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Le Nouveau Rianism
Saturday, 6 January 2007

Mood:  hug me
Maybe I've been self-centered lately. To anyone ard me. Seemed I'm giving up in pleasing others. I failed to please myself. I am happy with what I have but I am not yet happy with what I am. Not in any means of the Diploma exam I am seating for or the clothes I have in the wardrobe. It is actually my attitude wise. Still imperfect to be someone perfect.

I think I failed to be the good girlfriend to the other half. A friend said maybe I lived too independently on myself that I want him to behave that way. Not to stick with me all the time. Not becos of I do not love him. Becos I have many things to achieve in a short period of time. Sometimes, I can't entertain his calls when I am too busy with work. I shld not say that I am a workaholic. I am just that kinda person who always make sure that I get my work done by dateline. I hardly meet the girlfriends. I somehow felt that I am drifting away from them. Honestly, I am by myself now. The problems shared have been between me and the Almighty. Cos no one ever understand my feelings except for Him. He feel my pain.

I realised I need time for myself. I want that ALL ABOUT ME time. Without informing anyone what I am to do and about to do. Don't tell me.. I know I am being self-centered.

Posted by Le-Rianism at 11:04 AM WST
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Friday, 5 January 2007
HAPPY NEW YEAR
Mood:  lazy
HAPPY NEW YEAR, PEOPLE!!

Closed my blogger and decided to just stick with one. Kinda tedious to maintain two blogs at a time.

There's too many things which need to be accomplished in 2007. Gotta take it one at a time. If not, I may ended up being a mad woman.

Update more later. Super duper lazy at the moment.

Ta~

Posted by Le-Rianism at 11:55 PM WST
Updated: Friday, 5 January 2007 11:56 PM WST
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Sunday, 18 June 2006
WHAT ON EARTH IS GOING ON?!!
Mood:  don't ask
Who is in fact the root to all problems? i am not sure myself. i am the neutral party. one grp are the good friends and the other my committee members. both parties are very nice to me and i am in no position to side anyone. who created this? why? when?

i keep on questioning myself since the start of the quarrel on 16/06/06. before the quarrel, there's the battle of the "ignorance game" btwn the two grps. eventually, involves me even so i have no idea what on earth is gg on btwn them.

even so, i hear gossips or rumours. i do not see a need to actually telling the other party of what i know. becos it gonna be a very big issue of ugly quarrels and i wld prefer to keep it to myself and remain silence. there's a few things tt i know which surprises me but i just wanna keep it on the low.

all i know, i want both parties to be on good terms. hope to forget the ugliness of the quarrel and just pass it. i dun wanna see enemies btwn schoolmates. the school is small enough tt you cld hardly avoid each other.

now, shld i be better off be a loner? aint sure myself. i nd space. to breathe.

Posted by Le-Rianism at 1:10 PM JST
Updated: Sunday, 18 June 2006 1:14 PM JST
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Friday, 2 June 2006
For A Moment, LEAVE ME ALONE TO LEAD MY WONDERFUL LIFE!!
Mood:  loud
Now Playing: Irresistable-Jessica Simpson

some people shld learn to get their own way of life. it is funny how ppl being sarcastic to others when the case is they themselves are doing the same stupid thing. it is funny how ppl pointed others mistakes when they are doing the same. it is funny how ppl make fun and laugh at others but they on the other side sub-conciously doing the same thing!!

that's just humans..

if only she gets over me, i will be much more glad! i am in no position owing her any debts and so does she. it is wise to just leave me alone to lead my own kinda life. enough of saying 'thk you' when by the end of it, i am still the bitchy party like how others seen me to be.shoo!!

Posted by Le-Rianism at 3:57 PM JST
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Thursday, 1 June 2006
I WANT IT BACK BADLY!
Now Playing: I'm So In Love With Two - -Mikaila

i am wanting to be tt sporty-self tt i used to be. the negative part being in pte sch, thr's no CCA for me to participate. yes, i do have Gym to rely on BUT tt is a form of exercise. Not sports. i wanna play sports but with the people whom i know. i wanna join NP floorball but i aint sure whether i would be much welcome thr. cos i am not a student in NP.just an outsider. not sure if its wise.

when girlfriends, having topics abt sports, i seem to lost touch in it. yes...i felt isolated for nt knowing what's gg on so much abt the govt schs sports. who are gd and who are nt.

i played hockey, floorball and inline hockey. hell ya... tt was when in primary sch!! during secondary, i joined the uniform grp [NPCC] and tt was such a BAD choice. cos nt my cup of coffee. along the way i gave up cos i had impt posts to take care of.

btw, i am officially attached on the 31st May 2006. [all smiles]
Darren Hayes-Insatiable


Posted by Le-Rianism at 3:52 PM JST
Updated: Thursday, 1 June 2006 7:12 PM JST
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Saturday, 27 May 2006
Love Is In The Air
Mood:  happy

it is kinda weird but i am missing him. even thou' he called me everyday!! most of the time, we go out in a grp bt we hv yet to date. Or maybe, a date won't even happen.

i am nt expecting him to miss me and tt kinda mushy things or giving him the faith tt we get together. but a confession to be made, I LIKE HIM VERY MUCH.

felt touch the fact tt he reminded me of things tt i shld be doing and nt do. well, the other 'him' said the same thing but both hv diff personalities and i seems to like 'em both!! i know you are thinking tt i am being greedy just like the old secondary school days.

dinner with dyan and firah at Ljs and we had coffee at Delifrance. damn! it was crowded just now at Causeway Point!i hardly have walking space of my own to move abt.

oh yes... i saw Nur Sadiqqin with his beloved wife. a petite lady with the sweet smile. when we had the eye contact, i just felt awkward. suddenly its like a blast frm the past like a lightning. then it's gone. honestly, i was indeed happy to bump into him yest. even like for 5 secS. May happiness fills him. Insya Allah..

Posted by Le-Rianism at 2:21 AM JST
Updated: Saturday, 27 May 2006 11:36 AM JST
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Friday, 26 May 2006
That Gorgeous Thing!!
Mood:  caffeinated
Now Playing: Buttons - PussycatDolls

Ain't that just the Gorgeous Thing?!! i wanna own one. it would be one of the cars that i wldnt wanna just to dream but i OWN it instd!! that's my Principal's car. Rich Man that is. He has a MPV and the Jag. maybe he has more than two cars. O well.. at least he work his ass off to have all the wealth.

my laptop consists of 55 diff virus. thks to the dwnloaded softwares. now i nd to re-boot it!!! Ish!!

Posted by Le-Rianism at 6:58 PM JST
Updated: Friday, 26 May 2006 7:07 PM JST
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Thursday, 25 May 2006

Mood:  rushed
Now Playing: I Love My Sex-Benny Benassi

This would be my 2nd blog.

Easy to use. Do not have to crack my head on the layout for my blog.

In class now, and everyone is debating should we be drawing more often or doing research in class.

I say, RESEARCH. Becos drawing nd lotsa inspiration to execute. By the time i reach home from work and sch, i turn in to bed already!!

Carolyn is very 'nice' today and thr will be no assignment to be handed up next week!! YEAH!!!

so i am able to type out the survey form for my catalogue during the weekends. this is whr the peeps have to play a part. like again!

Rushing off to work. Have i told you that i am handling 2 jobs by next mth??

Posted by Le-Rianism at 1:51 PM JST
Updated: Thursday, 25 May 2006 1:55 PM JST
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