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February 16,1999
SHESHHH!
The past few days have been so freakin' damn hectic.
I've been literally pulling my hair out! *holding
globs of her hair in her hand*
I had problems with my Jo Jo, my best friend IRL has
been slowly driving me NUTSO! It's so crazy lately! *s*
That's all!...........
January 27, 1999 (2:39pm)
UNTITLED
I have found myself extremely bored at the mo.
Just finished updating my website and decided to
mingle in here a bit.
The past few days have been a bit hectic at home,
(No need for detail) however, I have been able to
talk to Jo numerous times over the past week. (very
excited about that)
Well, I'm done for now.
January 18, 1999 (3:18pm)
ACK!!!
Still no sleep, but this is the least of my worries
at this point in my day. Can people shrink??? Seriously???
Can they? I am begining to think I have been. (growing old early?)
See, I noticed today that my socks seem larger. I mean, they
like slouch bad. They also slip down easily. *lol* So, can people
SHRINK???? I also noticed at my Doctor appt. in Nov. I was
standing tall at 5'11". Then in Dec. I was at 5'10" tall.
Where did the other inch go?? Now I'm at 5'11". I think my body
is playing mind games with me. MWAHAHAHAHA....
January 18, 1999 (1:58am)
UMMMM
Can't really sleep. I have too much on my mind.
I'm moving out soon, so I have alot to figure out and sort out.
On a lighter note, *grins* Jo asked me to marry him. (again hehe)
Of course I said yes. *big smile*
That's about it for now....*laugh*
January 11, 1999 (11:50pm)
BORED
Ummm....I'm incredibly bored at the mo. Someone
get online....*screams* Ok, just venting..*s* Oh..I love Jo!
January 11, 1999 (9:33am)
INSOMNIA
I can't sleep so I decided to add something more
to this part of my page. *happy happy joy joy, rolling
her eyes*.
Guess what? I got bitched at by my dad again. Fun.
He's such an ass sometimes. *sighs* Heck he is
all of the time. He comes to me "You don't do
a damn thing around this house." That's BS I tell
him. I clean this house EVERY damn day top to bottom.
Then he gets pissed b/c I take interest in webdesign
and digital imagining. Hell why should he be mad?
I'm good at it. I have excellent artistic tallent.
I'm doing something I love to do. And last but
not least I'm 20 freakin' years old. I'm a grown
lady dammit. *frowns*
Anyway...Just decided to vent frustrations...BLAH.
I love Jo though...at least he's making me happy
and keeping me on the "saner" end of things..
January 10, 1999 (5:45am)
I HATE BEING ALONE...
I can't seem to STOP thinking about Jo. I mean, I'm not
in anyway complaining but it is starting to get to me. Why can't
he be here???? Why must we be forced to live so far apart...at
least we are for now... I want him to be here... *sighs*
It's gonna be hard I know... Living till August without
him here "in the real"... It's worth it though... I mean, I love
him more than I have loved anyone...so...
This day has been nothing but a pain in the ass...
Someone has been hacking my computer yet again...Stupid asses...
*sighs* I am begining to think the internet is no longer worth
the shit I get from it.....Only certain things keep me
here... *sighs*
I love Jo most...*feels a little better now* =)
I'm done...
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