You have just flown in from Canada. It was a long plane ride and you are tired. But that doesn't seem to matter as you turn up the limo's stereo and began to sing. Today is a good day for in a few minutes you will be in the arms of the man you love. Yes, the man you love. You see, you a member of Nsync, resident heartthrob to thousands of girls. Girls who will never know that you are in fact gay. You always did think the word gay was an appropriate word. After all it meant happy and you were happy. At least for the brief moments you were in his arms. Know one knows you love him. You want to tell them but you know they can never know. It would destroy everything. They would think you are sick. Perhaps you are. You have sat in church many times as the preacher preached of hell. You know you will end up there for the thoughts you have had. Yet still they are their. Creeping into every moment until you miss him and you long to hear the soothing voice that you know will make everything all right.

As the limo comes to a halt you waste no time sneaking through the back door. You are only seconds away but it feels like minutes as you step onto the elevator and watch the dial move. You hope he remembers your coming. You think perhaps in the maze of interviews and photo shoots you were forgotten. As you race down the hall your heart feel your heart pound. You wonder if this is what everyone feels when they are in love. Nervously knocking on the door your heart begins to beat so fast you are sure it will explode. Then suddenly you hear the familiar voice welcome you in. Opening the door as if a character in some horror movie expecting to find a hideous creature on the other side you can't believe the sight before your eyes. He is naked. Totally standing there in all his glory for you to take in. You think your are so mesmerized by the site of him that you couldn't begin to move in his direction but somehow when he motions you over you manage to put one foot in front of the other as you inch closer to everything you have wanted for so long. You feel his gaze on you and suddenly you are more nervous than you ever thought possible.

Sitting down you jump as the bed moves beneath you. A calming hand reaches for shoulder you stare into his eyes and then suddenly it happens. His lips are on yours kissing you tenderly as his tongue slips into your warm mouth. Inching your shirt up your body you raise your arms as he lifts it over your head throwing it into the pile below. Motioning you to lay back his strong hands seem to move down your body with precision. He's done this countless times with others but for you, it is your first time. Sensing your uneasiness he gives you a reassuring look as his fingers slowly unzip your jeans. Raising your hips he slides them off of you and tosses them to the floor.

You feel your heart beat rapidly as his fingers brush over the thin fabric of your boxers. You see a smile cross his face and you know he is teasing you. A fact that now has your aching cock desperate for release. As the cool breeze hits your now naked body you shiver. You need him inside of you more than you have needed anything in a long time. Reaching into the drawer you watch as he pulls out the bottle of lube. Placing a generous amount in his hand he begins to work the lube up and down his shaft. And then he felt a searing pain as he slowly pushed the head of his cock. You had never felt such extraordinary pain in your life. Fighting back tears as he began to thrust in and out in a rhythmic movement you suddenly feel your body tense as the pain is replaced by a pleasure unlike anything you have ever known. And then you feel your body tense as you release inside of him. Collapsing on top of you he holds you tightly as you take in the moment. You wish you could stay like this forever but you know he will soon return home to his life. Rolling over he is quiet as you stare at him.

"I love you." said Lance

"I love you too." AJ replies. Turning away a tear falls down your face. You know that soon, you will once again put on the facade of hating him. Because after all, you can't very well be in love with enemy.