "I stayed up so late to study last night..." WHY?! And here's the best part, the last day of finals I watched Shakespeare in Love and played Monopoly. Did I waste my time? I think so...;)

1-04-02 Last day of vacation. It sucks. And you know what really sucks? I feel like I'm getting pushed out of my group of friends. Anyone who has had this happen to them knows it blows. Badly. So? So I care, at least, that I'm being forced off Science Olympiad because I can't make 100% of the meetings. The "Captain" (self appointed, may I add)has decided that she can not keep me informed and went behind my back to a good friend of both of ours with some shit about kicking me off. He then told me. She then proceeded to bring it up a week later, the day of a meeting. "Well I don't have time..." Does she think I have time? I'm taking an AP course, a music course (which I'm planning to go to college with), a language, math, upper classmen courses...and she thinks I have time? So after she makes it at least clear to me that I got kicked off, she has the person who in my opinion is much better qualified to be Captain (she's a Soph instead of a Senior) calls me today to get me to the next meeting. What the fuck?! Besides this person has agreed to accept my help, then turns it down, and proceeds to dis my websites. GAH!!!

12-20-01 Yes, last day of school for the year. Happiness!!! My math teacher decided to have a math test today (and it's my last hour too!!!) I'm currently in Excell, or study hall in any other school. I finnally got digital pics of me, thanks to my good friend Kat. I've got two, a silly one and a nice one (since when do I get good pics?). They are both from within the last 20 mins, so I'm dressed up and make up and everything which doesn't happen that often. Don't you feel lucky?

The one at the top of the page is the nice one. You see the poster for Hall-Kayser's English II class? Yeah, my school is so crazy I have her for French I. Hehehehe...coincidentally, the funny one is me outside my English class, which is in the Social Studies Wing. My French class is in the English Wing, and my Math class is in the Art wing. What's wrong with this school? I'm gonna crop them when I get home, or maybe now. I do think that Angelfire has an image editor...
Solstice tomorrow!!! And I have the day off, isn't that nice of the school? Do you know how many days I could take off of school for 'religious purposes'? At least one a month. But I don't. **sigh** I should do that sometime, see what the administration does.

12-15-01 It's now Saturday. And it has finnally snowed. And you know what? IT NEEDS TA GO AWAY!!! I live in Michigan. Do you have ANY idea what lake effect snow is like?
I've revamped the site. I'm so proud of myself. Do you like?

12-10-01 I'm online at school in English class with nothing to do. So I'll add another boring rant. Hope you don't mind too much!!

12-07-01 I just need to say how much I hate stupid ppl. Don't you agree? I should start a web ring based around hating stupid ppl who think they rule the earth. I really should. But I won't. Why? Because I'm too nice to stupid ppl.
An ion walked into a bar. The bar tender looks up and says "You don't look so good." The ion says "I lost an electron today." "You sure?" asks the bar tender? "I'm positive."
Who says I'm against good clean fun? This is curtesy of my chemistry teacher. Hehehehehe

12-05-01 It's December. I'm currently wearing a tank top. My computer says it's 54 degrees F outside. It's warmer. Trust me. But I'm happy. They're predicting a big snow stom X-mas Eve. That's perfect with me. Warm weather is nice. I slept with my window open last night. Beau-ti-full...AND WEB DESIGHN MAY START EARNING MY MONEY!!! Happy happy happy...Summer's fist real job...JOY

11-25-01 I am officially and completely sick. Not good!! Hehehehe...anyways, the gruesome details: three meds!! Oh joy...I know you just live to hear my gruesome details...if anyone even reads this, and if no one does, I'm still happy.
I entered in Anie's contest. I should have one of my own, Goth X-mas perhaps? Or perhaps Solstice/Yule would be more appropriate? I shall ponder this question as I watch Star Wars Episode One tonight...

11-23-01 I haven't written in a while **bad girl!!** So I'll send my regaurds now. Better late than Never!! Hehehehehe...it's holidays so I'll either be in a terible mood or a great mood...right now I'm bouncing. Can you tell?

10-24-01 Not much as of now...my sweethart boyfriend did get me a rose today...**smiles gleefully** Don't you just wish you had my boyfriend? Well too bad, ya don't!! Hehehehehehe.... But you don't have to put up with the school I do which parents admit to be cycological terrorism. However you spell that...

10-23-01 Wow...so much shit this week...besides this website which I have no idea where I'm finding the time to do other than the fact that it calms me down. Joyous...and tomorrow I have auditions for Band since it's the end of marching season thank **enter diety of your choice** And I'm really pissed because I'm not going to be able to wear my really cool custume to school this year for Halloween, but I have to wear something as a back up. Cheap cheap cheap...and my boyfriend is just as pissy as I am and it's just making for a fun time. How bout you?