Once again more developed w/ tre'
tre' came over yesterday and now im grounded for it but boo yah baby doll...i havent been talkin to him then all of a sudden we start gettin along and then there he is again...so hehe

~*~Me & Tre'...closer than EVER!!!~*~
The other nite...I wuz talking to tre' late and he wanted me to call him bcuz he wanted to "make me horny" and so I snuck in my room and went into my closet and called him we talked for like 3 and a half hrs all together..but he was telling me all these stories of what he was gonna do to me and he was telling me about what we would do when we finally had sex and I couldnt contain myself at all he was telling me that he wished I was with him so he could be massaging my entire body and I was in HEAVEN!!! We finally had to get off the phone cuz it was really late and we had school the next day but I wuz soooooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We had planned to finally do it the next day at 5:00 but I wasnt home so we didnt do it damnit!!!

Boo Yah!!!!!
Well, I thought I would never write in this blog again but new developments with me and tre' have came up...

the other day I talked to him online for 3 HOURS and things got a little interesting...and juicy! Then after talking to him 3 hours online he told me to call him on the phone so of course I did and we talked for like 30 more minutes and would have talked longer if my mom hadnt come and yelled at me for being on the phone so late (it was like 1:30am)... anyways things got pretty interesting me and tre' went to a whole other conversation level... I know if I would have talked to him longer we probably would have ended up having phone sex... we had been talking about getting together and hooking up "next weekend part II" LOL and he kept saying he was horny and he kept telling me all the things he would do to me , which was getting me pretty hot and bothered so u never know what would have happened if we would have stayed on the phone just a little longer...

my new blog is http://punklovingrrl.tripod.com/kristen/

~*~Viva La Bam was a sign~*~
Well, apparently I was right... I saw tre' yesterday and talked to him for a long time and he told me to call him and I was like NO U CALL ME HONEY! and he said okay...so u never know...

I have a new blog...in this blog I am NOT gonna mention tre' at all....
so here it is...

http://punklovingrrl.tripod.com/kristen/

visit it...it is more interesting...kinda

~*~GuyZ can be SO much trouble!~*~
I swear latley guyz have been getting on my nerves...Mike is up and down like a yoyo half the time. Sometimes he acts like he loves me to death and sometimes he acts like he still likes tabatha and sometimes he hits on my mom...(when he does it is a joke but it is still kinda fucked up) Now mike is trying to date some other girl who I havent met and I really dont know about him anymore.
It is so confusing. I know the whole thing with T-R-E is still messed up. I keep getting these reality checks when it comes to us but then I forget about them and only remember the good things and the good things cloud my mind.
I get to see Mike 2marrow and then maybe I will have a better picture of where me and him stand. I was going to get him to escort me, casey, brandy, and becca to prom becuase becca's mom wont let her go unless she has a date so I figured I could make mike go because he said that he wasnt going to the one at his school so I figured I would make him go to ours. But now he has been asking this random girl to go. I swear I cannot figure this boy out. I thought he was so sweet and nice but turns out he is just as big of a player as the rest of the guyz I know.

~*~Todays Happenings~*~
Today was a pretty good day...Do ya know what???? Justin Brock is a sexay beast...lol...he is so sweet I love him to death.

Even after timothy screwed me over I still might go to the prom after all. Casey, Rebecca and Brandy are renting a limo and they asked me if I wanted to go with them and I told them that I might.

You know I really love that new song by Blink 182 "I miss U" I love it.

Well I got to go so buh bye peepz!

~*~Hmmm...up and down like a yoyo these dayz~*~
Its weird I have been depressed for the longest time and now things are kinda getting back to normal again. Mike and Tabatha are broken up but now Mike is becoming quite a wild boy...pretty much just to show Tabatha he can I guess...

I have been mad at becca but now I am so over it... I like being the center of attention (cuz I am a leo) and anyways when she wasnt giving me any attention I just got pissed but now I have learned that I am gonna have to deal with it. Now we are back to having fun and being stupid.

Viva La Bam is gonna start coming on again...ITS A SIGN...lol... remember when I said that viva la bam going off for the season symbolized me and tre' not seeing eachother...well maby viva la bam coming back on symbolizes us seeing eachother...hmmm...

Tony is actually talking to me like a human being now... it has been so weird between me and him for the longest time and now it isnt anymore maybe if me and tony stay on good terms things with me and tre' will work out better....dont know though...well I gots to go...so buh bye!

~*~Well LOTS HAS CHANGED~*~
Mike and tabatha broke up!!!! I know I am suppose to hate mike right now but now he is actually back to being his good and sweet self that I know he is. He is a great guy that I cant stay mad at.

Rebecca is getting on my nerves now... I dont know what it is... I have made friends with this girl who I just met...brandy... and now she is kinda getting on my nerves too. I really dont know what it is... and now I have got where I am getting an attitude with everybody...today I got one with ms.amburn and ms.combs and I am just trying my best to get by school without yelling at someone.

timothy is a complete shit head... he is dating nikki now... out of the blue... and he still says he would take me to prom if I wanted to go... I sure bet Nikki would luv that but she doesnt have to worry about it... I told them to tell timothy that I said he could eat shit, screw himself and then slam his dick in a cardoor.... I hate being screwed over... and I am NOT GOING TO TAKE IT ANYMORE!

I just got finished talking to Angelina on the Instant messaging and I was just informed that she is pregnant! WOW! Congratulations!

~*~Too Much Drama~*~
Well, I am in a bad mood... I feel yucky... I dont know what it is I feel weird... I dont know...

Becca is pissing me off now... long story

I talked to Tre' yesterday for more than 2 seconds Yay... I miss him like crazy!!!!!

Well I feel really bad right now ... my chest hurts... it feels weird so I need to go... bye for now... MIKE SUCKX!

~*~Mike is on my shit list now~*~
Well, remember how I told you Mike was coming over?

Well, he didnt!!!

I sat at home yesterday and wasted a perfectly good day waiting on his ass to call and say what time he was coming. He had to go to church that morning and then he was going to a movie with his dad (That passion of christ movie) and then after the movie was over he was gonna call and then come over. Well I waited all day for him to call... I went outside and rode the four wheeler and I even brought the phone with me and put it in my coat pocket and then I was out listening to my radio in my car and I had the phone in the passenger seat waitin for him to call but he never called...

I am just waiting to see what kind of excuse he has unless he died or someone in his family got hurt or died...I am gonna be pissed at him... all I know is his excuse better be damn good...

everyone has told me that they think that Tabatha found my # in Mike's car or something and then found out he was coming over and told him that he couldnt come...but if that were the case Mike could have at least called to tell me so I could have went out somewhere cuz yesterday was a beautiful day wasted on that asshole...Guyz Suck!