VendaynRavenblack at Vampirefreaks.com [Premium Member]

"Boys are so cold they speak without meaning, the only time they talk is in their sleep. And girls are a bore, thier touch without feeling; their secrets always far too grim to keep. Thinking hurts and thoughts don't rhyme, to those of us who've never tried to find the face behind our lipstick smiles. And as our pretty faces die, our broken hearts will wonder why. Make up just won't hide the scars of time."

Doko e ikitai to omoimasu ka?

About this Hero:

.:: Name ~ Lucas Taylor
.:: Nicknames ~ Luke,Lukas, Ryuke, etc�
.:: Birth Date ~ May 17th 1988
.:: That makes me ~17.
.:: Sex ~Female, on the inside.
.:: Location ~Kyoto-fu, Japan
.:: Height ~ about 5'7''
.:: Sexual Orientation ~ Pansexual
.:: Status ~Taken
.:: Rating ~Hard X Core
.:: Rating Points ~1337
.:: Member since ~The big bang.
.:: Account Status ~God.
This hero is currently daydreaming.
.:: Rated by ~The best.

♥Look at me!♥ ♥Secrets♥ ♥A look in the mirror.♥ ♥A second try.♥ ♥Narcisistic♥ ♥Love people♥ ♥Edit your preferences♥ ♥We'll miss you!♥

Random quote for a random time: "Everything I sought inside was someone else's lie."-Lucas Taylor.

"Lucas is a hero to the world..."

"They're getting ugly, They're a horror show. And now we're laughing, Because they'll never know. That they have everything, We give them all of our own. And they tell us they're sick and they're all alone. They make fools of us together but we always think of them. All their laughing and their talking and their wasting of our time. And it always hurts to see them now that everything is different. We don't like to see their eyes cause they will never look the same. They shut the door, We fell far behind. We try forgivenes, But they cross the line. And now the moment has passed, And we can't rewind, We are dead long before we run out of time."

Who is Lucas Taylor?

My Body: Height: 5'7" Weight: 121 lbs. Bust: 34" Stomach: 27" Hips: 35" Piercings: Just my lip.

Nikto nichego nikogda ne poymet.
We are the few that wont say anything right, We are the footsteps fading into the night. Nobody cares and nobody stares with such conviction, and I say; I never wanted this, no one ever wanted this, but they gave it to me so I might as well be proud of it. Sticks and stones my break my bones, but names will never hurt me. Oh and its been years but still I fear that Someday they'll desert me. Hey there Salinger, what did you do just when the world was looking at you to write anything that meant anything, you told us you were through, but I see no plauqe and I see no grave and I can't help believing, you wanted it that way. And Vincent Van Gogh why do you weep? You were on your way to heaven but the road was steep, who was there to break your fall? Were guilty one and all. So you say you're lifes a bore, and I cant quite disagree, If you judge your life by the peices of shit that inhabit your t.v. They stand so proud and talk too loud when every other word is a lie. EVERYONE WHO IS ANYONE IS A WASTE OF TIME! Oh! To have died last night.. I realized it would'nt last. Ours days were numbered and the reaper tipped the hourglass. The final mayday of our sinking ship had come and passed. To the west you don't know what is is you're running from and everybody's laughing loud, this is your last chance to make your mother and your father proud. Like a child on the playground of the unconfessed souls, abandoned by my mother and my lover and my foes. If only I was brave enough to live the life I stole, what a wonderful world this could be. I dont care if you go now or if you stay. Your back is bleeding, you're bleeding on me.. That'll be the day when the sun falls down. The angels may weep but I hear no sounds. - Streetlight Manifesto.

If you dont like it, Change the music below. Or stop it altogether.
Robot (Russian Version)
"Nikto nichego nikogda ne poymet Takaya lyubov', iskusstvennyi med Iskusstvennyi med, iskusstvennyi led Iskusstvennyi rai, skoree vklyuchai I ya nikomu ne skazhu, chto ya robota lyublyu Robota lyublyu, robota lyublyu Robot, robot, robot, Ya tebya lyublyu, my tak khoteli Robot, robot, robot, Ya tebya vklyuchu I poleteli Robot, robot, V tvoem serdtse elaktronnye meteli Poleteli, poleteli, poleteli, poleteli Robot, robot, robot, Ya tebya lyublyu, my tak khoteli Robot, robot, robot, Ya tebya vklyuchu I poleteli Robot, robot, V tvoem serdtse elaktronnye meteli Poleteli, poleteli, poleteli, poleteli Poleteli, poleteli Takaya lyubov', nereal-nyi polet Iskusstvennyi med, iskusstvennyi led Takaya lyubov', iskusstvennyi smekh Iskusstvennyi sneg, I vse kak vo sne I ya nikomu ne skazhu, chto ya robota lyublyu Robota lyublyu, robota lyublyu Robot, robot, robot, Ya tebya lyublyu, my tak khoteli Robot, robot, robot, Ya tebya vklyuchu I poleteli Robot, robot, V tvoem serdtse elaktronnye meteli Poleteli, poleteli, poleteli, poleteli Robot, robot, robot, Ya tebya lyublyu, my tak khoteli Robot, robot, robot, Ya tebya vklyuchu I poleteli Robot, robot, V tvoem serdtse elaktronnye meteli Poleteli, poleteli, poleteli, poleteli "

"Building a Mystery"- Sarah Mclachlan
Now playing: Sakura ka getsu
"Salieri Stikes back"- Warmen
My beliefs:
I DO NOT believe in separation of "Preps", "Jocks", or your "Goths". Whether you want to believe it or not these are ALL stereotypes, not just "gothic", No matter how much you refuse to believe it.
I must insist that I DO believe in labels, however I do not enforce them upon people or use them as petty attempts of prejudice.

My Apparel:
I do not plan on molding myself to suit you, but I'm open to suggestions. I Participate in androgyny, I have a wide variety of clothes, maybe someday they'll be available for viewing.. hah. I believe in a strong freedom of expression and individuality, I feel that knowing girls can wear guy's clothes I can wear theirs.

About me:
I consider myself "Gothic" only in a sense where "Goth" refers to a psychological exploration of the human mind. I am not a building or your stereotype. The reason I'm here is the majority of people in this town suck, don't get me wrong, the town is fine.. But the people are boring. This happens to include me. Thus, I come here to this particular online community to find people I get along with, that can entertain me.

Languages I speak: English(Fluent+Writing)-America is shit! Japanese(Semi-fluent+Hiragana)- Watashi wa nihon-jin desu! Russian(Moderate+Writing)-Ya shosla s uma dlya malchika gay! Spanish(Second year)- Donde esta el queso apestoso? French (Begginer)- Je teme, mi petite noi. German (Begginer+Songs)- Aben sai haden guuten granaden. Korean (Begginer+songs)- Nanachi ko chukoya, aka watta zutto serando. Latin (A few phrases)- Veni, Vidi, Vichi. Dutch (Songs)- Oho! Opblaaskrokodil! Canadian (Fluent)- I speak good Canadian, eh? British (Almost)- 'Ese Brits dhink dey can foool mee? Australian (Decent)- Good'ay Mates. I lov' me sum' cap'n crunch. Group x-ish (Goodly)- Time for to get a punch to for your face. HTML (Fluent)-<geek> 1337 (Fluent in Jeff*K, PaNtS, and others)- 1 Fo|2 2 B 73|-| 1337E5T 8!S|-|!!!

Thanks to all you who rate and comment me. And yea.. Just wanted to tell you guys thanks in some small way... Just talk to me. Like everyone else, If you give me a low rating please explain why, I promise I wont be pissy, I'm very laid back. Also remember, I am premium and I am watching you.

...as if you even care.

Don't we all know how to feel broken hearted, and I think we've all felt down on ourselves. I think about a lot of things, like where I am and what I've gotten myself into, but most importantly, who I am.

"They who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night." -Poe

Stuff from Owensboro:

I am currently looking for a few things:
A job in modeling. Asians to hang out with. People in the area to swordfight.

1-270-926-9360 <--- My phone # !
[Calls so far:100+]Too many to list.

[People who have come to visit:10] "Ari" Brooke "TDM" Chris "Teh Chris" Carla "Midget?" Julie "Julie" Austin "Stompie" "Jessika" "Kody" "The Beef" "Alex" "Brad[Nail]"

"Suicide is the best form of self criticism and I, without any promise or obligation, keep the dagger one moment from becoming drunk with my blood."

Owensboro's top 4 DDR-ers...According to The last competition.
1.Visor Boy-taller kid- 2.Teh Chris 3.Toucan Dan-Smaller kid- 4.Luke-Fairy Boy-
Owensboro's top 4 DDR-ers...According to my girlfriend.
1.Visor Boy-taller kid-(Only because he's asian.) 2.Luke-Fairy Boy- 3.Toucan Dan-Smaller kid- 4.Teh Chris

My standing in Soul Calibur II: Platinum edge master of the dragon. Leader of Galahad And three or more victories in every army.

My signs!
Make me a sign and I'll love you forever! Email it to VendaynRavenblack@yahoo.com.

Fuck you and Thank you, I love you all.

I am pansexual, if you care to know. I once fell in love. X.o ... It hurt.

Likes:

Art- Eye candy. Being bitten-Just because. Being Held-Let's me know someone's there. Being Kissed-Pure emotion. Being mistaken for a girl-The other sex is always so much better. Being touched- Lets me know I'm real. Being used as a make up doll- I like to be prettier. Biting- Sexy. Blood play- These things go hand in hand. Chains- I'm submissive? Cheap stuff (rings, toys..etc.)-Cheap glam, and cute. Cherry Blossoms- My favorite! Cold- Frosty. Colors- Some of them are pretty. Concerts- Keeps me entertained. Clouds- Never ugly. Dance Freaks- W007! DDR- Keeps me in shape. Ellipses ("...") -Squall, It's his fault. Engrish *visit www.aaroninjapan.com for more info on Engrish*-So damn funny. Faeries-Mystical and mysterious. Feminine Guys- Like me! Gackt- Can you say Hot Asian? Glitter- Pretty. Guillotines- Sharp and inhumane. Hello Kitty- So freaking adorable. Ice- Mysterious and clear. In the Groove- It's like DDR. Intelligent people- They give me someone to talk to. Japan- They are better. Japanese stuff- Still better. Lauri Ylonen & his voice- Hot Scandinavian? 1337- !# '/|_|0 |)0||7 |<N0W...|)0||7 4$k. Lightning-Breathtaking. Lips- Take a close look. Made up words-The bestester they is. Masculine girls~ Kind of like me... Masochism- Hurt me, Hurt me please? Mature women- Always better. Music- My life. Neon glowy things- WEEEeeee. Nice long conversations- They are really better guys.. Nudity- It's art. Organization- OCD. Pencil sketches- Simple, clean and beautiful. Rain- Unorganized, chaotic, unpredictable. Reading- It makes you smarter. Running water- Ohh water. Sadism- Let me cut you? Stars- Beautiful. Streams- Look at it go. The sound of laughter-People can be happy... The taste of blood- It helps my soul feel better. Things that seem very out of place- They make the day better. Thunder- Ceaseless, Scares kids. Ville Valo & his voice- You already know. Vinyl- Oh baby! Viruses-They're just neato. Warm (not hot)- Comfortable.

Movies: I've never seen a movie I hated.. But I love: Advent Children Alice in wonderland Edward Scissorhands Fight Club Resident Evil (Both.) The Matrix (All three.)

Books: A brief history of time Alice in wonderland Fruits Snow Crash The meloncholy death of oyster boy and other stories The silver kiss The ultimate rush The universe in a nutshell

Video games: DDR!!! Mario Pokemon Resident Evil Sonic! Soul calibur II Zelda

Comedians: Brian Reagen Dat Phan Fredryk Fox George Carlin Mitch Hedburg Pablo Francisco Daniel Tosh

Attractive males:
[2199]

[Without hope]

[Nick!]
[MothChild]
[Kyle]

Attractive Females:

[Sarah]

[Maria]
[Kady]
[Brooke]

[Arianna]

[Ulla]
[Marcie]
The words: Alone, Antidisestablishmentarianism, Arches, Black, Dark(ness), Deterioration, Digital, Distal, Docile, Dust, Echos, Electroencephalographically, Empty, Euphoric, Flushed, Frost, Fuxored, Highlight, Hippopotomonstrossoequppidaliphobia, Illusion, Lonely, Lost, Manifested, Mellow, Moonlight, Nightmare, Omfoloscriptus, Omnisynopsis, Pale, Perpetual, Pnuemonoultramicroscopicsillicovolcanoconiosis, Rain, Reemerged, Stars, Steel, Tears, Towers, Travesty, Trees, Twilight, Virus, Window.

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Quotes:

Your world is too shattered for me to add my own cracked pieces to the pile.-The silver kiss.
All I ask for in this world is that when its my time I die for something not of something.-Ghost.
Stinking filth children.-Invader Zim.
Frolicking Dirt child.-Invader Zim.
I'm getting one of those things.. You know, a headache with pictures.-Fry.
Omfoloscriptus.-Mike Taylor.
True friends stab you in the front.-Genet ?
The ones you love the most hurt you the most.-Genet ?
The Grass on the other side of the fence is sometimes concrete painted green.- ?
Never underestimate how far you can throw a baked potato- Taco Jons.
See a penny pick it up and all the day you'll have, in fact, a penny.-?
There is an answer to everything that is simple, neat, and wrong.-?
Sometimes you get to be the windshield, Sometimes you get to be the bug.-?
Nothing is ever always wrong, even a clock that stops is right twice a day.-?
Honesty is the best policy but insanity is a much better defense.-?
Friends help you move, real friends help you move bodies.-?
Some how, some way we'll have to say goodbye-Lucas Taylor
If you're going to criticize someone walk a mile in their shoes, that way when you do criticize them, you'll be a mile away and have their shoes.-?
To cry is to know that your alive.-Ville Valo.
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had.-?
As the stars go out, I disintegrate.-Davey Havok.
I wish I had saved all the tears you made me cry so I could drown you in them.-Marcie
If you'd like your quote added, leave me a comment with the quote in it, or IM me and request I add it. (Thanks for reading this far into my profile.)

Dislikes:

Being a guy- If you have to know, Ask. Chalk pastels- Messy, messy. Chris Sorrels- Bestiality is bad. Closed mindedness- (Insert stupid comment here). Consonants- A pointless system of organization. Country music-I just don't like it. How most guys treat their girlfriends so terribly (and vice-versa)- Again, its not the right way.. Indecisesiveness- I hate it sooo much. Large groups of people (over 3 usually.)...- I get ignored. Music that doesn't fit my taste- Like country. Not being good enough for myself- I'm a perfectionist. People In general-A person however, is acceptable. People that don't read my profile- This does not mean you (obviously). People who pretend they are real vampires, when I can name 4 reasons they aren't.- Thank you Baron for a display of stupidity. Pornography- Its not right, go get laid. Predictability-It spoils the surprise. School- It wastes my time. Small children- Do you have to ask? Social Gatherings- Too much.. Socialness.. Stuff- Assorted things I left out? Sunburn- It hurts. A lot. Tans- They are yucky. The color orange- I don't know.. The online saying OMG- Overrated, Overused. The process of coagulation..- I want a vial of blood. The rest of the world- Because they aren't you. The sun-I'm allergic, seriously. Typos in my profile- It's so embarrassing. Unsatisfactory quality in anything- I don't like it if it doesn't work. Veggies- They taste bad. Vowels- A pointless system of organization.

What is the reason you can't outrun the rainbow?

Favorite Music:

Adema-Giving In. A Fire Inside-Sing the sorrow(album). Alien Ant Farm- Smooth Criminal. Alkaline Trio- Radio. Andrew W.K.-Party hard. Antonio Vivaldi- Winter. Aqua- Cartoon Heroes, Turn back time. Apu�(archya)- All. Atc.- All around the world. Audioslave- Like a stone. Avril Lavingne Let go (album), My happy ending. Bad Religion- No Control (album), In so many ways. Bambee-Cowgirl, Bumblebee. Barenaked Ladies- Pinch me, One week, Its all been done before. Batty- The batty rap. Beck- I'm a loser Soy un perador, E-pro. Blink182- Feeling this, I Miss you. Blood Brothers- Loves rhymes with hideous car wreck. Bloodhoung Gang,- Hooray for boobies (album). Bowling for soup- Punk Rock 101. Brak- All. Breaking Benjamin- Blow me away. Bush-Glycerin. Butthole Surfers- Electric Larry Land (album). Camp Kill Yourself- Close yet far, Flesh into gear, Bite it you scum, +more. Castle Logical- Mischievous boy. Celldweller- All. Coheed and Cambria- A favor house atlantic. Cold- Just got wicked. Corey Taylor- Bother. Cradle of Filth- Vampire, Dinner at deviant's palace. Creed- One last breath, My sacrifice, What if. Christina Agulara- Beautiful. Crossfade- Cold. Danny Elfman- All Dashboard Confessional- Vindicated. Darude- All. D.C. talk- Supernatural, Jesus Freak. DDR- Most music from the game. Dead Star Assembly- Deadstar Assembly(album) +Live!. Deavid Soul- Miller ball breakers. Del Amitri- Roll me. Desire- Healing vision. Dido- White flag, Stan. Dir en grey- All. Disturbed- Down with the sickness. Drowning pool- Bodies. Eels- I like birds. Eifel 65- All. Electric Tooth Brush- Yappie feet. Emiko Shirotori- Melodies of life "Layers of harmony". Evanescence- Fallen (album), Anywhere but home (dvd). Everclear- Wonderful, I will buy you a new life. Everlast- Put your lights on, What it's like. Fall out boy- Sugar, were going down. Fastball- The way. Fefe Dobson- Take me away. Fenix TX- All my fault. Five For Fighting- Superman. Franz Ferdinand-Take me out. Frederic Chopin- Fantasie-Impromptu. Gackt- All. (With the exception of "Holy night"). Godsmack- Serenity. Goldfinger- Hang ups (album), 99 Red Balloons. Goo goo dolls- City of angels, Here is gone. Gorillaz- Gorillaz (album), Demon dayz (album). Green Day- All. Group X- All. Guitar Vader- Magical girl. His Infernal Majesty- All. Hoobastank- Crawling in the dark, The reason. Incubus- Megalomaniac, Drive, Talk shows on mute. Imagica- All. I:Scintilla- All. Jack off Jill- Fear of Dying. Jason Mraz- The remedy. Jewel- Who will save your soul?, You were meant for me. Jet-Look what you've done. Jimmy Eat World- The sweetness, Pain, The middle, Time. Johann Pacelbel- Canon. John Cougar Melloncamp- Wild night. John Mayer- Bigger than my body. John Rzeznik- Im still here. Junior Senior- Move your feet. Kittie- Spit, Brackish. KMFDM- Trust, Anarchy. Koda Kumi- Real Emotion, Real emotion (japanese), Sen Okotobawa "1000 Words" (japanese). Korn-Freak on a leash, Follow the leader. KuW (Kings and Jokers)- All. L.E.D. Light- The shining polaris. Lenny Kravitz- Once you dig in. LFO- Girl on T.V. Lifehouse- No name face (album). Linkin Park- All (with the exception of their intrumentals). Limp Biscut- Behind blue eyes, Just one of those days, I wish. Lisa Loeb-Stay. Lost Prophets- Wake up, Last train home. Ludwig Van Beethoven- Bagatelle no.25 in A (Fur Elise), Sonota no.14 in C# Minor "Moonlight" (Moonlight sonata). MC Chris- All. Marcy Playground- Sex and Candy. Marilyn Manson- This is the new shit, Mobscene, Sweet Dreams, The Resident Evil theme. Maroon 5- This love, She will be loved. Men without hats- Safety dance. Michelle Branch- Everywhere. Millencollin-= No cigar. Mindless Self Indulgence- Frankenstein Girls (album), You'll rebel to anything (album). Modest mouse- Ocean breaths salty, Float on. Mudvayne- Not Crawling. Muse- Time is running out. My Chemical Romance- Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge (album). Naoki- All. Natalie Imbruglia-Torn. Nelly Furtado-Turn out the light. Nickleback-Someday, How you remind me, Too bad. Nightwish- Oceanborn (album). Nine days- Story of a girl. Nine Inch Nails- True, Freak on a leash (techno mix), Forever. Nirvana- Nevermind (album). Oasis- Wonderwall. Omega- Max300. Ome Henk-opblaaskrokodil (The French Erotic Film) Outkast-Sorry Mrs. Jackson, The whole world, Hey ya. Ozzy- Cray train. Panic! At the disco- A fever you can't sweat out (album). Paula Cole- Where have all the cowboys gone? Pink Floyd-Another Brick in the wall. Powerman 5000- When worlds collide. Prozzak- Saturday People. (album.) Puddle of mudd- Blurry, She hates me. Queen- Bohemian Rhapsody. We are the champions, Another one bites the dust, Bicycle, Killer Queen. Rage Against The Machine- Lights out. Ramstein- Du hast, Feuer Frie, How does it feel? REM- Losing my religion. Reps- About the city. Red Hot Chilli Peppers- All. RevenG- Matsurti Japan. Re-venge-Tsugaru, Tsugaru (Apple mix). Rob Zombie-Dragula, Living Dead girl. Rod Stewart- Reason to beleive. Sabrina Paris- Look at us. Savage Garden-You're everything. Seether-Broken. Sektor Gaza- All. Semisonic- Closing time. S.E.S.- Dreams come true *Korean ver*. Sister Hazel-All for you. Slipknot- I am hated, My plague, Wait and bleed, Left behind. Smashmouth- All. Smile.dk- Future girls (album) Butterfly, Dancing all alone, Boys. Something Corporate- Punk rock princess. Spiritfall-My reason. SR71- Right now. Stained- Its been awhile. Stratovarius- Stratofortress, Stratosphere. Streetlight manifesto- Everything goes numb (album). Stephen Lynch-All. Steriogram-Walkie Talkie man. Stone Sour-Bother. Sublime- I've seen better days. Sugarcult- Memory. Sugar Ray- Someday. Sum 41- Still waiting, The hell song, In too deep. Super Green X- Runny morning, 4f73r M3. Switchfoot-The beautiful letdown (album). System Of A Down- Toxicity (album), Steal this Album (album), B.Y.O.B., the zelda song. Tai Mai Shu- All. T.A.T.U.- 200 km/h in the wrong lane (album). T.A.T.Y.- Dvesti po vstrechiy (import album). Tenacious D- All. The Birthday Massacre- Nothing and nowhere(album), Violet (album). The Bravery- An honest mistake. The Caesers- Jerk me out. The Cult- She sells sactuary. The Cure- Love song. The Darkness- I beleive in a thing called love. The Killers- Somebody told me. The Offspring- Hit that, Americana (album). The Rasmus- Dead letters (album), Apocolyptia (dvd). The 69 eyes- Grey. Three days Grace- Just like you, I hate everyhting about you. Three doors down- Kryptonite, When Im gone, Here without you. Tom Petty- Free falling, Last dance, You dont know how it feels. Tool- Lateralis (album), Anemia (album). Utada Hikaru- Hikari (all 4 versions), Devil inside, Sakura drops. Trans- Siberian Orchestra- Beethoven's last night (album) +*live*. Venga boys-We like to party. Vertical Horizon- Everything you want. Vitamin C- Graduation song. Wall Flowers-One headlight. Warmen- Unknown soldiers (album), Salieri strikes back. Weezer-Buddy Holly. Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart- Sonata No.11 in A major K 331 (Turkish March). Yellow Card- Something of Value, Everywhere. Z- MaxX Unlimited. Zug Island- Sunny day, Suicide. ZZ- The legend of Max. 2MB- The Paranoia Series.

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