today was good
Mood:  happy
Hey everyone.I love Josh Bowles.and no is goin to take my baby from me. he loves me and he means so very much to me . hes the best and hes the best thang that ever come in my life.(thats a guy).I mean he is my baby and my bestfriend to i can talk to him about everthang and anythang.and some people need to know that now we are in high school and need to grow up and stop runnin there mouths becouse one day someone is not going to take it and beat them up. i love josh with all my heart and he is the very best i could never ask for anyone else . i would never want to be with anyone else. he means everythang. he is the best.I care for him so very much and i just wish people would know that and leave us alone and stop tryin to breake us apart and leave us both cryin. i hate to see my baby cryin. when he dose i know he really cares for me. he means this world to me and so much more. i would give anythang for him. i love him so much. i love him more than anyone could ever love him. he means more to me than anythang in this life time. i just wish he knew how much he means to me and i hope he never leaves me. i would fall apart right there on the floor and cry a river of tears and i hope i would drowed this world becouse i would not want to see another day with out him by my side. he means more to me than anythang i would give it all up just to stay with him. i dont want to be with out him by my side tellin me everythang is alright. he makes me so happy. and i smile all the time. i cry becouse i am happy to be with someone who cares about me just as much as i care for him. he is the best in this whole wide world. i love you josh so very much . i never wanna be with out you josh. josh you are the best and always will be the best for me i could never ask for me and i never would.josh you make me the happiest i have been in a long time.you never hurt me you always be by my side and cry with me if i cry. you mena everyhang to me. i love you victoria to dont worry babe your in my heart to. you to sam and marquea. love you all some much your the best of my friends. love you all.

words from victoria: hey all you lovely peoples that are reafing this well all i have to say is josh im soo sorry bout earlier! you just hurt me feelings when you yelled at me and i got really upset! you and shannon are two are my best friends and i love you guys like my family i know shanon loves you and im glad yall are dating cuz that means that i gotted a new friend that i can talk to! you are soo much better than foof and when im sad you try your best to make me happy! im glad i got to know you and im glad w are friends! i hope you know that if you ever need anything that ill be here to talk to you and im always gonna be your friend no matter what! today you made me cry and it just makes me so upset that you yelled at me but shannon told me that you were just having a bad a day and you didnt mean to! im sorry that i got mad and i hope you forgive me! well love ya (like a bro) and ill talk to ya later!

love always,

Muffin and juganana

today was great
Mood:  happy
Hey everyone.I love Josh Bowles.and no is goin to take my baby from me. he loves me and he means so very much to me . hes the best and hes the best thang that ever come in my life.(thats a guy).I mean he is my baby and my bestfriend to i can talk to him about everthang and anythang.and some people need to know that now we are in high school and need to grow up and stop runnin there mouths becouse one day someone is not going to take it and beat them up. i love josh with all my heart and he is the very best i could never ask for anyone else . i would never want to be with anyone else. he means everythang. he is the best.I care for him so very much and i just wish people would know that and leave us alone and stop tryin to breake us apart and leave us both cryin. i hate to see my baby cryin. when he dose i know he really cares for me. he means this world to me and so much more. i would give anythang for him. i love him so much. i love him more than anyone could ever love him. he means more to me than anythang in this life time. i just wish he knew how much he means to me and i hope he never leaves me. i would fall apart right there on the floor and cry a river of tears and i hope i would drowed this world becouse i would not want to see another day with out him by my side. he means more to me than anythang i would give it all up just to stay with him. i dont want to be with out him by my side tellin me everythang is alright. he makes me so happy. and i smile all the time. i cry becouse i am happy to be with someone who cares about me just as much as i care for him. he is the best in this whole wide world. i love you josh so very much . i never wanna be with out you josh. josh you are the best and always will be the best for me i could never ask for me and i never would.josh you make me the happiest i have been in a long time.you never hurt me you always be by my side and cry with me if i cry. you mena everyhang to me. i love you victoria to dont worry babe your in my heart to. you to sam and marquea. love you all some much your the best of my friends. love you all.

words from victoria: hey all you lovely peoples that are reafing this well all i have to say is josh im soo sorry bout earlier! you just hurt me feelings when you yelled at me and i got really upset! you and shannon are two are my best friends and i love you guys like my family i know shanon loves you and im glad yall are dating cuz that means that i gotted a new friend that i can talk to! you are soo much better than foof and when im sad you try your best to make me happy! im glad i got to know you and im glad w are friends! i hope you know that if you ever need anything that ill be here to talk to you and im always gonna be your friend no matter what! today you made me cry and it just makes me so upset that you yelled at me but shannon told me that you were just having a bad a day and you didnt mean to! im sorry that i got mad and i hope you forgive me! well love ya (like a bro) and ill talk to ya later!

love always,

Muffin and juganana

today was good
Mood:  happy

i love josh with all of my heart he means everythang to me.and he is the best.i love him so much.hey victoria.



Our Engagement
The day you came over to give my big surprise,
I knew it was something big, just from the light in your eyes.
You looked into my eyes, while grabbing my hand,
I felt weak in the knees, feeling like i couldn't stand.
You asked me some questions like "Do you really truly love me with all your heart?"
I answered "yes", because I couldn't see us being apart.
The second question was "Do you see us getting married some day?"
I answered "Yes I do", I wouldn't have it any other way.
The third question was "If we do get married, will you stay by my side no matter what, and be loyal and honest to me?"
I answered, "Yes I would", because why ruin something that was meant to be.
That's when you said "Ashley Snyder..." while reaching into your pocket,
I felt my heart racing faster than a rocket,
as you pulled out a black case getting down on one knee,
while escaping from your lips "Will you marry me?"
I felt my heart jump up through my chest,
while i replied happily, with a heartfelt "yes".
Slipping the ring onto my finger with a smile,
I felt like I could cry a stream up to a mile.
one size too big the ring was,
but it didnt matter because I am happily in love.
I am going to marry this man of my dreams who gave me this ring,
and I can't wait to see what our future will bring




I’m wrapped around your arms, while sitting on the chair,
I’m rubbing your stomach, while you’re stroking my hair.
I close my eyes just enjoying this moment in time,
Just thinking how wonderful it is just to call you mine.
My head is on your chest, as you are softly breathing,
And I listen to the soothing sound of your musical heart beating.
It’s amazing how much I can love just one man,
While I’m thinking this, I reach for your hand.
I tilt my head back and look up into your eyes,
And I suddenly just get an urge to start to cry.
Tears of happiness of course,
Because you are the one, you are my source.
The source I have received from up above.
You gently touch my face and start to draw n ear,
And you end up whispering “I love you” into my ear.
This is the moment where I just want to jump up and scream,
because of happiness again, because you are my number one dream.

I LOVE YOU!!!!



baby you mean so very much to me.your the best. your the best and the greatest boyfriend. i love being with you and in your arms. you mean everythang to me and will always be in my heart and always on my mind.

love you baby girl,

Muffin

today was so good
Mood:  happy

i love josh with all of my heart he means everythang to me.and he is the best.i love him so much.hey victoria.



Our Engagement
The day you came over to give my big surprise,
I knew it was something big, just from the light in your eyes.
You looked into my eyes, while grabbing my hand,
I felt weak in the knees, feeling like i couldn't stand.
You asked me some questions like "Do you really truly love me with all your heart?"
I answered "yes", because I couldn't see us being apart.
The second question was "Do you see us getting married some day?"
I answered "Yes I do", I wouldn't have it any other way.
The third question was "If we do get married, will you stay by my side no matter what, and be loyal and honest to me?"
I answered, "Yes I would", because why ruin something that was meant to be.
That's when you said "Ashley Snyder..." while reaching into your pocket,
I felt my heart racing faster than a rocket,
as you pulled out a black case getting down on one knee,
while escaping from your lips "Will you marry me?"
I felt my heart jump up through my chest,
while i replied happily, with a heartfelt "yes".
Slipping the ring onto my finger with a smile,
I felt like I could cry a stream up to a mile.
one size too big the ring was,
but it didnt matter because I am happily in love.
I am going to marry this man of my dreams who gave me this ring,
and I can't wait to see what our future will bring




I’m wrapped around your arms, while sitting on the chair,
I’m rubbing your stomach, while you’re stroking my hair.
I close my eyes just enjoying this moment in time,
Just thinking how wonderful it is just to call you mine.
My head is on your chest, as you are softly breathing,
And I listen to the soothing sound of your musical heart beating.
It’s amazing how much I can love just one man,
While I’m thinking this, I reach for your hand.
I tilt my head back and look up into your eyes,
And I suddenly just get an urge to start to cry.
Tears of happiness of course,
Because you are the one, you are my source.
The source I have received from up above.
You gently touch my face and start to draw n ear,
And you end up whispering “I love you” into my ear.
This is the moment where I just want to jump up and scream,
because of happiness again, because you are my number one dream.

I LOVE YOU!!!!



baby you mean so very much to me.your the best. your the best and the greatest boyfriend. i love being with you and in your arms. you mean everythang to me and will always be in my heart and always on my mind.

love you baby girl,

Muffin

to day was ok
i talk to josh and sam and bill today.i love josh so much.

You're a jewel that nobody can see; a beautiful angel is what you are to me. My shining light from God is what you are, in my sky you're the brightest shining star. You're a prine who's sweet and lovely, filled with grace, charming, kind and gentle, who has an angel face. Your eyes are like diamonds that shine so bright, when everything is dark, you give me light. That sexy smile of yours awakens my soul; you have a sparkle inside you that makes me whole. Nobody is as special as you are to me, and now I hope you're beginning to see. You're that someone special who's made my dreams come true, it makes me feel proud to say I LOVE YOU!




I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.

I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.

I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.

i love you josh so very much you mean the world to me and i would never want someone else your the best thang in my life and would never wont anyone else.

love your baby ,
muffin

today was good i guess
Mood:  happy
hey today was good.i love josh alot and he knows it.foof call me todays ago and he moved and all that happy crap. i talked to my brother yestorday it was good to talk to him again. hes comeing down soon. so thats really good. i love josh so very much and he means the world to me. hes like the best guy i have ever been with in my life. and joshes sister is really cool to. nothing gets better than that great friend sambo,viki,nicole,and more.joshes sister Brooke and my baby josh.in like 8 day me and josh will be datin for 7 months.yay thats really good and nothing beter than that. but when your in a relastionship where the person you datin is mean and hateful all the time you know when you have a really good and nice guy and you never wanna loose him. and josh is the guy i never wanna loose he means the world to me and he is the best and no one could be better than him. no one is better than my baby.i love josh so very much he means every lil thang to me.everyday when he is with me i takit min. by min. and thank how much im glad to have someone like him who actully love me to and be nice and kind to me and never mean or harmful to me in any way becouse he cares more than that.i love josh more than anyone in this world and i would hate to have someone take him away from me and not really care or love him the way i care and love him. he means everythang to me. i love you baby so very much and your the best.

love you lil baby girl,
muffin

today was ok
yestoday in cosm.i fell and hurt my back it hurts really bad. i love josh.to day was ok nothing new.

today was good
Mood:  happy
hey i have had a good day josh b.(my baby) has been with me all day and its been good we went to wal-mart and to the car lot. its been great i love him so much and with all my heart. hes the best in the whole wide world i love him with everythang and anythang i have and got. i love him so much.

love your baby girl,
Muffin

today was okay
Mood:  happy
today was i guess okay. there is this chick named Brooke Davenport that was running her mouth to Brandon Thomas sayin Josh(my baby) likes her and i asked her about it and she said it was a joke and Josh had nothing to do with it she was just trying to make Brandon mad and jelous.Than Brandon went and told Josh this morning that i liked some one else to get him to leave me but it did not work becouse Josh knows i do not like any one else but him. so what Brandon and Brooke did was so stupid and need to stay out of me and Josh's relationship alone and get over IT!!!! I love you so much Josh your the best. you mean everythang to me. your the best.No one could ever be better than you. i love you with all my heart.Hey victoria . whats up chick well if you see this holla at me later love you chick you and sambo.

love,
muffin

to was i guess what you would say okay.
Hail mary full of grace
Bless my boyfriends sexy face
Bless his lips,hands and eyes
keep them safe right next to mines
Bless this man i hope to marry
Bless our baby i pray to carry
Bless this love that we both share
Bless our hearts and how much we both care
I hope and pray that we never grow apart
and end up with two broken hearts
Bless our love to always stay strong, to never fade away together is were we belong
But if we die and im in heaven and your not there, I'll carve your name in a golden chair
I'll give the angels back their wings golden chair and everything and just to show you what love can do I will go to hell just to be with you! AMEN
I LOVE YOU JOSH SO MUCH.


What matters most are the little things.
A gentle touch in the cold dark rain,
a tender kiss on a sleepless night,
or to hear the words, babe it will be alright.

It's a nice warm shoulder to lay my head,
as I curl against my lover in bed.
It's his nice strong arms to hold me tight,
his look of love as we turn off the light.

The knowing in my heart he will always be there,
the promise that for me he cares.
The warmth in my heart for him alone,
and a future of happiness in beginning our home.

When your able to find all these little things,
consider yourself blessed and don't change a thing.
For God in His heaven knew from the start,
how to match the right two hearts.



My Perfect Love

When I first talked to you,
I didn't know what to say,
But the more we talked,
The more my heart gave way

But now when I think of you,
And how you changed my life,
I can't imagine,
A day without your light

You light up my day,
As if you were the sun,
You are that sense of completion,
When my difficult project is done

You are my strength, and wisdom,
And the keeper of my heart
Whose grip never weakens,
Even when we're apart,

I think of you all day,
And dream of you all night,
And every night I wish
That you could hold me tight

You are always on my mind,
No matter what time or day,
Even when I shouldn't
I think about you anyway

And when I think of you this much
The day seems so long
And all the time we spend apart,
Just seems so wrong

You are my special gift
Sent from up above
Sent to me from heaven
Sent for me to love

Thank you for your smile
And your light that fills my dreams
You always make it brighter
No matter how dark it seems

josh you means so much to me and i just wish you would call me and tell me whats goin on i would know if your okay and what happend in your day. you mean the world to me and so much more.i love you with all of my heart.
love your baby girl,
muffin