Hey, something is really wrong with fanfiction because im not getting the reviews.
and while people seem to like this story and well I ought to finish it:P

so here you go, enjoy:

During the whole time, I tried to fight him off of me, but unfortunately he was a lot stronger than me and continues to rape me. When he was finally finished he didn’t say a word, he just got dressed and left. I felt so violated, it was my body and I didn’t want him to touch me. I ran in to the bathroom and took a shower. After I got out of the shower I got dressed and did my hair. The phone rang while I was getting ready but I refused to answer it. It rang like a couple of times, until my answering machine came on.

‘This is Serena, please leave your name and number and ill get back to you soon’
Beep
‘Serena, this is Darien, I really think we need to talk and I know your probably listening so pick up.’

How he knew I was listening I had no clue but he did. I turned of my phone and went in to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror for about maybe an hour just starring at my reflection and then I picked up the razor, which had seemed like my only escape from life my only way out of misery. I held it up to my wrist. I began to slice my wrist and then I heard a loud sound coming from down stairs, someone was at the door. It startled me so much that I flinched and the razor cut me the wrong way.I started to bleed like crazy, I reached out for a napkin to try and stop the bleeding but it was bleeding really badly,it was gushing blood. I guess I lost a lot of blood because the next thing I knew I was on the floor.

The next thing I knew I was waking up which seemed to be a hospital.I looked over to see Darien, lying awake in an arm chair.

“Serena you’re awake”

“I am”I said

“ill go get a doctor”

“No, not right now , what happened?”

“Well,Serena I came over to Seiya’s to see if you where alright and I found you in a puddle of blood.”

“Omg, are the twins alright?”

“Yes there fine, although you lost a lot of blood. Serena, just tell me what you where thinking? The doctors says you have lots of bruises and have several cuts on your wrist”

“Darien, please don’t ask me this” I said as I began to cry

“Listen! You don’t do something like this and expect me to blow it off and not care”

“but you don’t”

“I do care about you”

I don’t know what I was thinking at the time but I burst out in anger.Saying things that I didn’t want to say.

“that’s bullshit and we both know it.You want awnseres Darien? That’s what youll get.Lets start from the beginning, I loved you darien and you broke my heart, and to be honest I still do love you.Tried to more on with Seiya he ended up abusing me and I was too scared to leave him.I tried cutting myself to feel alive to make sure I was still alive and this wasn’t some bad nightmare.It felt good I continued to do it.Anything else you want to know?”

“serena, Im so sorry I never meant to hurt you like this.Why didn’t you tell me this?”

“Tell you what Darien? That I still love you? That everynight I cry because I miss you?
you’re the only reason I keep on going every day?That im so deeply in love with you that I feel like deing because I know youll never feel the same way”

“Serena look at me, Your life is worth living, you’re a beautiful young girl with so much to live for, you brighten up everyones life and have so much going for you”

“then why don’t you love me? What makes ray so much better?” I sobbed onto his sweater.

“I thought I could do this and pretend I feel nothing for you Serena but I cant, I didn’t know that by me trying to protect you I would just make things worse but I have, I think its time you know the truth”

“the truth ? what are you talking about?”

“this will be a long story”

I know this is a tad short but hey, it’s a chapter.
there will only be like maybe 5 chapters I think. But you never know.
hope you enjoy:D