Well last night, at about 1am, Kanon and Redford come knocking at my window. SIDE NOTE: Kanon is a complete psycho that I had distanced myself from for over a year now, I had told him I never wanted to see him again. Redford is a really cool guy he acts like he's 20, but he's only 15. He's a goth, and now a drug dealer as well. He was really close to Philip, really decent guy really, but we all have our flaws don't we? Well Anyways. They came knocking on my window and wanted me to come out & talk with them. So I figured "What harm could it do?" and I did. So I Began to talk with them, Turns out they were drunk, they had been drinking cheap Tequilla and cheap Beer and Redford was totally smashed, Kanon was nearly smashed. We talked for a while. Redford told me about how he believed that Chris(philip's fiancee) was manipulating philip into thinking that all of his friends are somehow doing something to Chris sexually. Like she accused Kanon of groping her. And then when Kanon denied it, she said that he "TRIED TO ALMOST GROPE MY BREASTS" when just before she claimed that, she asked a drunken Kanon to massage her neck and shoulders. Now it's not that I doubt Kanon's ability of being a sexual predator, but even Kanon couldn't be attracted to Chris, it's not like she's attractive, she has a total of 4 teeth, and three are in her pockets. So Philip seperated himself from Kanon and will not even talk to him now. She also claimed that Bryan groped her breasts while she slept and molested her. She then told Philip and he seperated himself from Bryan and sent him back to South Carolina. No one has spoken to Bryan since. She has constantly been trying to plot something against me and Redford. If she can seperate Philip from all of his friends, she can have him completely to herself, and will control him even more so than she does now. The only thing keeping her from complete control is the tiny bit of footing we give him in reality. She is in her mid to late 30s, Philip is 19. Philip is going to be a video game programmer. She is a McDonalds manager(when she's not unemployed). I say she sees Philip as her last chance not to be lonely all of her life. So she's just doing anything it takes. Already she has proved that because at one point when Philip had left Tennessee after visiting her, she claimed she was pregnant to get him to come back. Then when she agreed to come back, she told him it was untrue. I have never had so little respect for any woman.

But then anyways, Kanon also talked to me a bit. He's still the same guy, seems a bit calmer, but that my just have been the alchohol. He told me how he had considered just calling me once in a while just because he was wanting to talk about God. See Kanon was a Christian as a child, now he just does the form of Christianity but doesn't believe in it. It's religion to him. It is just a way of doing things, it has no meaning to him. Because he tried to rationalize everything out in his mind, trying to bring it all to a science, he lost the just plain ability to believe. One of the things that is key to Christianity is go ahead & deal with the fact that there are things that you just cannot and will not understand. Like The Virgin Birth for instance. I don't understand how it happened, or how it COULD happen at all. But I do believe it happened. But anyways, he told me that he was considering coming to church with me once in a while. Somehow I believe that like I believe that Brother Danielson could make it in pop radio.

After Kanon & Redford were JUST about to leave, my brother pulls up in the yard with his travel trailer. Kanon & Redford get really scared an run off. Personally at this point I'm pretty amused at them, but also upset that my brother is here already. I am not too thrilled he is here. I must say I just don't enjoy his company too much. The only thin in common is we both called my dad "father." Thing is we don't even share genes, my father was only his Stepfather. By the way my brother is almost as old as my mother, he's like 48.

That's all for now, more to come when I get back from lunch hopefully

Arg Out