its like I am drifting down a river just looking up hopeing somone will stop me before i fall over a cliff but no one does i just keep flowing i dont fill any ripples in the water i just flow if someone gave me there love i would love them unconditionlay but i dont think they can so i ll always float down the river futher and further till the water breaks looking up seeing the stars transend to the light the moon giving in to the sun life lift ups from me floats down the river above me further and further its like the sound of wind chimes chaotic but symbolic and beautiful but it ends into the ocean forever lost with the tide maybe someday we can colide and find each other again but maybe we will just pass bye each othe not knowing we are even there but knowing we will never be there again
ALMOST
Running down a wrong road
running from what ive been always been told
Morbid dreams funky realitys
lost in lands without names or countries
left my way home
left my way all aloan
far away from the reality of what it is
far away of things and real thoughts
away away from thissssssssssss
left all alaon left by my self all aloan on my way home
got the key the key to my heart but its shit nothing but razors ripping me apart
im afrade of the dark not the night but the light the place in the park were you walk
were whispers are what you talk
i want to go run away on the otherside
want to go under my blanket and hide
Kill ME
blood red showers graveyard flowers
they mean nothing to you but all to me
but you know what they do they tell me to tell you
KILL ME BEFORE I KILL YOU
KILL ME BEFORE I KILL YOU
when love turns to hate
Hate turn to violence
you better know
but you trirned it around left me holding the flame i took all the blame
while you broke me with no shame
but its a game called life
kill me before i kill you
Somekinda something
Some kind of something just something i can touch some kind of something something that ya dont rush
it gets old fake ness unfolds everything i have been told but never wanted to belive is every thing that i fucking see everything i ever wanted to be is fake ya only real on the inside but its the out people wann see but fuck it that aint me
im somekind of nothing im just me
Loaded gun
Looking for the way the way to another way of life .
i dont want to die i want to live but not with this shit,
coke xtasy blow my mind 101 proff is my only proff that there something out there to live for ,its the key, everyone looking down on me how did i end up here?
get bye
walk aloan with a imaginary freind in my mind got to hang on...
got to hang on to my mind ... im lonly......
jump out into traffic no one hits me cause i aint there im not here nor anywhere.... where am i....plastic smiles fake walks ya can hear it if ya listen to when people talk........its in there laugh its in there smiles its in everything they do they die aloan in the while.....im a fool cause i wann be real
Godamn Immature
Im so godamn immature im such a mutherfucking whore i dont care just want to share my parts my things stuff that dont give a shit on make a minor thing
just want to make a connection with somethign someone to show me im sill alive someone give me the key to my face im trying to break the mold
Implant
Ya ya see it ya wanna be it but its so fucking fake i cant belive it
why would ya wanna be someone elses someone your not someone who is so fake fake as a motherfucking weddingcake
Its Like a IMPLAT in ya head
its like a implant in ya heart leading to nothing but break!!!!!!!!!!!
goodbye !!!!!!!
Death Inspires me
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhhhhhh when i think of deat it inspires me it inspires me to go farther than i ever have cause in death i want to leave a lasting immpression maybee nothing big bit something something unfortold something un begotten by anyone else i found something nce with a girl she showed me tue love and true hate her name is croosd in my heart like a scar never to be erased but a good scar just to remind me of what never could be
Get Back
I walk into this world like a mother fucker on crack , wanting to get anything for some kinda feelling somekinda hate but shit i aint got nothing onmy plate , just a buncha shit left behind before me left from another mother fucker that couldnt ever adore me like a bitch that split the scene just when thing got to obscene like a mother fucker out on bail knowing the only lace he had to go back to was hell , dont trust anything or my own self gotta find it before it finds my own self its a crazy thing this muther fucking life but its here its just here
Lust & Envy
Trust me before you go trust me before you go
eaten inside out from within leaving noting but bone and skin ya think the enemy is outside but its within.......trust lust nothing to give lust trust nothing with shit to live ............you take it shove it inside hide it witthin ya godamn soul but you are soullesss you are soulees your soullees....
for you it comes down to happiness happiness is withine but wiothin is nothing NOTHING
Lifeless
Lifeless like the mother fucking dead
Searching for something to fill my thoughtless head
love hate anger and fear its all the same
You cant see me so its not you i blame
Life less like the mother fucking dead
Life less like the mother fucking dead
Precious thing
she likes to be happy she likes to think its all fine
She likes the way she likes the to be defined
imposible freinds classical ends to useless trends
some wounds never mend...
Traped in the hyperspace looking for a way to find a trace dreaming of blue skys theroies of lifetimes
precious things never end
Precious things never bend
Precious things just break
Blank
lost within the words but words mean nothing but ink
but sometimes those same words might make ya think they make ya think of a better tomorrow a better tonight a better now but now is so far away so far from what we want what we imagine its suposed to be
the biggest fear is that of not knowing not knowing what it brings the new day the new night the new anything
its just there like a dead roses it will be there forever
Fake
writting words looking for my saviour looking for my salvation but its all unlcean not very far from the end
but ill be here a while just forever looking fo it
