My Sub

My Gift....

Just as every D/s relationship is individual and molded to O/one's needs and desires so is O/one'e 'gift of submission'.  I have been asked by Sir James my Protector, to expound on my 'gift of submission'.  I am sure by the time I finish composing this, I will not only have a better understanding of this request, but also introspection as to why my 'gift' is so special.

To understand the beauty of my 'gift', I feel O/one must know me, to be able to fully appreciate my gift.  I am a very strong independent, strong willed woman, not by choice, but more out of necessity to survive in life.  I have always excelled in the "cold" harsh world of business, and have had my own business.  To capture the persona, O/one must realize that I truly am a people person , and am able to think clearly, thoroughly and make split second decisions in life, and to stand and take responsibility for my actions and decisions.

My 'gift of submission'  is a very treasured gift and all the more special because of my strengths.  My submission is a special place, a place of retreat, where I can relax in the love, trust and respect of a special "One", enabling the more relaxed child-like playful person to submerge, without the pressures of decision making on a day-to-day basis.  Although, I have proven to be fully capable, I choose and desire not to;  to relinquish that in order to feel enveloped in "One's" trust, love and growth.

To be able to go to that special place, within my submission with the pressures and decisions being removed, will allow me to give of myself fully and freely, and to focus on the pleasures of that "One" and to truly be the natural submissive that I am, underneath the exterior of a business suit....*s*

My 'gift of submission', shall not be taken lightly, as I am relinquishing so very much of myself, in order for TPE to come to fruition.

I am so very weary of being the aggressor in life and so need to find that place of retreat, to feel enveloped, protected and secure within "One's" love.  And in return I will give of myself, freely and fully without reservation,  intellectually, spiritually and physically.

I will not question my 'Masters' decision and requests of me, as I know these are made out of love and in my best interest at all times.  As I relish in my submission and grow and learn, so will my 'Master', in his security of domination.  Natural TPE will permit me to relish in my femininity, my womanhood. Being able to shelf the executive side of me to allow me to be the seductive woman that I truly am.  Allowing my natural inclinations to surface and shine, will only empower my 'Master' to confidently contribute to the natural progression of exchange, which can only be conducive to a loving ful-filled D/s relationship..........

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