Sunday, October 6th, 2002-
Uh... hey. I love Eminem. But when Daddy comes back next week I won't be allowed to listen to him. Waaaaaaah. Anyway, we were all talking and Ma came to the conclusion that Mathew and I would stay together long enough that it wouldn't be a waste to introduce him and Daddy. I'm just wondering. Wah... I don't want Daddy back. He's gonna yell at me. I don't want him to yell. He scares me. I know he is gonna yell. He's so hard to please. And so old-fashioned and everything. I know I'm gonna get in trouble sooner or later. Most likrly sooner. I won't be able to talk or anything. I'll have to constantly watch what I do. It's hard to explain. I don't know... sigh. I'm getting all worked up so I'm gonna go now. Ciaoz.
-Jenjen Tuesday, October 1st, 2002-
What an interesting day!!! I'm still waiting on a letter from Chris. Stupid B@st@rd. And Mathew has some nerve. He sucks majorly. Sherry is being a big fat (actually, I weigh more than her I think...) meany. She doesn't realize it though. I really want understanding from her. Without that, forgiveness is false. I honestly think that I will lose her. She doesn't seem to relize I'd go through alot of crap to go back to a year ago... everything was so perfect then. And then everyone else is like, all Kookey on me. Well, Mathew... I honestly don't know what to do with him. Well, I g2g so Ciaoz.
-Slut Monkey