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Ah, the ending is always so bittersweet
Wednesday, 21 June 2006

Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: I Will Follow You Into the Dark
Well, i guess i'll keep updating this...did you know, that the summer is really increadibly boring, especially when you're waiting for something to come. I swear, saturday is never going to come! I've already packed (unlike some people who waited to pack the night...or morning before)

Well i feel like a psycho, writing basically to myself here. But you should feel special, it's your own allie-blog! Because everyone knows that you need your daily dose of allie, right?

Aim is so boring, there isn't anyone good on, there were some people earlier, but they all signed off and left me alone, and now Khemara and Aaron are talking about Aaron's theory of gravity...

Today was a day where i just....watched the world go by, i've begun that..."thinking phase" again...tomorrow i'll probably spend just listening to music up in my room thinking, maybe light some incense....put up the subwoofer.....sounds like heaven. The only problem with these "thinking days" are that it's so hard to pull yourself out of them. I could seriously spend months thinking, but not much good comes from thinking. Usually you're left more confused than when you began...

Who knows, maybe you'll never read this, maybe in the time of a week, kevin went through an amazing transformation and no longer wants to hear the randomness Allison spurts out! That leadership camp made him stand up and say, "No!" to french canadian american catholics! (haha, most hated person in the world!) You know, boredom makes you do interesting things, today i was one minute away from getting Trillion, i was thinking about it....and thinking....but i decided, no, kevin must be special, and i must be an old school gamer! :D

I haven't really updated xanga...there's no real point i guess, although i'll probably update it in a bit, write something....'meaningful.'

Which reminds me, i was thinking about making a new screen name and spencer was helping me, i'm thinking, something forgotten. Forgottenlies, Forgottenlives, Forgottenmemories, Forgottentwilight, i really have no idea, that's your job over the next week, find a new screenname for me! I want it to be meaningful and kinda complex, but not really, something like i have now, but not the same words....am i making sense? Am i really ready to change screennames though? I was thinking about that, changing screennames is like, extreme. It's almost like changing who you are, i've had so many memories with 'twistedfate048' and just to throw that away and make a new screenname, wow....but maybe, maybe i need that new beginning.

Have you ever heard the song "Chasing Cars" by Snow Patrol? I love that song, along with "You Could Be Happy" (by the same people). Aww, people signed on but the conversations died, i hate it when conversations die and then it's all....awkward.

You know what i really want to do this summer? Hang out under the stars, but the chance of that happening is slim to none. First of all, i would need a good spot, and second of all, i would need a person, because you can't just watch the stars by yourself. Maybe when Tasia comes back from academy or something...who knows? I have this table in my backyard that's really old, it's up against the house and we barely ever use it. I call it, 'my table', because whenever i want to just think outside, i sit on that table and the whole world slows down, it's amazing...

Wow, this entry was a lot longer than i thought it was going to be. I haven't really had anyone to talk to though, so sorry if you read this. This week i'm just kinda, hanging out in the house reading, watching movies, wasting times online, and playing video games, so interesting, eh?

heY LOok At My WriTiNg, It'S aLL WEiRd, DOn't yOU HaTe It wheN pEoPle wRITe liKE tHIs? okay okay, i'm done, you can now go on with your life, Bye Kevin! You'd better write to me, and you'd better write a great long letter about all your adventures and all your thoughts and everything! If not, you'll get a beat-down french canadian style! :D *waves*

*edit*

insanus589: o, vir somnorum!
insanus589: exspectavi te semper et semper
insanus589: et tandem, ades
insanus589: ades
insanus589: in meum vivante cubiculo
insanus589: O, man of my dreams!
insanus589: I've waited for you forever and ever
insanus589: and finally, you're here
insanus589: you're here
insanus589: in my very living room
insanus589: et pulcherrimus ante omnibus viris
insanus589: and you're the most beautiful/handsome man I've ever seen

interesting kevin...a very...unique story ~_^

Posted by ga4/lime at 11:41 PM EDT
Updated: Thursday, 22 June 2006 12:25 AM EDT
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