It should be used with caution.It can be harmful to your health.You start out slow then it becomes
more and more.You can't get enough, you lose sleep and you eat to much.It controlls you.You can't
get away from it.You lose control of your life.You can't face reality.You reach out to the one you
love, but they can not reach you and you can not reach them.You become frustrated and ill.You
want your life back but you can't have it, because if you get your life back your all alone.leaving be
hind the most important part of yourself.What is it that is in control?
Written by Venus for her love Vulcan...
I was running blindly in the night, searching, crying "where is my love?"I cannot find him "please come
to me." Running through the forrest, the branches tugging at my hair , leaning their marks on my face,
tearing at my eyes mixing blood with my tears.Running deeper into the trees and the darkness I am
lost, I cannot find my way.Reaching to the heavens I beg for mercy.I push on barely able to walk, the
wind pushing me back as I trudge forward...I hear him, I hear my love, I hear his voice " I am here ,
come to me." I try to move forward to reach him but my legs will not carry me.I am frozen deep in
the darkness...I try to call out to him "I am here my love" My arms reaching , but i cannot make a
sound, I cannot move...I hear the snapping of the branches and I hear him softly crying "where are
you my love? I have searched for you for 100 years" his voice growing softer as he moves away
from
my direction, leaving me alone in the darkness as I cry silent tears reaching out to him.But he is gone
far away into the darkness, far away from from me to continue his search, knowing I am there, but he
cannot find me....
Written for my love on this day 8/26/97
all of the poems on this page were written by someone who is very close to me,her name is Venus,and these were writen to her love Vulcan
