Human Cannonball

I feel like a human cannonball
getting shot in the air
flying so freely to anywhere
until I start falling and nobody seems to be there
That's what my life feels like
I'm going along just trying to be happy
as in flying free

All of a sudden someone says the wrong thing
I feel like I'm going down
falling to the ground
and seeing nobody there
it's like nobody seems to care
so would it really matter
if i did away with me
no more do I feel like I'm loved
no more do I feel like I'm flying free
but like I'm flying right into
the pits of despair and agony
7-13-00