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Submission

Turn it inside out So I can see The part of you That's drifting over me And when I wake You're never there But when I sleep You're everywhere You're everywhere Just tell me how I got this far Just tell me why you're here And who you are 'Cause every time I look You're never there And every time I sleep You're always there 'Cause you're everywhere to me And when I close my eyes It's you I see You're everything I know That makes me believe I'm not alone I'm not alone I recognize the way you make me feel It's hard to think that You might not be real I sense it now, The water's getting deep I try to wash The pain away from me Away from me 'Cause you're everywhere to me And when I close my eyes It's you I see You're everything I know That makes me believe I'm not alone I'm not alone I am not alone Whoa, oh, oooh, oh And when I touch your hand It's then I understand The beauty that's within It's now that we begin You always light my way I hope there never comes a day No matter where I go I always feel you so 'Cause you're everywhere to me And when I close my eyes It's you I see You're everything I know That makes me believe I'm not alone 'Cause you're everywhere to me And when I catch my breath It's you I breathe You're everything I know That makes me believe I'm not alone You're in everyone I see So tell me Do you see me?


More about the real me?




I am a shy, fiesty, smartass sub 
who is who I say I am.  
I have been told by important people 
in my life that I am 
sweet and adorable 
but dang that mouth of hers. LOL!!!  
I am not ashamed of who I am 
and most of the people know 
about my lifestyle..
Though i am called weird by some, 
They just do not understand 
what D./s really is about 
and I just allow them to have 
their own thoughts. 
I am in the St. Louis Lifestlye scene. 
I attend events when possible.  
I have met some wonderful friends.  
One of my dearest buddies is Trish .. 
without these events 
I would never have got to know 
Such a wonderful "bubbles" in my life.. 
For He came into my life somehow .. 
even after I pushed and push .. 
There is Bruce .. at my side...
without him I do not know what I 
would of did this past year ..



Well Where Do I Go From Here? 
I am SCARED too death 
I do stupid things 
I do not make him happy 
SO, Am i worth the trouble? 
Can I be that special person?
I dont know .. 
For I am Scared too Death  


This is sorta a poem I wrote .. 

If I had one wish what would it be? 
I would find someone 
Who could give me the kisses,
The hugs, the play, the smile,
Just because i walked up .. 
The death grip in the middle of the night 
To know i was safe .
The sex,  the tickles,  the friends,  
The reading to him .. 
The just watching him do something he loves ... 
And with every breath i breath 
Submit to him.





Email Me At: snippyfreakygirl@aol.com