you die now
Mood:  hungry
im happy... not really :). go it being friday and me being cool. im going to babysit tonight and i dont feel good. so fuck off. i feel like going out. and i really want someone to ask me to the homecoming dance. I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT SOMEONE TO ASK ME TO THE HOMECOMING DANCE! lol kaylas mom asked me to go with her. but she remembered she couldnt make it and had to cancel. shes a special one. SEXY KINDA. i need a shower... so that i can go with kayla and be on drugs. ttyl

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have sex.
Mood:  irritated
hey guys! lol thats chester... GO CHESTER! uhhhhhh... im really bored. i made a ring out of duct tape! HOLY CRAP jewelry class is so fucked up. i have to cut out a stupid penny... and its pissing me off. but we get to make real jewelry tomorrow. as u can tell i survived that stupid hurricane thing (unfortunatly) lol. Im getting a bass guitar. yep yep... but i gotta buy it with my own money. ill put a pic on here of it so everyone can see it. it makes me proud. hmmmmmm im tired. so.. lol kiss my ass :)

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No dude... No.
Ah haha ha ha HAHAHA HA! ;)... Dude I haven't written anything in here for a while... Probably becuz I really don't care at all. Hmmm I started school on Monday. High school BIOTCH!. lol. I realized that EMO kids... are friggen hot. Skaters are hotter though. DUDE! Think about it... EMO-Skaters! lol. Shit, thats far too much sexy. *sighs* Yep. Hmmm... Theres a big hurricane thing heading right towards me right now. (sadly.. not kidding) They evacuated like every city around us. It's really starting to piss me off. The goddamn weather couldn't have picked a worse time to fuck with my life. I have half a mind to kick its ass. lol. If I wasn't so lazy. I have homework to do, but it isnt due untill Wednesday. So my teacher can shove it up her ass. Personally... I hope I get killed in this stupid hurricane. I think that would be a good way to go out. Like, impaled by a flying 2x4... or.. crushed to death by the walls of my own home. Wow. Those aren't demented thoughts at all. HEY! I met some new people at school. They like to be okay to hang out with during the one period I actually see them. I have a burning question for the week. Is it better to be single and able to look at any hot guys you want, whenever you want? Or is it better to be in a relationship with one person... (who isnt that EXTREMELY hot)? That always confuses me. They both have their pro's and con's. Terry made me happy today :) lol. I told him to rate my hottness on a scale from 1 to 10. He gave me a 9. Which isnt that bad considering I gave myself a 4. lol. HMMMM... I dont know what else to write. If this is infact going to be my last entry, becuz of my life being tradgically cut short by forces of nature, then i have a closing statement for everyone. Fuck off bitches ;) <3XKaReNX<3


Consider this "Entry #2" lol. My leg hurts, and I'm wicked tired. I don't wanna go to bed though. It's only 10:09. Thats like insanity. It feels a lot later. bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity bloobity... I'm not really bored at all.. GoodBurger is a really good movie. lol. And if you don't wanna get slapped don't sing that in your friends ear for an hour. I've never done it... But I get ideas.

Posted by freak2/till-i-die at 11:34 PM
Updated: Thursday, 12 August 2004 11:55 PM
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stuff sucks... :)
Whoa dude... stuff was going great ya know? Everything was good. I made some new friends.. skater guys. They r definatly awesome... but then things decided to suck. But I guess all good things must come to an end right? I dunno. Y cant all good things stay good forever? or atleast until the person who experiances the good thing dies. I dont wanna tell the entire world what happened and y I'm so bummed out but... its a guy problem. Thats something almost every girl can relate to. Guys suck :) Hmmm heres a conversation I had with one of my friends:
Me:WHHAAAT? Ur telling me I cant look at the hot guys? Its a free country... and theyre all just there...to be looked at.
Her:But... u have a boyfriend...
Me:Dont be such a f#ucking communist!
Her:Whats a communist?
Me:Hmmmm... look it up cuz i dont know either.
lol.. I'm cool. and I hardly know that girl so she can die or whatever. Speaking of girls dying... there r a few that i would like to kill. 2 actually. But im not gonna name them becuz none of u know them anyway. :) My birthday is in... some odd number of days... 1 week and 6 days i believe. WH00T! lol *sigh* im so bored. I just got 2 new Ps2 games. They kick all ass. Tony Hawks Underground and Grand theft auto 3. Kayla gets back tomorrow! YAY! I cant wait... shes been gone for 5 days and I totally miss her a lot. HEY! GO MIKE BEING AWESOME! lol He wrote a letter to Green Day the band to see if they would send me an autographed CD for my birthday! aww what an awesome guy. I shall try to go see him next summer. If my parents allow me to be cool. Which they better. Hmmm im gonna go do some random awesome thing...so keep cool children of el maize.

HaHAHAHAAHWGHDG u all love that...
Wow Im really tired... becuz its Saturday and Saturdays r boring. Ppl like to not be online. lol okay so lets see... what happened today? Hmmm... I woke up at 9:00 and went to Wal-Mart to buy a father's day presant for my "father" :) hmm OH YEAH... I had a few stalkers... lol. 4 boys followed me around there... which suprises me becuz I always thought I was ugly. so anyway... these four boys r following me around wal-mart and I guess they were trying to get my attention. It was pretty funny. They were whistling and stuff and I turned around and they would hide in some tent thing or behind an aisle. It was quite sexual. Suprisingly they looked my age so i was like... yeaaaahhh. Hmmm... after that I went to Publix with my mom and I guess she could tell that I wanted to be there about as badly as I wanted my small intestine ripped out through my eyesocket... So we left and we had a pleasant "discussion" in the car about how much of a bitch I am. I have to admit that was probably not what I wanted to hear but instead of arguing with her I agreed... which for some reason pissed her off even more. GO HER! I guess she wanted me to fight back so she could prove her stupid point... and then when i agreed she was like...DAMNIT. Oh well... I want to go to the mall. My birthday is coming up soon... Thats friggen awesome as hell... I better get something good. Or atleast money. Yes I am a greedy little bitch. But I can be loveable at times. Hmm... Tomorrow is Father's Day so I can gurantee i wont be very happy for the next 48 hours... Then I get to spend all Monday with Satan. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO someone put a friggen bullet in my head please. lol okay well ima go now. I have officially become bored. <3 ya KaReN

Whoa... hey
Hey... Its been quite some time since i wrote in this biatch. Not much happening. The 14th was my school dance... it kicked all ass. My dress was so awesome and so many ppl said they thought it was the best one there. WH00T! lol.. Yeah and umm lets see... only 3 more days of school left for me... but its sad that finals r on friday (tomorrow) and monday. That doesnt bother me too much though becuz Ima have the best summer of my life. I can feel it. Im a prophet...so I know these things. Wow 3 days... Im almost sad. :D lol... Ima miss all my friends and shit...but still out with the old in with the new right? Highschool! Yea bitch! Freshman year...what bullshit that is... but u know Ima love it. I have been sick all this week so that sucks pretty bad. Coughing and all that strictly homosexual stuff. Hmmm I heard a new awesome song the other day. Its called "Our time is running out" by Muse. They friggin rock and u know it. BURY IT... I WONT LET U BURY IT... I WONT LET U SMOTHER IT... I WONT LET U MURDER IT... OUR TIME IS RUNNING OUT...OUR TIME IS RUNNNNING OUT. Hey look who just signed on. Mr. I-Aint-Gonna-Be-Online-Tonight. lol... Isnt it funny how awesome I am? "Looks like somebodys been eating Queeri-os'!" Im sooooooo bored right now. I wonder if anyone ever reads this... If they do they should IM me. Why do ppl have to be gay? Do they insist on being dumbasses just to piss me off?? JEEEEEEEEESUS CHRjkfdsl... lol okay Im trying to take up a lot of space with this thing so lets see my layout for the week. Hmmm... Monday I had school which is gay becuz I hate school very very much. Tuesday I had my algebra finals WHOO HOO i got a 74% barely passing! Go me... anyway... today was a huge bitch. Im getting sicker everyday so by the weekend I should be a human snot closet. MMM sounds sexy doesnt it? Last week I discovered that I look like a whore with pigtails. :D and tomorrow I dont have anything planned but I havP.E. at school. DAMN IT... and we have to run the mile. Thats sucks oh well life goes on right? HEY Im wearing shorts... How weird is that? Especially since I hate shorts. They make me look fat. Or maybe thats my fat making me look fat. Whatever it is... I dont like it. OMG JUST SHUT THE HELL UP ALREADY I DONT WANT TO HEAR ABOUT IT GODDAMNIT!! lol wow... u have no idea how much I just wanna scream that at some ppl. They r annoying me...so Im gonna go. Ill write more later about random stuff.

HE hee :-D
HHEEEEEEYYY here comes the WAAAATTTTTTER it comes to wash away the sins of UUUU AND IIIII this TIIIIIIME... Thats a good song u guys. Okay so u better love it. If u dont then I wont do anything about it at all... CUZ IM BRRRRRROKEN...lol Hey look its kljasdlfskfga WHOA HOLY SHIT@!! :-D Kayla just kissed my head!! Yeah shes fucking awesome... lol Im spending the night at her house tonight!! YEA GO ME... UR HIDING SOMETHING CUZ ITS BURNING THROUGH UR EYES I TRY TO GET IT OUT BUT ALL I HEAR FROM U R LIES... wow... I am sooo fucking obsessed with music. I love it so u can die :-D im jk... U know I love u. Please... dont do that. IT HURTS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Hey ive decided to use this site as my own personal tracking device... for myself. Im gonna try and write my locations of where i will be throughout the week so none of u lose me :-D YEA... NOW IM AT kAYLAS... SO... YEA IMA GO NOW LOVE YA BYE BYE <3 kAREN <3

Maybe you didnt
Hey everyone... ive been kinda upset lately so... sorry if i acted all bitchy to you or anything. Things havent been so awesome eventhough today was pretty good. My dogs home now so Im pretty happy about that. I went shopping with Kayla and she got AN EXTREMELY AWESOME DRESS! lol.. As awesome as mine. I didnt think it was actually possible... but it somehow happened. So today was good, last night sucked, and tomorrows Mother's day. Good mixture of emotions. Enough to keep a retarded girl on her toes. lol.. HMMMM... theres another awesome song i want u all to hear. Its not the best song ever but I especially like one part out of it..."Deep down you know its best for yourself, but you hate the thought of her being with someone else, but you know that it's over, we know that it's through, let it burn, I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on, on the other side I wanna break down and cry" That song is "Burn" by Usher incase you didnt already know that. I have a question for all of you interesting people out there. How many kids with A.D.D does it take to screw in a light bulb? The answer: HEY LETS GO SWIMMING! :D You know you all loved that. Perhaps a little too much? Im just playin.. OMG... You know whats awesome? I went into a store at the mall today and they had the most awesome clothes in there... I didnt know that people were allowed to wear shirts with the word "fuck" on them. I think thats cool. Yeah Im really bored. Kaylas at work with Jenna so Im gonna be...bored for a while longer i suppose. I got some more pictures of my dress today. :D But the scanners broken so...that sucks. Maybe I can get my dad to fix it for me. But I am awesome... Kayla is awesome... Everyone is awesome. "SOME PEOPLE WANT IT ALL... BUT I DONT WANT ANYTHING AT ALL... IF IT AINT U BABY.. I WANT U BABY...SOME PEOPLE WANT DIAMOND RINGS...BUT I DONT WANT ANYTHING... IF IT AINT U BABY I WANT U BABY" I like that song...So go die :D alright love u bye bye then <3 Karen <3

Immmmmmmm Baaaaaaaaaack
LOL GO ME AND BEING AWESOME!!.. okay so Im not so awesome but it doesnt matter. heres a small little bitch thing from a song i enjoy... and u should too...its "broken" by seether and amy lee: "I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain" lol Kayla YOU KNOW HE IS DEFINATLY SAYING PEN...lol jk... but he could be. He can do whatever he wants... he's a big boy now :). Im definatly bored right now... and Mizner had to be grounded. So I instantly decide to be awesome. I really dont know the purpose of having this website. It makes me happy so STFU!! sorry. I got a little carried away :) Wow... Im making it my goal that every entry in this bitch has to have something to do with Kayla. We have like the best times. When we r having fun i dont think its possible that anyone has more fun than us... That would be ...an insane amount of fun. People would die from such large amounts of fun... they would be walking and say "Wow... i bet we r having more fun than Kayla and Karen ever..." and they fall over dead right there. LOL... I'd pay money to see that. Does that make me a sick and twisted individual? DAMN SKIPPY! Yea its so fun hangin out with my friends... so YES! We are the best kind of people. so if you wanna laugh and be awesome... we r the people to talk to about that shit. *speaking in cheap 70's T.V. announcer voice* "...and this concludes another test from the emergency broadcast system..." heHEEEE ...and remember kids when the pin is pulled... Mr. Grenade is NOT our friend. :) <3 KAREN <3

Hey I dont know what Im doing
Hey ppl... I dont know what Im doing... Is this going on my webpage? Yeah it is. Well this is my website. My very FIRST website. Im gonna put some more stuff on here for everyone to be all awesome with... if u see something you like and wanna know where I got it just ask. I guess since this is my first "blog" or what the hell ever they call it I should say hi to my friends...so... HEY...U GUYS ARE SOOOO AWESOME!! Kayla, Mizner, Random, Stephen, Heather, Anna, Jesse, Jenna, CARL?... and a whole bunch of random ppl that I love and consider my friends... IF I FORGOT U IM SORRAY!! Yeah... so now that thats out of the way I can start talking some more about my awesome website. Somehow... some way I WILL make this website awesome! Check out my profile... its over there >>>>>>> somewhere... but I cant really tell becuz Im awesome. days 'til the end of Hell! .............................. I have to add more becuz this is boring. See its not holding your attention... dont think I dont see you moving the mouse slowly towards the little "X" at the top of the screen. Yea.. So Ima sit right here until I think of something sooooooo friggin awesome that u cant help but die from laughter. *Sits* *Licks arm* okay damnit... HAVE IT UR WAY! lol no Im kidding. Maybe I could tell you a joke... how about "A seacucumber and a mollusk walk into a bar... and the seacucumber says to the mollusk 'I have no idea where she thinks this joke is going and its rather sad... maybe she should just put a bullet in her head.' and the mollusk laughs and everyone lives happily ever after... The End" If you thought that one was awesome you should here more story about susie...whom has no arms or legs... thats a good one. lol... I'll put another post in some other time when I feel like being awesome. "QUIET I CANT HEAR MYSELF LIE!" lol i love u all so much... dont do drugs kids <3 KAREN <3