lately
Mood:  down
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Topic: why I want to help
I just want ot help people the only way I feel better is ot talk. My best friend in the hole world is in montana and wont be back for a whole year, I am lost with out her and we are closer thatn sisters and I cant stand not talking to her. I think that if I can think about her and talk about her it wont let her die from my memorie even though I dont see how she could any way. So she always cut herself and was always so depressed but even so we would forget about everything else and have fun when we were together. and I just found out that one of my best friends here at school who is dating another of my best friends is expecting a baby and thier only in the 10th grade. and thier even gonna get married and I want to help them but I dont know how to tell them that I want to or how I can even help. I really dont know how to help..... Im so confused...