Journal Entrie 11:
I dunno what time it is....Avril Lavigne rules...thats about it..And remember kids Angelfire sucks.... Entrie 12: I haven't writen in a while...I'm kinda depressed...I guess I wrote a song...didn't finish it thow...tomrrow it may change....I miss my home...*hugs a pillow* I miss my old school...I cried today for three hours strait. They were silent tears...I fell asleep in gym. My birthday was friday...I had fun. Went to six flags. Had a blast. Cried my way home when I was in the back of my dads car...he didn't nottess. A long while ago my ex said he wanted to be friends...I didn't believe him. Tomorrow it may change. entrie 13: ......w-watashi wa...wakarimasu...................Michi ni mayoimashita... Back
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I haven't written an intry in like forever which doesn't really matter cuz nobody reads it anyway. UU ....well I moved again back to austin I have a lot of new friends I still have NO idea WHY I moved in the first place but I'm sure theres a good reason for it.
my tummy hurts *growl* Julian (one of my new friends) came over today he brought his dog... I miss my puppy back in san antonio *pout* *huggles puppy plushie* I like jacked about 15 dollars from my sister and 6 from my mom and I allready had like 2 bucks so right now I have enough to buy another sk8board. which also doesn't matter cuz I am not even that good at it.I miss my friend Drew I knew him when I was three and him and his family moved in with us like a year later and we traveled alot so he had to and even after my dad got out of the army he still moved and he still came with us I miss him alot he was like my best friend and now he's gone he moved to illinoi or kentucky or some country place like that I don't remember. earlier last month he called at three in the morning. My mom answered and said I was asleep so I didn't get to talk to him. but OFCOURSE I was asleep it was 3 in the god fricken morning!! well I have to go threw all my entries and take out all the stuff I don't want people to know about! ja matta ne tomodatchi!!! 1:13AM=END
9:10 PM...I should do a survey on how many teenagers hate there parents. It would be quick. My friends ALL hate their parents And mine is a hormafordite. (don't know if I spelled that right) anyway the microwave is squeeky clean now. ^__^ my mother helped. Yes I could never've done it without her yelling in my ears! 9:12 END
10:42 PM... I am soo tired. I had a sucki valentines day. some of it was awesome! like this one guy was being really really nice to me the entire day! I got lots of candy... from my friends. When I went to my guy friends they just said sorry they forgot what day it was and gave me a dollar! XP... well it's the thought that counts... LOL whatever. my mom took me to the mall I spent 100 dollars. I got a new pair of pants 2 new shirts and a new tie. they are all awesome!!I especially LOVE my pants! god bless hottopic 10:26 PM=END>
8:54PM I hate my mother!! god! what did I do to deserve HER?!?! what the hell did I do to her to make her hate me?!!! I got a new pair of pants and she won't let me wear them to school. Why? It's not because she doesn't APPROOVE of them. She picked them out for me! I LOVED them. WHY THE HELL CAN'T I WEAR THEM?!?!?! when I get older I will get a knife and stab it right threw her head!!! I don't just WANT to I'm going to! I hope she rots in hell!!
10:47AM I dont hate my mother today she let me stay home cuz I was faking sick she let me stay home yesterday too. Julians getting sent off to bootcamp. Katy says that her step dad went to boot camp and he said that you only stay there for two months each year and julian has to stay there for three years so maybe he didnt want us to know about how hes only gonna be there for 8 weeks and wanted us to feel sorry for him. katy says hes probley just staying there 8 weeks out of each year... soo either shes wrong (which Im praying she isnt) Or Im burning down our school...
7:40pm Well I havent talked to julian in awhile I dont have the guts to go over to his house so whatever. Thats what he gets I would be seeing him at school still if it werent for him bringing weed to school. Only five days left of school thank GOD. alot of stuff is going on and I dont feel like explaining it so bye.
9:46pm HOLA! uum.... I have a boyfriend now... its been awhile since I wrote. Yea.. His names Matt. Hes a real sweetheart, sometimes a jack@$$ at school because aparantly if hes sweet there they'll beat him up... anyway other times hes real nice... anyway hes going away to houston for 3 WEEKS!!! Im kind of worried... his x-girlfriend lives there... I cant help worrying its not my fault! I have trust issues. ><;; I prayed today. I pray alot lately, Today Matt was being so mean and flirting with other girls so I ran to the restroom and cried... I prayed that god give me a boyfriend who cared about me and would never hurt me... afterwords me and matt made out on the bus. I dont deserve one. Im just a whore. Im going to bed now.
