5/13/03
Nothin much gone on today...the usual School and going home. I got sat by my worst enemy in Math, She was pissed...throwing stuff and everything. But anyways...my parents desided to pull the plug on the damn computer because I guess they think this is the answer to all my gothic,satanic beliefs.Which is bullshit because a computer is there for my entertainment and to run my webpage off of.So, if I dont update or get online for awhile its because of my damn parents. And they wonder why I hate them so much...
My Mood Pissed off right now
What Am I Wearing Right Now? Baggy jeans,black shirt...nothing unusual.
5/5/03
Nothing unnatural here. School, home, internet. Well, friend came back from college to check on his buds in highschool and hung out with me. My back hurts! Should have let him pop it, too scared for him to do it. Yes, Im scared of my friend...who wouldnt be? But anyways, thats about it. See ya!
My MoodBored as all get out
What Am I Wearing Right Now? Baggy jeans with pick and silver straps and a silver shirt.Black eyeliner, no lipstick (not allow in school)
5/3/03
A guy is fuckin shooting at me! THats all I have to say
My MoodPissed Off
What Am I Wearing Right NowFuh Gedaboutit shirt and short shorts.
4/30/03
I just noticed something, I've been putting 2004 instead of 2003.Im a dumbass.I just found out that a so called friend of mine said something which really pissed of my best friend, Im afraid he might be mad at me now.Whatever she said is not true, she's just trying to make me miserable.DONT NEED HER HELP! Other than that, nothing much to say.
My MoodDepressed
What Am I Wearing Right NowBlack shirt,baggy jeans and I whiped my makeup off so no makeup.
4/27/03
Had to babysit 6 kinds yesterday and now we have a freakin birthday party today! This really bites.But anyways, nothing much to say today.See ya
My Mood: Stressed Out
What Am I Wearing Right Now? Baggys jeans and grey shirt, no makeup and my hair is up in a pony tail.
4/22/03
Tuesday, oh boy what a boring hell! Had to stay after to help my friends with their little act for a talent show, then had to wait in three lines just to pick up the rest of the kids. It was like 4:30 when I got home and school was out at 2:30. WOW! Ok, anyways...going to change songs now.See ya
My Mood For some reason, I want to talk alot *raises a brow*
What Am I Wearing Right Now Black shirt,old hiphuggers and my usual jewelry and makeup.(cant wear black lipstick at my school *shakes head*)
4/21/03
Monday, sorry for not typing yesterday...for some reason I was going to do it but forgot.As you can see, I'm changing songs every day...why? BECAUSE OF FEEL LIKE IT YOU DUMBASS! No really, I was bored and just uploaded alot of Midi's. Not really in the mood to be pissed, so dont go on my message boards and start yelling at me because I'll reply with a nasty answer.
My Mood Pissed off mood, dont fuck with me
What Am I Wearing Right Now? Black shirt,black pants and again with the black lipstick,eyeliner and eye shadow.My mom's gonna freak when she gets home
4/19/04
Saturday, second day of my school holiday and im bored as hell! Watching my brother and his friends, I finally told them to go swimming so they could get out of my hair...course the water is freezing cold! Other than that, listening to music and chatting.
My Mood Bored!
What Am I Wearing Right Now Baggy pants,grey shirt and has black lipstick,eyeliner that does the tear thing at the bottom of my eye.Yea :) wish I had a camera!
4/18/04
hey, Its a school holiday today so I'm home. Actually its a four day weekend. Feeling alittle down right now because I blacked out once again, I hate my life. But other than that, Im just chattin on the internet and listening to Cradle Of Filth and all the other bands on my Launch Player. Guess I'll go find something to do, see ya!
My Mood Down in the dumps and depressed
What Am I Wearing Right Now? Baggy black shirt and shorts.
4/17/04
Hi Hi! Ok whatever, no Im not taking any drugs! at least, I dont think I am...yeah, just hyper. But umm...as of today,It really surprised me. Im like getting more and more talkative *Eyes go big* Im serious! I was staying after school, like I do everyday, and usually I would just sit around and just reply 'yes' or 'no' questions. But today, I was running around...jumping on tables, chasing friends and screaming loudly. Making a COMPLETE fool out of myself! Haha, oh yeah...this kid, dont even know who he is, was locked out of school so I ran up to the door and let him in. He said 'thank you sweetheart' and I stopped and gave him a look, he saw the look and asked If I was a sweetheart and I told him when I feel like being one. Yea, weird huh. Besides school, Im making a few changes and updates here on the page...im trying to type alot of my poetry and making a new link, I already have my boards up if you want to talk to me without a messanger. BYEEEEE!!!!! Love you Charles! *hugs and kisses*
My Mood: VERY HYPER! MWHAHAHA!!!
What Am I Wearing Right Now: Very old hiphuggers and a black shirt...nothing fancy, I need more money to go get me more baggy jeans. *sniffles*
4/16/04
Im BACK! Awww come on, dont run away...that aint cool! Ok, well finally got my internet fixed after so long.Have alot to say, but to keep it brief....*takes a deep breath* Boyfriend broke up with me, made alot more friends, finally got my parents to listen to my feelings and treat me like a daughter, Jessica finally figured out what the words 'back off or your gonna see hell' meant...ummmm Charles, good friend of mine, called to check on me and now im talking to him. YAY! Ok *falls down, out of breath*
My Mood: Ummm...hard to explain
What Im Wearing Right Now:Grey T-Shirt, Baggy jeans with pink n' silver stripes and my wristband with those metal rings on them
2/5/03
Hey! just found a group of puppys, taking care of them now. Got a black one,gold one,Multi colored one with more brown in it than black and a Multi colored one with more black in it than brown.Cant think of any names though. Well besides that, I got to talk to my boyfriend after school. Hopefully he gets to go to school tomorrow because I sure miss him! Nothing really went on at school, basically slept in every class or just pertending to listen and do my work. Bad thing was when my teacher asked me what the answer was to the question and I jerked awake and said 'Leslye' lol. Ok well I got to go, bye!
My Mood Bored
What Am I Wearing Right Now? Grey Sweater,light blue jeans and still my ankle is sprained!
2/4/03
Well my boyfriend has been sick for the pass couple of days, couldnt go to the bowling thing on Saturday and he hasnt been to school Monday and today which is Tuesday.Been a good little girlfriend and checked on him everyday after school to see whats up.He has he may get to go to school tomorrow, not sure until tomorrow comes.Im alone without him :(. But anyways, Sunday was boring as hell...Monday pissed me off, a guy shoved me down the stairs at school and I almost killed myself trying to land on my feet. Now my weak ankle is sprained once again. Today was a pain in the ass, number one my boyfriend wasnt there...kids I know have been messing with me and its hard to walk on my ankle.But other then that, my mom sat me down and gave me that "Whats wrong with you...I dont understand you anymore" talk. That just pissed me off to the point I ignored her and sat there listening to music while she babbled on until she broke into tears. Its her fault that I wont listen to her anymore, she's the one saying im a psycho just because of the clothes I wear and music I listen to. Anyways, thats all I have to say.See ya!
My Mood Pissed off,depressed (ALITTLE!) and annoyed
What Am I Wearing Right Now Heavy black sweater, dark blue jeans and a freakin ace bandage around my sprained ankle.
2/1/03
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! lol sorry, was looking at my calender and it said that the chinese new year was today.Its Saturday, today I get to go bolwing with my bf and parents. Yay! Although I know im gonna loose. Ok, g2g bye!
My Mood Very hyper wanting to go bowling
What Am I Wearing Right Now Being very stupid and wearing shorts and baggy shirt
1/27/03
Jessica is about to get into my neverending nightmare and see herself freaked out by the time im finished with her! She is fuckin getting on my nerves! anyways, besides her...everything was cool. Got to see my boyfriend. He was supose to come over today but something happened...oh well, he is coming over tomorrow and then on saturday. YEA! Well, got to go...listening to Cradle Of Filth.bye!
My Mood Calmed down since im listening to music
What Am I Wearing Right Now A Tazmanian Devil Shirt that says Fuh Gedaboudit! (which to people who dont know...that means For Get About It!)Its pretty cool. Oh anyways, baggy pants and I took my jewelry off so none right at the moment.
1/26/03
Damn...I havent updated this thing in awhile.Most of the days were the same routine. Wake up at 5, got to school, come back at 4 and on the internet I go. On the weekends im usually asleep until 12 and then on the internet I go. Boy what a boring life. Boyfriend hasnt been over in awhile...he was supose to today but no one was home for him to come over. Parents have a strict rule that they have to be their before I can have a guy over. Oh well. Got a mic, can talk to people over then internet with it. Almost freaked out thinking someone was hacking into my computer and giving me viruses. Yea, so nothing else to talk about. See ya!
My Mood Bored As Usual
What Am I Wearing Right Now dark hip huggers,white shirt that says I have an attitude...then in small font says So What and my black trench coat.I have my 7 rings on and my watch, think my boyfriends bracelet is in my room. Well, thats enough...bye!
1/21/03
Sorry for not updating my journal...wasnt really in the mood to update.Actually Im still not in the mood but there isnt anything else to do.Boyfriend got to come over on Monday, besides me not feeling good, I had fun.I didnt want him to leave, and he was saying he didnt want to go...but school was today so he had to.Saw him at school today as well, hung out until the bell rang and then got to see him through the hallways and then lunch.Lunch was a pain...James begging for money and this other dude saying something when my boyfriend said something.Chris was repeating something off a movie and when he said 'Kiss her ass' that dude said 'Ok, I will kiss her ass' and gave me a look like he ment me.I yelled hey and he tried to figure out a way to make it feel like he said something else.Oh well,Got to go...bye!
My Mood Sick...really sick
What Am I Wearing Right Now Shorts,white t-shirt and no shoes...and im still hot!
1/18/03
Why do I write in this thing? Its not like everyone in this world cares.Im a worthless creature put on this earth to be torchered by judgemental people.Is there even a reason to live? My life was ruined ever since I came here on earth.My family even hates me.Now if you excuse me..........
My Mood Depressed and Pissed
What Am I Wearing Right Now To hell with you and all your fuckin questions!
1/17/03
Sorry I didnt update yesterday...alittle shocked about what happened at school that day and shit like that.Today was cool, nothing bad happened at my school and my boyfriend got to come over after school.Had fun.Stayed over until 9 and then i got online to talk to internet buds.Well Nothing to talk about so guess I will go.Bye!
My Mood I cant figure out my mood
What Am I Wearing Right Now? Black coat,see-through shirt and baggy jeans...along with my 7 rings,my watch and my boyfriends bracelet.
1/15/03
I was sooo pissed today, matter of fact...I still am.Today I bumped into the black girl and I said sorry, but what does she do...Bitch at me! I was being polite too...damn that set me off.And Then when I went to my Gym class These two upper class preps started talking about me.How did I know? They said my full name,Leslye Deggs.They didnt know I was even behind them until I grumbled 'turn around idiots' and they saw I had been behind them the whole time.And Then, Kasandra,Kat or however you spell her name and Heather were all bitching at me.In Spanish class I was surround by preps and I caught them pointing at my close and hair and start talking about it...too bad for them I have good hearing.By the time I was at my math class I was about to kick some ass.When I walked in my math class I screamed and threw my books across the room scaring my sub. and the kids.I gave them a dirty look and hid myself underneath my hair so I dont see their staring.My boyfriend calmed me down alittle, but he was so pissed...shocked me some.Besides that, I slept on the way back to my house and then got on the internet to blow off some steam on my webpage.See ya, BYE!
My Mood Really Pissed
What Am I Wearing Right Now Hair down,black with blood red roses choker,black peasant shirt with big flares and tight hip huggers.Along with my boyfriends bracelet and my leather boots.
1/14/03
Well nothing much went on...as usual, the hell called school.Went to all my classes listening to that bitch called Jessica.She had a panic attack and the teacher pickd me to take her to the nurse before she passes out like the last time...I so hate that teacher, she knows I hate Jessica with my life.Anyways, took her to the nurse and then the rest of the day was boring...well, the only good thing was that I got to see my boyfriend in the hallways and at lunch.Wish he had some of my classes.Got to go, gonna add something on my webpage.
My Mood Really bored
What Am I Wearing Right Now Grey sweater, black leather jacket (now have to throw it away since it ripped open),hair is down, wearing all my jewelry,wearing dark eye makeup and tight ass hiphugger jeans. None of my baggy jeans are clean
1/13/03
Sorry I didnt write in my journal yesterday...didnt feel good,down in the dumps.Depression peaking around the corner.But Im fine now, yesterday was just one of those bad days...nothing to be worried about.I wished it would go away though...some days my life is like a living nightmare and other days its like a dream come true.Today was the first day back to school...my schedual didnt change so I dont have memorize anything new.I dont really like going to school though...I have a real fucked up mind, thinking everyone is always staring at me and shit like that.Thats why I hide my face with my hair.Plus I didnt feel good at all today.Boyfriend said It looked like I was planning to kill someone.Tell you what, if that was true It would be Jessica who would get killed first.She was talking shit about me, I mean it dont bother me...after so man damn months of her doing it, its like a part of my routine.She's trying to make my life misserable again so she can be all high and mighty...tell you what, It wont work.Im not going to let it.But what would make my life easier is her moving to Conroe and GETTING OUT OF MY HAIR! After school my phone rang (duh!) and guess who it was...Jessica! The phone rang twice and I finally picked it up and what does she do, hang up.But I knew she was on the other line, her mothers voice in the background gave me the hint.Tell you what, next time she wants to pull a prank, she better plan it out better than she had it.Im waiting for her to call back, dont know If she has the guts to do it.Guess I scared her with all that metal and black fingernail polish today...think im some kind of psycho.Oh well, as long as I know im not some kind of Freak of nature then im fine with what she thinks.Well looks like I spent time talking shit, guess I will go.BYE!
My Mood Cant explain my mood right now
What Am I Wearing Right Now? Black sweater with buttons on the sleeves,black leather jacket, limbo lo rider blue jeans and leather boots.Alont with my boyfriends spike bracelet and my other metal jewelry.
1/11/03
Boyfriend got to come over today, course it was raining so we stayed inside.Im so fucked up though, I get embarrassed when he is around...an example.I cant play the guitar around him, thinking I might mess up and shit.Dont ask.Well, im eating so I will go.
My Mood: Bored!
What Am I Wearing Right Now Black shirt, dark colored pants and no jewelry on
1/10/03
Depression,Stress,Freak Of Nature On Display.I did nothing today but sleep and sit in my room to cry...listening to C.J. and his friend talk about me.Now Jace, my cousin, joined in.What shall I do but cry my heart out and wish to be held by my boyfriend.No one cares except him.I dont even care of myself.If I was two people...I would sit and stare at this pitiful excuse for a human, cry.Why do I beat myself down to mothing but a shadow of sorrow? Why do others help me beat myself down to nothing but a whisper in the wind? Thats one question that will never be answered.
My Mood: Really depressed
What Am I Wearing Right Now: Hiding in a bundle of black and underneath my hair...why do you care what Im wearing anyways? Why do I care what Im wearing right now...only the fact that Im wearing some
1/9/03
Nothing happened much today...woke up late again, didnt really feel like eating and went outside just for the hell of it.Came back inside to get on the internet and talk to my boyfriend, helping him with his webpage...actually coming out good.Gonna put it up once he is done with it.Anyways, nothing much to talk about...see ya.
My Mood Feeling like shit at the moment
What Am I Wearing Right Now: Black baggy shirt,dark blue jeans, fishnet on arms, boyfriends spike bracelet,20 bangel bracelets,7 rings,redid my black fingernail polish...thats about it
1/8/03
Well, today was alittle interesting.I woke up really late and ate my lunch then got online to mess with yahoo games before going outside to play chace and hide-n-go seek with my horses...that what I have been doing until my mom left, then I went back inside to listen to Metallica and Saliva CD's until I got bored of that, worked on playing my guitar and tried to start another poem...today is not the day for my poetry skills lol.Anyways, I went back outside to feed my horses and come back in to get online to update my webpage.Nothing else to say.BYE!
My Mood: Really bored
What Am I Wearing Right Now: Black T-Shirt,baggy shorts,hair down and getting on my nerves and no jewelry
1/7/03
My boyfried didnt get to come over today, But I will get to talk to him tonight over the internet messanger.Anyways, Im still trying to figure out how to play 'Enter Sandman'...I got the first part of what he taught me good, its the last part that confuses me.I was listening to the CD and I think I keep on skipping a note because It doesnt sound the same.Have to ask my boyfriend when he comes over again.Nothing happening today, WEnt to sleep until 10:00...got online, no one there.Went back to sleep after getting offline and woke up at 1:30, got online...no one there so I ate and went outside to run around then came back in to fall asleep again until 5:30 and went back outside to feed the horses then came back in to get online again...lol thats all I did, fun isnt it? Oh well, Got to go...BYE!
My Mood: Really Bored
What Am I Wearing Right Now? Black sweater,black pants and black boots...along with my black leather jacket.Today is blakc day today HAHA not really.Well thats enough to get the idea.See ya
1/6/03
Well, me and my boyfriend went to my familys Christmas party yesterday and I passed out after it so I didnt get on yesterday.Oh well.My boyfriend finally got me to loosen up and go crazy instead of my usually just sit around staring at the wall business...hehe, thats kind of funny.Well, havent got my boyfriends opinion yet, but, I think I did the same thing today too.Yes he came over today as well.He feels like he lives over here now lol...oh well, I like it when he comes over.He taught me the first part of 'Enter Sandman' by Metallica (YEAH!) today, Im still trying to get it...Oh well, the more you practice the better you are.Well, you know what...I have used the word 'well' 8 times in this parahgraph??? Hmmm, word of the day! HAHAHA ok, got to go...BYE!
My Mood Light headed for some odd reason
What Am I Wearing Right NowGrey sweater (again!),tight ass jeans(dont ask why) and no jewelry for once
1/4/03
Well I had fun today...woke up at 12,got dressed and went over to my cousins house and played basketball with them then watched xXx with them...I finally went back home at the same time my boyfriend called asking if he could come over.I said sure, so the rest of the day, I was with my boyfriend.He had to leave so now im on the internet...nothing else to talk about so I will go.BYE!
My Mood Happy for once
What Im Wearing Right NowGrey sweater,baggy blue jeans,black high heals,my boyfriends spike bracelet,my metal chain necklace,20 bangle bracelets an 7 rings.damn thats alot of jewelry, and because of it...I got shocked on the trampoline haha!
1/3/03
Damn...I had the most scariest thing in my life happen to me today.Me,my mom and my grandmother all almost was killed by this idiot! My mom was doing 60 on the main highway to go somewhere and all of a sudden a guy pulls out infront of us slowly.My mom had to lock up the truck to keep from hitting him, but still we were no even like an inch from ramming into the side of the guys truck.My mom and my grandmother almost had a heart attack and I garantee that I turned pale, more than I already am.And still, the man gave us this stupid look and continued to move out slowly...I was likely to jump out of that truck and pull him out on the road watching his as get run over...damn was I pissed.Anyways, we are all fine now.Well thats about it.BYE!
My Mood: Still pissed off because of that idiot
What Am I Wearing Right Now: 7 rings,20 bangel bracelets on my left arm and my boyfriends metal studded bracelet on my right (think thats what you call it),black light sweater with button on the side of its sleeves all the way up to my elbow.Again, blue jeans.Really need to repaint my nails, the black is chipping off of it very slowly lol.Well guess thats it
1/2/03
Well, I really didnt type anything for awhile.Let me talk about what happened between the 28th of december and the 2nd of January.Got asked out by someone I loved for a long time,he comes over to my house alot.I finally got to come over his house.Had fun.Got a new CD, Saliva. Listening to it right now. Found out that my mothers friends 7 year old daughter was molested during the night.They arrested the child molester.But the girl was scared as hell and wouldnt talk to anyone.I walked up to her and I guess my appearance made her start talking to me.She told me how scarey it was and I told her how shitty my life had been for awhile.I actually made her smile and laugh.The sad thing is, she was molested on her birthday.We gave her a party at my mom's work and she really enjoyed it.It made me smile when she finally warmed up to everyone and started talking again.I actually did something good for once.Well thats basically it for now.bye!
My Mood: Happy that I helped out
What Am I Wearing Right Now: My boyfriends bracelet, has the metal square thingys on it.Dont know what your supose to call it, lol.Black sweater and dark blue jeans.Took my shoes off so yeah.Thats about it
12/28/02
Sorry I didnt say anything yesterday...had someone over, didnt get online until really late at night.Yesterday was cool.Today isnt, no one around and nothing to do! AHHHHH!!! And my 20 pound cat wont leave me alone!
My Mood: Really confused with a 20 pound cat sitting in my lap
What Am I Wearing Right Now: Grey shirt and shorts...again wearing summer clothes in winter HAHA
12/26/02
Hey look Im actually keeping up with my journal.I woke up at like 12:00, yes I sleep late haha.I ate and went ouside to play my guitar on the trampoline...and damn was it cold! I came back to get online and start talking to my buddys.
My Mood: Im a bad girl trying to be an Angel
What Am I Wearing Right Now:Black shirt that said 'wild wild girl' and baggy jeans...no jewelry, although i own alot of it
12/25/02
Im such an idiot...I forgot to type in my webjournal.Hey...but yesterday was as boring as the rest so thats ok.Today was Christmas and I got up at 4:30 in the morning...then went back to bed and got up at 5:00 then went back to bed against and finally got to open presents at 5:30.I got alot of jewelry...more to ad to my creative self HAHA.Anyways, after showing off my presents to my grandparents, who happen to come over for breakfast, I went back to bed and slept until 12:00.Stupid thing is...are Christmas dinner was already ready at noon so we went ahead and ate it.So I only had two meals today :( Oh well...I barely eat anyways.Finally I ran outside to my horse and played chase with her before getting online to talk to my internet pals.BYE!
My Mood:Actually in a good mood today
What Am I Wearing Right Now:No shoes again,tight ass shorts,and a black t-shirt.Hair is down and getting on my nerves.Again, not really ready to go anywhere.Hell I look like someone dressed for summer in the winter time haha
12/23/02
AHHHH!!!!! My mom woke me up at 6:00 in the morning! And when I tried to sleep, my brother and his friend keep me up! AHHHHHH!!!! +Rips hair out of head+ ok im done.Anyways, It was storming outside so i couldnt go out there...stayed on the internet all day.Nothing really to talk about so I will go eat.Lates!
My Mood:Pissed off because of my brother and his friend and really tired
What Am I Wearing Right Now:No shoes, baggy shorts and a baggy shirt...hair up in a messy pony tail.Not exactly ready to go anywhere lol
12/22/02
Today is so boring! I woke up at like 12:00,lunch time and imediatly got on the internet.I stayed on until 2:30 and went to my grandma's to teach her how to do stuff on her new computer then came back at like 3:00.When there was nothing else to do, I took my guitar and walked across my yard to the street and walked along it for like a hour or so before coming back.Basically the rest of the day I have been exploring the internet out of boredom!
My Mood:Bored As Hell
What Am I Wearing Right Now:Black leather high heeled boots,baggy pants,black button up shirt with metal buckles on the sleeves,hair up in a pony tail,black fishnet from hand all the way up my arms to my elbow ((on each arm)),seven rings on my fingers ((ring on each thumb,ring on each pointer finger,ring on each middle finger,ring on my right ring finger)),20 bangel bracelets on my right wrist,a metal chain that connects my left wrist to my neck,black finger nail polish and no makeup.
