This is going to be my soul page, where you get a deep and perhaps disturbing peek into my psyche and see some of the poems and songs I have written, and also other various and sundry cries for help. Some of it is pretentious, some of it hilarious, and some of it is downright creepy, but it's all mine....so enjoy.
Leave Me Alone
(Okay...so I was really pissed off with the world that day)
Set All The Children Free
(Hmmmm, I don't normally like children, or maybe I do, and just don't know it.)
The Hidden Pain
A feeble attempt at martyrdom and penance.
Gone So Very Long
A poem about a painfully broken friendship restored.
Confused
Briefly pondering the mysteries of life and death.
And So It Begins
A tribute to my new love.
All For You
Humiliations galore, all in the name of love.
One More Time
Yup, still depressed, but trying to be inspirational :-).
Dilemma
How the F**K can I make a choice???
You Don't Love Me
A painful dillema regarding sex.
Fantasy
A refreshing romp through my fantasy world.
The Ornament
Lost and forgotten my heart gathers dust.
Space
The final frontier, of pain. (very short)
Safe For Now..
Success really makes me paranoid..
A Little Bit O' Poemness
Ha ha ha! What a great title for an abstract thingy. :-)
Velocity
Depression from a physics perspective.
Just Another Depressing Milestone
My life is STILL going nowhere, only it took this long to do it.
Bland
Don't expect your usual beautiful nature scenery in this one.. Walt Whitman would be appalled.
Please Consider Me
A poem dedicated to a friend of mine, and all those others that seek me out, as they inevitably do.
Cramped
A poem about how I feel right now, and no I'm not PMSing :P.
Sometimes
A poem spewed out in 2 minutes on request. ;-)
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My Songs
Thank God For The Internet
The Man Who Could Not Win
I'mmature
Primal
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My New Art Page!
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Other Random, Perhaps Disturbing, Things
An interview with Larry, the voice in my head
A second interview with Larry (The Bastard)
Hmmm......He doesn't have a last name.....
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My Rant Forum
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Disturbed yet? Why not try some Bunny Therapy
OBSESSIONS
Yes, as you may have guessed, I'm an obsessive person, I pick one thing and run it into the ground till I get sick of it, and then pick something else....Here are some of my past obsessions:
Movies, AD&D, Magic:The Gathering, Civilization 1 or 2,
Warcraft 2, ICQ chatting, Starcraft, Starcraft:Broodwars, Certain role-playing video games, Mortal Kombat 3, Hero Quest, Metallica, Masturbation (Yes, I admit it, at one point I became obsessed, I'm better now), South Park the movie (I watched it about 30 times in a row), Pokemon, My guitar, This website, A girl named Melissa, A girl online named CherryKiss, Warhammer Fantasy, www.thespark.com, Stacey, Emotional Growth,Monty Python Movies, Chrono Cross, Seclusion, Diablo 2(....oooh baby, Me likes me Paladin.), Online gaming at www.games.com, The Transformation Chatroom on mIRC, Burning CD's, Spending Money, Silkentoes, D&D, Webcomics, Squandered Youth, Solitude, Neopets! At www.neopets.com, 2 Sense, Warcraft 3 Frozen Throne, Defense of the Ancients, WWE, and many many more things........
Note: Just to warn people, I know myself, I know I am obsessive, but I can't seem to help it. So don't even try to talk to me about something other than my current obsession. You can try, and it may work, but chances are whatever it is, I won't be interested at all.
MY MOST RECENT OBSESSION:
Heroes of Might and Magic 3
MY CURRENT OBSESSION:
Figuring out a program called "The Gimp"
Here is something new! A place for me to purge my obessions and put things where they belong.. in the trash.
THE TRASH:
Where I officially don't give a shit about this anymore.
Cleaning my room, getting a job, finding true love, being happy, getting "a life", engineering, my youngest half brother, my schizophrenic Stepdad, a game called Utopia Online, Neopets, all of my exes with the single exception of maybe Cherry, George W. Bush, and living up to society's expectations.
MOST RECENT TRASH ITEM:
Any feelings I may have had about a girl I know.
She can pout by herself forever alone for all I care.
For whatever reason, or none at all. I'll find someone else to play D&D with.