So the new me... Apparently i have changed a lot, aside from the fact that i aged a year, and the pink hair is gone (sniff sniff). I have changed my mind on biology, lost my faith in Rutgers University, and actually was dismissed from the school anyway. So now as i try to figure out who the new me is, and where the old me went, i have decided to go to Camden County College, take all art classes, and pretty much have fun with my life while i still can. So what does that mean. Well, i am sculpting a naked chick, drawing a column in charcoal, learning how to appreciate it, oh and making a pinch pot in between, and at the same time not working very much and clubbing my butt off. Yes, shampoo is still the place i frequent most, but i have moved onto downtime as well, it is so much nicer, but sigh further away.
She is fragile, she is broken-hearted. She knows that everytime she loves this much she ends up torn, a little bit more of a broken doll hiding behind a cloak of shadows. She hurts, she bleeds, she cries, she screams the words that flow in blood red ink through her mind. She dreams, she loves, she hurts, she mutters...I am always here for you, as she dissapears, slipping through time like grains of gore tainted sand, catch her and save her from slipping into a life-long abyss of lust, love, and pain. She screams and her words float away, jumbled and illegable. No one can understand of what she screams, no one can understand what makes her cry. So she is a broken doll hiding behind pseudo-smiles and false cheer. A broken doll, that is Claudia.
So lets start to talk about who I am. Well I am 19 and am currently attending Rutgers University. I am mearly a small freshman awaiting the year to come to a close, so that I can leave the cell they call a dorm room (it has cinder block walls so you tell me what you think it is). I have tons of roommates or suitemates or whatever you want to call them, they are all different from me, and it took so long and so much compromise to get along, but we are getting there. Well anyway, back to other things. I am know as Kristin, Pink, and Claudia, choose what you want to call me, I answer to all three. I live in NJ, but I am very into the Philly goth scene. I go to Shampoo's Club Nocturne on Wednsday nites as much as possible (which hasn't been much since school gets in the way)but I am always on South Street wondering, shopping, and going to shows.
Music is a very large part of my life. Some bands that I enjoy are... Garbage, KMFDM/MDFMK, Lords of Acid, The Cruxshadows, Velvet Acid Christ, Bile, Funker Vogt, Wumpscut,Vast, The Tran Siberian Orchestra, and Switchblade Symphony, to name a few. I am in no way a gloom cookie goth. I smile, I laugh, and I am not depressed. I see myself more as a glam, glittery goth, if you would really like to label me.
I love pink, leopard prints, and corsets, a mixture of any of those is even better. I am a label whore and proud of it, a katty little chick that walks around with cat ears and pink glitter cat eye glasses. If i had my way pink would be on everything, and my hair would always be that perfect shade of pink that i try so hard to achieve each time i go to see my hair guy. oh what a wonderful world that would be. Okay so maybe that is a bit selfish, but what else do i have to worry about right now?
Now that i have learned enough computer lingo to make a web page i have now moved on and devoted my time to learning how to play the guitar. I actually have been saying i would learn how to play it for quite a few years now, but i have lied, i have gotten as far as decorating the case that it sat in. But I am now setting it as a goal of mine, and i will do it... hopefully....
emode.com says.....Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.
oh that is so me!!
So what put me back