It was a Friday night and I was just about to call Darien to let him know that I had a doctors appointment tomorrow. I wiped away the tears I had just finished crying. When ever I thought of him I cried, knowing I loved him so much and yet he still wasn’t mine. For the first few weeks it was worse I couldn’t even fake a smile but now I could I was still heart broken inside the only difference was now I was better at hiding it..
When I called SHE answered the phone. Maybe I should mention her huh. She was skinnier than me, prettier too and she was actual a nice person I just hated her .I was jealous of her she had the one thing I wanted most. Her name was Ray.

“Hello” she said

“Hey can I speak to Darien please?”

“Sure one second”

I heard her in the background ‘Darien hunny the phone’. Man did I hate her.

“Hello” he spoke. I loved the sound of his voice.

“Hi Darien, its me Seriatim really sorry to bother you but I just wanted to let you know that I have an appointment tomorrow to find out the gender”

“Alright, what time do u want me to pick you up at?”

“Oh no you don’t have to come”

“ I told you I would be with you through the whole thing and im going to be”

“2. Alright bye”

I had to hurry off the phone with him I felt the tears warming up. I ran to my bed and began to cry. I was a pregnant teen all alone. He could come to the appointments or what ever but he wasn’t truly with me in this. He was with her. I fell asleep with
my headphones on and mascara running down my cheeks, listening to that song
that reminds me of him. When I woke up the next day I hurried to get ready because I woke up late as usual it was already 1:00 when I woke up. When I was finished getting ready I went down stairs and waited for him to show. When he did I went in his car.

“Hey” he said

“hi” I said with a fake smile

When we got to the doctors office I went in right away. They did the ultra sound and Darien and me waited for the doctor to come back. When he came back he said.

“Well I have some news would you like to know?”

“Yea” I said

“Okay you have twins. A boy and girl”

“Wow Serena isn’t this great”

“I guess so” I said

“Ill let you two have a minute” the doctor said

“Serena what was that about?”

“its just now I am going to have two children to take care of and not even a proper home for them” I began to cry.

“Me and ray can take them and you can see them whenever and on weekends”

“Yea sounds wonderful and then they’ll be calling her mama” I spoke coldly.

“Serena, if you don’t want them to stay with me than they don’t have to okay”

“Fine”

Instead of going home I asked him to drop me off at my friends house. When I got to Lita’s house I went inside it was like a second home to me. The other girls where there too. When I walked in I smiled cheerfully.

“Hey guys”

“Hi”they all said

“ How are you always so happy?” mina asked

“I don’t know I just am” I smiled.

We chatted and ate of course. When I finally left I was kind of thrilled. I just wanted to get home. When I did I ran up to my bedroom and locked the door. I began to cry, I wanted him so bad. I thought to myself, maybe I can try to get him back? But no I thought he’s happy with her, I love him I just want him to be happy even if im not. That night I thought about my life more then I ever did, I had to find someone else. I had to try and get over Darien I could never let him be happy unless I was.

In the morning I got up and got ready. I mean really got ready I had to find another guy. No one would ever replace Darien’s place in my heart but I had to try. I just wanted him to be happy but I wanted to be with him more than anything. When I was ready I thought about Darien like I always do and let out a quick sob before I left. I decided I would go to the mall. I just walked around but no one really seemed to ask me out I guess no one wants to date a pregnant girl huh? I continued to walk around hoping some guy would ignore the fact I was pregnant. Luckly, some one did. His name was Seiya.

“Hey”he said

”hi”

“So what is a pretty girl like you doing out all alone. shouldn’t you be at home with a boyfriend?”

“I don’t have one.”

“Oh really? Good news for me” he smirked “here’s my number call me sometime”

“Alright” I smiled.

I know it might be a little short.
but I will add a new chapter soon.