Mood: quizzical
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How does one define love? How do you know if you've found that "special someone" with whom to spend your life? These questions have not been important to me since June of 2004. I don't share my soul with people. I'm not a cold fish, however- I am social and outgoing, and I enjoy good conversations. But to wear my heart on my sleeve would be an act very out of character for me. I've been hurt, and hurt another in return, and there are personality traits I have which puzzle me. I lose interest in potential boyfriends rapidly, and I sometimes feel like the black widow, mating and getting mine and then moving on. That sounds horrible and makes me look like Jezebel, but I feel that way sometimes. Anyway, all this considered, for me to be even asking myself the aforementioned questions is strange. I am not sure whether I should take this train of thought to heart or dismiss it as I would any other similar thought. Is there a reason I'm asking myself these things now? And if so, does this mean I should allow myself to be vulnerable, share a piece of myself with someone again? Should I override my fear of being hurt and betrayed? Do I have enough heart left to share, and would it be worth it to the other person to take a chance on me? Argh.