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 what decade does your personality live in? quiz brought to you by lady interference, ltd --00--00--00--00--00--00--00-- |
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| THINK ABOUT THE KITTEN GODDAMNIT | ||||
| 12:44pm 06/02/2003 | ||||
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. ok wow.. when i see that i think of Andrew L. |
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amused
| Dude...that fucking gopher thing has a name? | ||||
| 12:28pm 06/02/2003 | ||||
 you're emo! How can I label you? brought to you by Quizilla but back to the gopher thing. WHEN IN THE FUCK WAS THAT THING AN AMERICAN TRADEMARK? and if he's so damn all knowing, why didn't he mention a shuttle thing was gonna crash, too? little faggot gopher.
hand holding - you like to be in constant physical contact with your special someone but you don't want to take things too quickly. |
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annoyed
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| 12:17pm 06/02/2003 | ||||
by: TBS She said "don't, don't let it go to your head Boys like you are a dime a dozen, Boys like you are a dime a dozen" She said "you're a touch overrated, you're a lush and I hate it but these grass stains on my knees they won't mean a thing" And all I (all I) Need to know (need to know) Is that I'm somethin you'll be missin (is that I'm somethin that you're missin) (maybe I should hate for this) Maybe I should hate you for this Never really did ever quite get that far (maybe I should hate for this) Maybe I should hate you for this Never really did ever quite get that... I'd never lie to you Unless I had to I'll do what I got to Unless I had to I'll do what I go to, the truth is you could slit my throat And with my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleedin on your shirt And all I (all I) Need to know (need to know) Is that I'm somethin you'll be missin (is that I'm somethin that you're missin) (maybe I should hate for this) Maybe I should hate you for this Never really did ever quite get that far (maybe I should hate for this) Maybe I should hate you for this Never really did ever quite get that... Cuase I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions This'll be last chance you get to drop my name Cuase I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions This'll be last chance you get to drop my name If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (repeat 7x) ---------------------------------------- Bike Scene By: TBS I'll leave the lights down low so she knows I mean business And maybe we could talk this over Cause I could be your best bet Let alone your worst ex And let alone your worst... I wanna hate you so bad But I can't (but I can't) stop this anymore than you can So honestly, how could you say those things when you know they don't mean anything And you know very well that I can't keep my hands to myself, hands to myself I wanna hate you so bad But I can't (but I can't) stop this anymore than you can This is all wrong and it shows There's certain things I promised not to let you know, (I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the edge of my seat, I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the...) not to let you know I never let you, never let you, never... You've got this silly way of keeping me on the edge of my seat But you're only counting the clock against the train And I'm miserable, oh (I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the edge of my seat, I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the...) And you're just getting started I'm miserable, oh And you're just getting started You've got me right where you want me (let's never talk) Let's never talk, let's never, let's never talk about this again because... I didn't want it to mean that much to me I didn't want it to mean that much to me I didn't want it to mean that much to me I didn't want it to mean that much to me Anyway... yeah -------- Why Worry By:The All-American Rejects I worry, I wonder all the time why worry It's killing me, forget about it I whisper, remember what she did Don't miss her Set me free, she won't allow it Angry and gone, and the list goes on and on Now I'm letting up, I should be the one who's letting go She's lonely, she's scared, I'm relationship impaired If it's love, I will differ, I'm being lost being with her I can't move on, I can't take it She, she says we won't ma-a-ake it now I can't move on, I can't take it She, she says we won't ma-a-ake it now Be-lieving, the things i did were wrong I'm leaving It fades a-way, forget about it She's binding, can't do a thing alone Rewinding Times before, can't live without it I don't know But you did but you did ut yo-ou did Please don't go Now my feelings for you they're now lost 'cause we're through anymore I'll write you , I'll call you Now ------------- |
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groggy| puppets...those little mother fuckers. | ||||
| 11:47am 06/02/2003 | ||||
 Pete & Pete. So, your younger brother has a tattoo and you don't, what could be worse? At lease your names aren't Eugene. What's Your 90's Nickelodeon Show? brought to you by Quizilla PETE AND PETE! OH MY FUCKING JESUS! --------
Take the test, by Emily. hahahaha --------  you're girl, interrupted. you're fun and friendly, and just a little bit crazy. take the which prettie movie are you? quiz, a product of the  slinkstercool community.YAY! ---------- Oh wow. i just was about to take a Will And Grace quiz..and gay-man-jizz-squirting-porn popped up, thats not cool. not cool at all. |
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| Eyebrows and Jizz | ||||
| 10:41am 06/02/2003 | ||||
Purple x Mascara: Splooog. TEKNOslave: You just came? Purple x Mascara: haha Purple x Mascara: wait..lol Purple x Mascara: That can be taken two ways...I think? Purple x Mascara: And the way I think of it...it's just wrong. TEKNOslave: no it cant TEKNOslave: splooge is cum Purple x Mascara: no spooge if cum TEKNOslave: splooge is the act of cummng TEKNOslave: spooge is the result TEKNOslave: splooging spooge Purple x Mascara: spooge is the Jersey way of saying cum. We Delawarian's say Jizz. TEKNOslave: jizz tastes funny Purple x Mascara: Ah. TEKNOslave: yeah i tasted my own! Purple x Mascara: WHY?! TEKNOslave: i didnt wanna wipe it on my pants or anything Purple x Mascara: so ya eat it?! TEKNOslave: lol TEKNOslave: i have before TEKNOslave: now i just find white socks and wash them. Purple x Mascara: -sigh- Silly boy. You get...nevermind TEKNOslave: get what? Purple x Mascara: A girl to do it FOR YOU! TEKNOslave: well i would kiss the girl after, so its the same thing Purple x Mascara: true. Purple x Mascara: got me there. WOW! lol ------ EyeBrows! --Me and Corey Deadconvictions: hey. Purple x Mascara: Hola Deadconvictions: sup dawg? Purple x Mascara: holler. Deadconvictions: hah. Purple x Mascara: i'm re-building my profile! Deadconvictions: yay. Purple x Mascara: whoop whoop Deadconvictions: i should do that. mine is extra duper dumb Purple x Mascara: mine is going to be off the-heezy Deadconvictions: word. Purple x Mascara: But! i won't be finished for like...45 seconds Deadconvictions: yay Purple x Mascara: done Deadconvictions: dashboard!!! Purple x Mascara: yep Purple x Mascara: i want to like...eat dashboard of all its gooden-ness Deadconvictions: hah Purple x Mascara: charlotte burned my the unplugged and i almost like jizzed on it when i listened to it Deadconvictions: ahaha Deadconvictions: i dont like him =/ Deadconvictions: ::holds up shield:: Purple x Mascara: i was having multiple orgasms in my room. .........................oooh noo! he's sexy. but i understand -pokes shield- Deadconvictions: alrightyo, Deadconvictions: word. Purple x Mascara: his eyebrows kinda bother me a tad Deadconvictions: why? Purple x Mascara: I have this issue with eyebrows...haha Deadconvictions: ooook Purple x Mascara: it's like...i hate big bushy ass eyebrows, i have problems with big, bushy eyebrows Deadconvictions: lol Deadconvictions: what about the drawn on ones? Deadconvictions: i hateeee those Purple x Mascara: hhhahaahah! Purple x Mascara: oh my gos. My stepmoms mom has those...i just want to rip off her face in fear Deadconvictions: =-O Deadconvictions: OH GOD Deadconvictions: im so sorry Deadconvictions: they BOTHER me so much Purple x Mascara: haha thank you Purple x Mascara: She's frightening. Deadconvictions: lol Purple x Mascara: and those goth chicks who've got blonde hair and black-drawn-on eyebrows...Ahhhh! Deadconvictions: ahahah Deadconvictions: Eww. Purple x Mascara: ..and what else...the unibrow makes me nauseous Deadconvictions: AHHH Deadconvictions: HORRIBLE Deadconvictions: ewwwww ewww Purple x Mascara: its just like...a big licorice pole across your face. like a roach motel or something..my god.. Deadconvictions: ahahahah Deadconvictions: hey. i want a unibrow... Deadconvictions: huge bushy unibrow. and then im gonna shave it, and draw on eyebrows. :-D Purple x Mascara: haha Deadconvictions: your worst enemy. mwhah Purple x Mascara: ewwwww Purple x Mascara: my stomach is churning Deadconvictions: lol. mine too. Purple x Mascara: stopstopstopstopstop ::holds up hands:: Deadconvictions: im sorry. Purple x Mascara: MuCh! Purple x Mascara: anyway, dear dear pal. i have to flee before my grandma bites me Deadconvictions: Nooo!!! no biting!! byeee. Purple x Mascara: byebye |
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| english class | ||||
| 10:28am 06/02/2003 | ||||
I failed my english mid-term with flying colors. (61%). The ONLY one in my class that failed. Now i'm in B-mo-nay's class... I'm in such a bad mood.. I cried...and on top of the crying my cold is So bad. I have had one of the worst days of my life and i hate everyone. everyone=hate. Chelsea...you need to come the fuck to school so i can kidnap you.
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| I'm updating wayyyy too damn much | ||||
| 12:40pm 05/02/2003 | ||||
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| Emo is Awesome...just awesome. | ||||
| 12:10pm 05/02/2003 | ||||
 Holy gee whilikers... I am as emo as it gets... I will try to cheer the heck up and stop wiping my nose on my sweater... Take the Emo Test at fuali.com Damn, i passed with FLYING colors...Who knew? ------ I am 21% Internet Addict  I am amazed that I even found this test. This is my first time online, isn't it great, I figured out this AOL-thing! But I don't quite know how to turn the computer off. Take the Internet Addict Test at fuali.com That's just kinda...gay. ------ I am 64% Grunge  I am pretty dirty, all right and, I reek of teen spirit... I would sell my own children for a moldy hotpocket, man. Take the Grunge Test at fuali.com thats a really big...lie ----- Ok i just joined this site, it seems pretty awesome..oh well.. the end. I will update if i see this Randy kid.. Whoo Hoo. Bastards. MUAAAAAAH! |
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| Reading period and the people that need to die. | ||||
| 11:42am 05/02/2003 | ||||
I didn't see my friends yesterday, grama came home at like...3:00...she NEVER comes home at 3. i come to find out...she didn't go to work. wheo.. and now andrews trying to "hook me up" with his friend Randy or something, which I find bogus and all, but whatever, I'll give it a shot. I just don't to be liked for my tits..and thats what Andrew told Randy about me...my tits.. great... i mean, sure he told him i was coool or whatever and i liked good music, but nothing i didn't expect. he's a swimmer, and supposedly's got an awesome body.. but I want a relationship, a caring/trusting thing, not some quick-fuck. plah. thats a waste of my time. Sometimes i wish i was just a good person, and people wanted me for that, my personality, and not my body. damn thing gets me in trouble soooo much. i'm wearing this Pj top, with a moomoo cow on it and all, rigght? so, anyway...it's super dooper tight-o-rama, and my belly's all showing...which is kinda bothering me... i feel fat today. then i come to find out i'm 20lbs underweight. If i ever call myself fat again, kill me, please? |
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| 11:58am 04/02/2003 | ||||
Yesmm, I try. -------------------  take the virgin-whore dichotomy quiz. and go to mewing.net. where we're all studs. hahahahaahahhahaaha. ----------  take the cher test. and go to mewing.net. because laura isn't cher. hahahaaaaaaah -----  take the taboo quiz. and go to mewing.net. nothing is taboo there. GO AMERICA! haha ------  because i thought this picture was pretty, laura of mewing.net told me this: "you enjoy sitcoms, popcorn, horses, and perhaps surfboarding. you lost your virginity either very early (under the age of eleven) or very late (over the age of thirty). you take politics and religion very seriously, and when you were a kid, you had a penchant for getting lost in shopping malls and/or amusement parks. your favorite color is most likely blue or green, and you are terrified of spiders." whatever will laura tell you?? WoW! ---------- because i thought this picture was pretty, laura of mewing.net told me this: "you enjoy sitcoms, popcorn, horses, and perhaps surfboarding. you lost your virginity either very early (under the age of eleven) or very late (over the age of thirty). you take politics and religion very seriously, and when you were a kid, you had a penchant for getting lost in shopping malls and/or amusement parks. your favorite color is most likely blue or green, and you are terrified of spiders." whatever will laura tell you?? ------ Chelsea, by the way, is coming to my house... so andrew and bri may not come cause i won't let them drink my vodka..and cause most importantly, they aren't allowed in my house. so, hopefully, i can convice them to take us for a car ride or something? |
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| 07:31am 04/02/2003 | ||||
uhhh.. today is supposed to be a relaxing-lazy-oh-so-lazy day, but it may not be. Chelsea has called me, at 6:30am... Brian and Andrew might come over today. I don't know...what...i should...do... Cause i don't like Brian anymore but HELL. he is a good kisser. and i won't get hung up on him cause...i won't...cause i want someone...else... this is gay. Ok well if I get sad for any retarded reason... I Will Be Back. |
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confused| Quizzes | ||||
| 03:15pm 03/02/2003 | ||||
 you are "buried myself alive" you have probably had a bad experience with love, which sux, but you have managed to move on (pretty much) :) which wicked song by *The Used* are you? brought to you by Quizilla ----  You're Branden! Wow! Tess's favorite...You're cool because you say sniff sniff in your thank you's on the CD...and because Allie just thinks youre sexy...which makes you cool of course. Anyways...you rawk!! Which The Used band member are you? huh? HUH? brought to you by Quizilla YAY! ---------  Three Simple Words Which Finch Song are you? brought to you by Quizilla --------  Saves The Day...Sappy emo...I LOVE IT!!! Which Emo band are you? brought to you by Quizilla -------  You're: PUNK ROCK PRINCESS ~~~!!!!Which Somėthing Corporate Song Åre Yņu?!!!~~~ brought to you by Quizilla AHHHHHHH CHELSEA!!! THAT'S NOT FUNNY! AHH! I'm going to cry. ------------  You are Emo. You like to cry, write depressing poetry and listen to dashboard confessional. Not that I can blame you. If I listened to music that shitty, I'd be sad too. Amy hates you. Are you an Emo bitch? brought to you by Quizilla haha Charlotte! ----------  You're *I'd Do Anything* by Simple Plan Which *Punk Love* Song Describes Your Relationship? brought to you by Quizilla wow.. -------  You are burning What Self-Mutilation Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Shame Shame. ---------  "Letters To You." -- Finch. You miss someone but you can't figure out what to do to get them back, so you're stuck writing letters that you'll never show. -.-;; "Can't you see that i wanna be |
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| SQUEEZE POINT'S DRUMMER ROX MY SOX! hehe | ||||
| 02:57pm 03/02/2003 | ||||
ya, i saw Squeeze Point at the Grange on Friday Night..The only band (besides NPI) i stayed to see! :-) |
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| 02:36pm 03/02/2003 | ||||
Chelsea's Andrew.
The Chance -----
So anyway. Sarah punched the shit out of my arm today. Chelsea is in math league with the other genious kids. not me. we're leaving at 3:45 ish. i dunno whether i'm going to her place..or home..whatever floats Julie's boat |
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| 12:37pm 02/02/2003 | ||||
He told Chels, "well Jessica...don't expect Chance to mess around with you." if i wanted him to, I'd have made that obvious by now. I'm not breaking up someone, even if I want to...Cause what goes around comes around. So, I want good to come out of this..whatever this is...please? I hope we get to go to the movies. I'm kinda sleepy and I feel dirty as hell. We've been packing Chelsea's house for like...3 days now, and today is the MOVE IN STUFF day. Her dad's being Skitzofrenic..grrr. damn i love the Get Up Kids SO Much.
That's..uh..part of the band. I really like that one song they sing..uh about the ...un...the chick on the phone with them and stuff...its on my Vegrant Records DVD with them, dashboard, face to face...saves teh day..etc... anyway.. THIS MAN BELOW IS WHO WE CALL RAPIST FORD. He wears thongs FYI.
ew. These teachers: Mr.Mayo (my middle school comm arts teacher) and Mrs. Letson (my french teacher) have got a little somethin'-somethin' goin on!
heheheehehe ok the end |
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| PISSED OFF. NO MOVIES. PISSED OFF. NO MOVIES. NO BOY. NO MOVIE. NO NO NOOOOOO | ||||
| 08:09pm 01/02/2003 | ||||
we WERE going to go to the movies with Chance, Andrew, and me and chels.. FUCK but andrew is being such a DICK. AH WHY WON'T HE DRIVE TO MOVIES 10!!!!?????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS GAY. He sits in his FUCKING ROOM DOING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING damnit i wanted to see Chance.. ...and go to the movies. he's so gay gay gaygaygay and hes being mean to chelsea cause he got his "Wawa" pedal or something stupid guitarists so gay s o g a y mean mean little mother fuckkker i am so so mad ok time flee i am mad mad mad mad mad mad m a d MAD did i mention that i'm PISSED OFF!? ok the end. No, It is not the end. because i still want to go to that damn movie. and i still wanna see Chance. i mean...duh...nothing will happen ::whines:: ...BUT...nothing is better than not seeing him at all. damnit i even fixed my hair. Andrew is a CUNT. p-u-b-i-c -- c-u-n-t. GO CCCCHHHEEEEERRRLLLEEEAAADDDEEERRRSSS! Stupid. and we can't do anything tomorrow cause ANDREW DOESN'T WANT TO. I wish Chance could drive (sometime in April he can). Oh well. maybe it's for the better. I mean..Everything does happen for a reason, right? and yes, i will keep telling myself that to boost my quickly-dropping ego and self-esteem or whatever. SHIT THIS IS GAY. I wish...I wish too much. Valentines Day Dance...next week. My Birthday...Next Week (the 12th). Valentines Day Dance...FUCK I NEED A DATE. Maybe I can ask Chance to go...but I doubt that, cause with that whole problem I'm facing called "His Girlfriend:Amber" gotta flee ciao |
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indescribable| Pictures of the people that I picture! | ||||
| 02:17pm 01/02/2003 | ||||
I love you. |
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| 12:51pm 01/02/2003 | ||||
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Well, the night started with Chels picking me up and we going to THE GRANGE (the place where MIRACLES happen) and so we like...chilld for a while and all.. later on Chance and Andrew came. Andrew was being OK, for once. Chance = beautiful as usual. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! All my friends ended up liking Chance. Jessica = gangster. Deanna was angry, at me, i think. well anyway around 8:30pm we left. (that is me. chels. andrew. and chance.) so we went to Tyler's (right next door to my house, we *paranoid=chels and jess* were so paranoid grama was gonna walk in and snatch us away) and ordered a BIG nacho thingie.(oh and we got 20 free bucks!!) after we ate, we went driving around Kirkwood Hwy. THEN! We went to FRIENDLY'S~!!~!~!~!~! Didn't sit or buy..or buy..or sit...we used the BATHROOM! Andrew kept staring into the freezer and all...then...we went to Prices Corner to go to Acme..we bought this: 3 sweet tart boxes, 4 frapucchinos, Extra Heavy whipped Cream (the kind in the can..for me of course), S'more pop tarts, 2 things of Phish Food (ben and jerry's), gum!, STICKERS!!!! oh and chelsea didn't get ANYTHING. We just stole andrews stuff. Chelsea and I were playing Spinach football in the frozen food isle. "Jessica's 'boobs' were bouncing up and down" says Chelsea. I sprayed whipped cream on Chelsea and then she made me eat it off...whoa. I mean..it was on her jacket, but i think the boys rather liked that. We went back to the Grange and Maria was a little Mer-Day and a tad upset because we didn't bring her along. we looked for her for like 10mins, but we couldn't find her so we left. oh well. sorry maria. Charlotte was also mad at me. She is confused about Mark. Char, honey, i love you and all, but GET OVER IT. Mark being nice is PROBABLY NOT Mark flirting. Make a split descision. You have competition. Deanna i think was mad becuase when she told me she liked Chance she said, " What's his name? Chaz?" and i said, "No, it's Chance. Like...You Don't Have A Chance." but when i rethought that...i thought "oh shit. i didnt mean it like that." And also. I don't have a chance with Chance either. damn it. OH GOD. I forgot to mention that we were listening to The Bloodhound Gang's song "The Ballad of Chasey Lain" AMAZING SONG. Look at Chelsea's Blurty to see the lyrics. That is my new song of Memory. Ah Beautiful, shocking SHOCKING SHOCKING night. Please have it happen the same way again. PLEASE!? ((((I said this to Kerry "then..i was acting Bi as hell and silly...then i was acting innocent (which DUH i am lol) and then i was PISSSSSED ...then...happyhapppppyhappy...SHOCKED.. anyway. that was the night of January 31, 2003. Today..i want it to happen again...but it won't. I HOPE it does. PLEASE? (chelsea ditto's that she says she'd change it a little though for her. but she has no problem at all. i do. but thats another day and another entry.) |
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