i miss you... basically just miss talking to you even if all we do
is fight. there's just this sense of relief that comes to me when we talk
to know that you're okay. but now i can't do that. i don't know if you're
happy, sad, angry i don't know about you anymore and that leaves part of
me empty and part of me with fear too. the only thing i can depend on is
whenever you go online and all i know is that you're alive. which can ease
some of my worries for you. yeah whenever i see you online. although that's
only on one out of my four screenames. it's weird i know. but you're gonna
stick to your word and i'll stick to mine. two very stubborn people are
just a bad mix altogether. right? heheh it's all good. i don't hold any
regrets and hopefully you still don't. but if ever you wanna talk about
anything you know how to reach me i'll always be here. the ball is in your
court whatever you wanna do with it is fine with me.
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