Stepping into the steam filled shower Brian closed his eyes as the hot water flowed down his body. Somehow he had to forget the thoughts of Howie that plagued his every waking moment. He was married to Leigh. She was the one he had to be with. The only one he, could be with. As much as he wanted Howie he could never allow himself to betray her like that. Startled from his thoughts by the sound of footsteps Brian opened the shower door and stood mesmorzied by the site before him. It was Howie in all his glory standing in front of the mirror.

"Hey, Brian. Sorry if I startled you. Do you mind if I shave while you finish showering. Brian you, ok? asked Howie.

Ok, how could he be ok. He was trying so to forget Howie and here he was, standing naked in front of him. He wanted him with every fiber of his being and he hated it. Because it was dirty and wrong and he would surely go to hell for the thoughts that lingered in his head. Lingered till he wanted nothing more than the feel of his hard cock thrusting into Howie over and over as Howie moaned in pleasure.

"No, go ahead" said Brian almost stumbling over his words.

"Thanks. You know I'm beginning to think I should grow a beard" said Howie running a hand across his face.

"That would be nice" said Brian closing his eyes as he tried to ignore his body that was now aching with desire.

"Maybe I should take some hormones and start growing some breasts too."

"That's not a...What did you just say" said Brian wrapping a towel around his waist as he stepped out of the shower.

"I knew you weren't listening."

"I was listening, I. Actually no,I guess wasn't listening."

"That was a quick shower" said Howie.

"What can I say. I'm fast." said Brian nervously fidgeting with towel around his waist. Damne, he had to get out of here before Howie noticed the raging hard he had on. Why had he left his clothes on the counter.

"Am I in your way" said Howie.

"I just need to get my clothes" said Brian.

Inching closer Brian froze as his cock brushed against Howie. No, this wasn't happening. It couldn't. Perhaps he hadn't felt it and Brian could leave before things got any worse. Tucking the clothes under his arm he took a step and then suddenly it happened. Howie hands were on his pushing him against the wall. His mouth finding Brian's he kissed him hungrily as his tongue forced it's way inside. Hands finding soft flesh they trailed down Brian's chest with a delicate precision that sent shockwaves through Brian's body. Reaching for the towel he eased it from Brian's body, his swollen cock springing to life as if almost begging for warm hands encircle it.

"Howie, we can't do this" said Brian in-between breaths. Getting to his knees Howie wrapped his hand around Brian's cock as his tongue teasingly encircled the head. A moan escaping Brian's lips, his strong hands cupped Howie's head forcing all of him into Howie's willing mouth. Feverishly thrusting into him,