Hello,

I quit smoking, Praise God! But it has been difficult sleeping lately, I've been feeling a bit wired as a result.I have gone through a lot of other sudden changes. I feel like I have been spiritually awakened!

This is a quick note, I want to wake up early so bad and help at the new building in the morning. I haven't been able to yet but I have really been trying. I have been reading a book called "The Spiritual Man" by Watchman Nee. This book is so awesome you have to find a copy and read it. It's been like chomping on spiritual steaks, it's so meaty! It's around 230 large pages of text explaining everything you'd ever want to know about being a spiritual person.

Also, I have been receiving a recent large number of letters praising God for my webpage 'Fire From Heaven Ministries' which I built last year. It has ministered to over 7800 people since I first designed it. I took a couple hours and updated it yesterday and today. People from all over have been sharing my testimony with others. Hallelujah! You can visit the site at:

http://www.angelfire.com/ga/firefromheaven

I have to admit something to you tonight that God revealed to me today. It was like scales fell from my eyes when I realized this aweful thing I had been doing. I am repenting because many of the activities and directions I had heading in were my own free will and were never God's will. I had been living very soulishly. I am being very careful and focused at present as I examine my heart and listen to the voice of God.

The prophet said something to me when he visited that is exactly accurate. He told me that I am grounded here while I learn the word of God...but God was preparing me for foreign soil and I would someday be ministering across other nations. I have been meditating on that and claiming it in faith, not really sure what that word holds.

I am changing! I have submitted myself to God's will, to be in cooperation with Him. Oh! I almost forgot something I wanted to share. The Lord revealed something to me yesterday that was very differant. He allowed me to feel what it was like for a sould to go to hell. It was very strange, I didn't like the feeling! Now I'm not talking about fire and stuff, I'm talking about the feeling of death apart from God. I'm talking about the feeling of dying without inheritance in heaven. It was quite odd, a bit overwhelming...let's face it, it shook me! I have a revived interest in evangelism now, Praise God! I'll try to tell you more about it later. Have a blessed day!