I sat there for hours that day, trying to wash the pain away But nothing can help this feeling The pain runs to deep to be brushed aside I live with this hatred deep inside I cant find a way to let this out So I sat there that day, while trying to wash my pain away Sharpening and waiting, for something to happen Something that would let me know I did not have to do this But nothing happened and no one noticed As I slipped away While I sat there in blood soaked clothes You were standing in the other room Yelling about my laziness You were telling me I was pointless and that you wished I never existed And I figure what the hell I guess its time That you got your wish So I cut down deep and hard Letting my pain go for once And knowing that maybe this was my job I was meant to bring you happiness So I hope you don’t try to save me I hope you let me go Cause now I have no real reason To stay here and not let go You were the thing that held me here And you let go without a fear Never said good bye Never let me know Just aimed your gun and went But now I hope you see that what you did Will bring me to you As I can not exist in this world Without you to lean on So I sit here in blood stained clothes Wondering how much longer this will take How much more time do I have to wait? Haven’t I suffered enough? And then I looked up On my wall hung a picture of you And I realized that no matter what I had to be with you So goodbye dear people That said nothing at all As I slip into oblivion Waiting, ready to fall I cant go on here There is to much to bear Tell ‘em I love ‘em though in person I wouldn’t dare.
