Pulling the photo from his wallet Nick frowned. He was a member of a successfull group. A hearthrob to thousands of adoring fans. He seemed to have it all but all he really had was a life spinning out of control. He had swore he wasn't drunk. That he hadn't been arrested. But like everything else in his life it was a lie. He had spent the night partying with friends. Downing shot after shot. All in an attempt to escape the pain of knowing he was in love with his two best friends. AJ was ***TEXT Here***. Brian was the complete opposite he was ***TEXT Here***. He never planned it. Never meant for it to happen. They would understand somehow. At least that's what he told himself. But he knew that too was a lie. They would never understand, how could they. He didn't even understand. He never thought it was possible to be in love with two people. Not until that fatefull day when his lips found Brian's and he thought he his heart would explode.