laughter is my mask from all of my sorrow
I act stupid so you don't think I know what's going on
I'm an asshole to specifically avoid people like you
I wear disguises so you'll never see the real me
you'll never break me
you'll never get me to admit you get to me
I'd never break character for you
but some times between my disguise,
and what truely lies inside,
I lose track of who I am
when I start to pretend
I forget which one is really me
and some times it gets to me
it crushes my self esteem
it makes me want to fall down and cry
to tear you apart, then ask you why
but you can never see that side of me
I will never let you in
just the slightest thing
may seem like nothing
but to me it means everything
