Last night I had a crazy dream. A wish was granted just for me it could be for anything. I didn't ask for much. I simply wished for one night with you. First thing I'd do is pray for time to crawl. I'd hold you every second say a million I love you's. One night, one time. One sunset maybe I'd be satisfied. But then again, I know what it would do. Leave me wishing still for one more night with you.

Staring at the computer screen Nick read the words as his hand pumped vigorously at his cock. God if he didn't come soon he was going to die soon of the shear pleasure. The words barely escaping his mouth his fingers tightly gripped the pillow beside him as his body exploded with the familiar rush of feeling. Leaning against the bedpost he fought to control his breathing as he stared at the now damp sheet. Damn he was going to have to be more careful. What if one of the guys walked in. God he could just see one of them laughing at the site of him jacking off.

It was the same every night. He would crawl into bed and wait patiently for his computer to power up as he hoped that someone had posted a new story. His mind racing with thoughts of Howie he rarely bothered to read much of the story as he quickly skimmed to the sex scene. Sometimes it would contain a blow job, sometimes sex, sometimes if he was lucky they had written both and he would jack off until he lay too exahausted to move. He remembered the names of the writers well. Flutter Girl, Howie's Angel, Melvira He gussed they were pro's at it since they seemed to write a lot of stories. Their were a lot of newbies showing up lately, trying their hand at it for the first time. He could spot their stories a mile away. They weren't bad but the new ones sure had a lot to learn about sex scenes. If Howie's mouth was moving down his hard shaft he was going to moan, he was going to scream his name. Yes he would scream out his name. It would be everything he imagined and...and he he was dreaming of a night that would never happen. He was left with only a wish, and the stories the wonderful stories. He didn't know much about the girl who had started the list. Only that she went by the alias of Silicon Girl and she was in her 30's. Or at least that's what she said in her profile. For all he knew she was some underage teenager who had no business reading slash, much less writing it. He didn't care, whoever she was he sure as hell wanted to thank her. God, if he didn't have these stories to get off too he didn't know what he would do.

"Nick you still up" called Howie from outside the door.

"Howie? Um..yeah" said Nick.

"Can I come in?" asked Howie.

"I, sure just give me a second" said Nick. Scrambling to his feet he pulled on his boxers and quickly rolled the sheet into a ball. "Damn, what am I going to do with it" said Nick as his eyes scanned the room.

"You, ok" said Howie.

"Yeah, I'm coming" said Nick as he placed the sheet in the tub and pulled the curtain.

"What took you so long?" asked Howie as Nick stood in the doorway looking rather flushed.

"Video game, I was playing a video game" said Nick hoping to sound convincing.

"Figures, you'd leave me standing outside for a video game. So can I come in" said Howie smiling

"Sure, come on in."

"You know you should be asleep little boy. We have an early day tomorrow" said Howie waving his finger in a scolding manner.

"Little boy, excuse me but I'm an adult now" said Howie.

"You always be the baby of the group, don't you know that" said Howie.

"Speaking of being in bed. How come your not in bed" said Nick.

"I couldn't sleep. I saw a light as I was walking by, thought you might be up. I think I'm going to head back and see if I can fall asleep. I'll see you in the morning" said Howie.

"Yeah, sure" said Nick nervously as he closed the door.