sensation washes over me
i can't describe it
pain i felt so long ago
i don't remember
tear a hole so i can see
my devastation
feelings from so long ago
i don't remember
holding on to let them know
what's given to me given to me
to hide behind the mask this time
& try to believe
blind your eyes to what you see
you can't embrace it
leave it well enough alone
& don't remember
cut your pride & watch it bleed
you can't deny it
pain you know you can't ignore
i don't remember
holding on to let them know
what's given to me given to me
to hide behind the mask this time
& try to believe
if i can remember
to know this will conqure me
if i can just walk alone
& try to escape into me
sensation washes over me
i can't describe it
pain i felt so long ago
i don't remember
i'm just holding on to let them know
what's given to me given to me
to hide behind the mask this time
& try to believe
if i can remember
to know this will conqure me
if i can just walk alone
& try to escape into me into me into me