HOW ....WHEN.....WHERE

Lost and alone in this cold dark place The love Has left with the snap of a finger Completly gone....without a trace It's taken over my mind Peace Is what I'm here to find I sit and wonder was It all for show? I've had no luck For I've searched hi and low Even beyond and below I want to find your heart again Ohh why can't I put this to end No matter how hard I've looked Or how many pages I've turned In this book There Is no trace Like It was a lost or stolen place I know It was once there Or was I really dreaming? What I feel Inside I want desperately to share But the words stick and refuse to come out I'm trying with all my might But yet still...nothing comes out Where did the love go? Will I ever know? How...please will you tell me now Could It just disappear like so I want to understand Really I do I need you to tell me I have to accept this..don't you see I can't help but to wonder Why It's always me I've learnt from past mistakes For granted Is something you can never afford to take Heartache doesn't last And the only way to go on with your life Is to put It behind you Leave It In the past I've learnt that hiding your true feelings doesn't get me anywhere but a step back And to the contrary I've learnt when you do show your heart ...sometimes It breaks apart. The choice Is mine to make This would be much easier If I could only understand where It went But that answer I'm not sure I can take As much as I want to hold on to what we once had I hate the thought of living without you But I knew deep Inside It was the right thing to do I don't want to love you Yet I still do I have to let It go Theres nothing else I can do I just want to know what happened Where did the love go? Not knowing Is driving me mad! If I could find a way To see strait Into your soul To know If I ever really held your heart. Peace would follow I know If you only..... If you could.... Tell me In your heart I once stood I will be forever looking Trying until I find Where that love went And what It may have left behind Why It was so quickly took And If I ever find It Then and only then can I close this chapter of this book And after all Is said and done The memories will become my peace One of life's test maybe ....yes....I've won When I think It was all a dream Merely a figment of my Imagination I can go back In time Back to this place And take a look When I'm done and have seen What might and could have been I can smile and remember when Then I can start a new chapter of this book And carry on with my life again